I was so happy coming home from work today...I really have no idea why...all of that changed though once I got home...David left and went to his friend Paul's house ...he called my cell and left me a voicemail...he called my voicemail not me...I was so upset that I called him and spoke to him...he was angry and told me that he was going out for a while and that he would not be home anytime soon...I begged him to come home, but he would not...he told me that all of the things we had talked about in therapy were BS and that he did not want to be married to me...that hurt so much...and hung up on me...

I spoke to my mom and she told me to come and stay with her, I told her no that I was not just going to leave...I did call David's parents and let them know what was going on...David called my family in February and started all of this, but did not think that his family should be involved...his mom and dad were so upset...they just dont understand what went wrong...

My mom called my Dad,who then called me...he told me that this was hard but that i will persevere...he then called David to talk tohim...David didnot answer the phone...David did finally call my dad back and they talked...i did not hear from david until 230am when he called to say that he would not be home...

I work at a fairly easy and well paid job. I make close to $13 an hour to cook or be a kitchen aide, doing dishes ect. All the people I work with are adults, and it's a very relaxed inviroment. We have to make sure people are fed on time, certain jobs done, and things cleaned up. It never ceases to amaze me how much people can gripe about what has to be done, and the time frame to do it in, and they don't do anything. I am an ex smoker and have no problem with people smoking. My problem comes from taking a 15 min break in a 4hr job and turning it into a 30 min break. They sit down and take 15min to eat and then go outside for another 15 to smoke. I wouldn't even mind if they went out acouple times as long as it all adds up to 15 min. We end up behind and out late, and they say I am griping about the smoking. I don't feel I am, but it is your choice to eat or smoke, or even eat and smoke as long as it is for the 15 only.

today is 420..wooo and for those of u who are clueless its basically a day where everyone sits around smokin weed all day...its also hitlers b-day but thats not the reason and its also the day of the columbine shootings (yes weird coincidences)...someone asked my teacher about it and she said it was a drug day and anyone who follows it is worshipping drug and drug lorde but i think weed is the least of anyones worries for shurr...oooh and i got my license yesterday...i love it cuz everyone said it would take me like 6 months and it took me like 3 weeks not even HAHAHA!!! and for all u ppl who thot 420 was police code or 420 active chemicals in mary J u are wrong this is the real reason just in case ur a curious person

the term 420 originated at San Rafael High School, in 1971, among a group of about a dozen pot-smoking wiseacres who called themselves the Waldos, who are now pushing 50. The term was shorthand for the time of day the group would meet, at the campus statue of Louis Pasteur, to smoke pot. Intent on developing their own discreet language, they made 420 code for a time to get high, and its use spread among members of an entire generation. While our teens feel that they know something we don't, you can let them in on the fact that it was your generation that came up with the numbers.