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MickeyMouse202 57, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 112 entries

Jun 2012
7:59 AM

How are you?

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4d9rfan4life 58, Female, Arizona, USA - 15 entries

Jun 2012
7:35 PM

A nice change of pace...

So I joined this dating site a few weeks back, although I was getting a lot of hits that were clearly opposite of what I was seeking, for the last week I have been communicating back and forth with two men and having a pretty good time in doing so... However today I actually agreed and gave one of them my phone number so that we could text back and forth, I have to say, he is quite funny, down to earth and knows what it's like to have a conversation. Perhaps we'll graduate to actually talking to each other on the phone in a day or so. Oh, his name is Shawn.

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MickeyMouse202 57, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 112 entries

Jun 2012
9:52 AM

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4d9rfan4life 58, Female, Arizona, USA - 15 entries

Jun 2012
7:29 PM

Splish Splash

Wow, it has been a pretty hectic day, work wise. As for Colin, well unfortunately I didn't take to the blame too well, perhaps it's due to the fact that my prior relationship I found myself in the same situation, it ends up feeling like my caring for them is more of a burden that what it is to me, unconditional and from the heart. But, that is how life goes I guess. Either you settle for what you think you have or you go searching for what you know you deserve. Basically I told Colin that it is probably in 'both' of our best interest if he just not call me. I can't help put realize that with all my concern, he hasn't even so much as said I am sorry for making you worry like you did...

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4d9rfan4life 58, Female, Arizona, USA - 15 entries

Jun 2012
3:12 AM PST

By it's ability to grow everyday, regardless of the good times or bad.

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4d9rfan4life 58, Female, Arizona, USA - 15 entries

Jun 2012
3:10 AM PST

Taking Heed

After being informed by Colin that he was robbed at gun point in which they took many personal items, including his wallet, the communication between us ended abruptly, literally.

Typically I would at least receive a response to a text message, but for 3 days, nothing, not a single word.� So now I am truly scared that something happened, the thoughts of them, the robbers getting his address off his ID and then heading to his house to rob him of more stuff just kept playing in my head over and over again.

So today I had the police do a welfare check on him and his daughters, just for my own peace of mind.� They did, unfortunately in the process his daughter was frightened by the knocking on the door.� But she was safe and he was at work.

Instead of receiving a sorry that I put you through all the fear, sorry for not calling or texting you back, all I received was blame and the famous, I need space.

Basically I got the impression that because it has been 7 years since we last saw each other that I had no right to care for him so much, that my concern was out of place.

Well, if I had to do it again, I probably would if the same scenario were being played out and that's a problem for me.� I could never disregard his safety, I could never disregard my feelings for him, I could never learn to put a condition on just how much I care for someone, him.

So it appears that this relationship ended before it had a chance to begin.� But I do wish him the best.

Tags: Colin, Concern, Robbery

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MickeyMouse202 57, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 112 entries

May 2012
3:08 PM CST

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silentheart 69, Female, Texas, USA - 26 entries

May 2012
2:41 AM

Giving

I give my attention, my support, my caring.

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universal 45, Female, California, USA - 3 entries

May 2012
3:54 PM

None

Nothing for the people.

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kristinep13 29, Female, Canada - 9 entries

May 2012
1:40 AM PST

Post-Spring Show Depression Thank You All

The Spring show was a great privelage to be a part of. Since I am new to this whole acting thing—and I really do regret that I had not done this earlier—I was really excited to get the part of Gina. It was nerve-wracking for me to play the prostitute of the play and have my first ever ON-STAGE kiss on my second show. Need I repeat it again? Second show (And this part is thrown at me)

Yeah. It's only my second show and I was thrown this big responsibility. I was forced to mature quickly, develop my acting skills, and my professionalism on stage, faster. But I learned a lot. I met new people that I will forever miss (Grade 12s) and people that I hope I will be working with again soon. It really was a fun experience for me and I was grateful for Mr. Nick's for giving me a chance at being casted in this show and for Mr. B for recommending me. Without the two of them, I wouldn't be where I am today. I wouldn't have learned all the lessons I did learn from the two of them.�

Being on stage gives me the biggest rush of adrenaline. I love the fact that I get to be anybody who I want to be on stage. I don't have to be Kristine or anything, I get to be anyone else. Anyone I want. Once the spot-light comes on, I get to live my dream. It's like this weird euphoria I feel whenever I open my mouth to say the first few lines. It's the biggest rush, if I need to repeat myself again.�

During the auditions, I remember being so nervous, scared that I wouldn't be good enough, but I was. This is why I can't wait for next year. I feel so grateful whenever Mr. B compliments me and tells me that he's never seen anybody work as hard as I do when it comes to acting. I can only hope that one day, I will get discovered. It's my dream which sounds almost impossible, I know. But, I will work hard to achieve it. I will do my best next year in theatre performance and my summer's and falls auditions for theatres around. I just hope they see me the way Mr. B and Mr. Nicks saw me during the day I auditioned and fought for my part in the Spring Show.�

I might not be even be voted as anything this year because of all the Grad 12s, so I'm not really hoping for anything. Because I know I will jsut end up getting disappointed. So, not this year. But next year, I will work hard. I promise. I hope I get into the FALL and SPRING shows again. Maybe even the musical (If I can sing and dance well enough)�

It was a pleasure working with everybody. Special thanks to Mr. B and Mr. Nicks and all the lessons they taught me. Thank you to Khaled for always having my back. You were great! Khaled, aside from Mr. B and our director, you taught me a lot as well. Khaled, I appreciate everything you have done. Thanks for being a great friend and you really helped me with everything and you made me a better actress. You are probably one of the role models I look up to. You were never quick to get mad at me whenever I messed up on lines or blocking. You were always very patient with me and thank you for that. And, since I'm new in acting, and this is only my second show, the kiss seriously freaked me out. I mean, the first show I was in, I had a small part and my character was fun and easy to play. Imagine being thrown the character of a prostitute on your second show and being told that you're going to have you first ON-STAGE KISS on your second show. I totally freaked out, but you were so mature about it. You made everything comfortable for me and that's a good thing because I still get really bad stage fright. Khaled, you made everything fun and I wouldn't have it any other way. Thank you, thank you, thank you. To Hana, Rheannon, Haley. Thank you for all the tips and help you gave me and for the support. I couldn't have done it without you guys, so this goes to you as well. And to Crystal for the support as well. You're an awesome best friend and thank you for showing your support for me by showing up for all my rehearsals and having my back during my bad days. To Shakaed and Shiza, my hair and make-up artists. Shaked, thank you for being patient with my un-ruly hair and my very hyper-self backstage. Shiza, thank you for taking your time and putting hard work into me so I could look good for ALL of the shows. George, thanks for being a friend to me. Nikita, Max and everybody else. This is for you.�

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