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vampiricakatt 29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

Mar 2010
9:33 AM EDT

doing project with my friend Aimee having fun

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Spiritual One 58, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries

Mar 2010
6:41 AM EDT

I believe

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commonsense524 58, Female, California, USA - 30 entries

Mar 2010
8:58 PM PST

Justin the CEO... Justin has many sky friends, with Otto being one of his closest "sky friends." According to Justin, Otto was the hardest worker and is able to build hard stuff, so Justin says..."I made Otto, the boss of all the sky friends."

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commonsense524 58, Female, California, USA - 30 entries

Mar 2010
8:56 PM PST

Justin the Prudent Investor... When I explained to Justin about California Bonds and how it was so great because they give you extra money, i.e. interest at the end of the term, Justin's first question is "Will they give you back the money you let them borrow plus the extra money?" When I said, "yes," Justin says, "But they will not just keep the money and give it back--that does not make sense, so if they use the money, where would they get the money to give us our money back?" I had to explain to Justin about taxes, which I think he understands. Justin will never be ripped off by Nadeoff, that's for sure.

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lex 43, Female, California, USA - 137 entries

Mar 2010
11:45 AM PST

Blah Blah Blah

I have been stressed beyond belief with this new job I guess it comes with wanting to do well� right? my body hurts, my shoulders are tense and I haven't eatin much that is only good for the wedding I have to be in shortly but I still hope this only lasts a week or two probably once I start getting more comfortable with everything I will calm down hahaha! Just didn't expect it!

Took the Jeep to Tahoe the other weekend it was amazing!

Mike messeged me on Saturday night asking if I was "outs and abouts" Allison stole my phone away.....good friend! and I never messaged him back I know what he wanted and it wasn't what I want I just have to keep telling myself that over and over again cause man it is just too easy and it's sex everyone wants to get laid! but No! It will all just lead to hurt feelings no matter how freakin cute he is that's for sure. it sucks knowing yourself sometimes I wish I was hopeful and younger that he could change and once he got to know me would then want to pursue me and we could have a deeper connection but that is all bullshit and I know it!� You only get them As is! No changing anybody!

AGHHHHHHHHHH!
Lost woo hoo!

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rosepedal09 27, Female, New York, USA - 5 entries

Mar 2010
4:02 PM EDT

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bithcwessss

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ajax88 37, Female, DC, Washington, USA - 23 entries

Mar 2010
9:26 AM CST

Ashes

Look at all the lonely hearts

Shivering out in the dark

Hiding from the Truth

Cover up the proof

�

Demons that I've tried to hide�

Imprison me in my own lies

And all that I can do is

� cover up the proof

�

Secrets got me torn apart

Trying to destroy my heart

But I can't see the light

All that's cutting through me

Now�is night.

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athiera 30, Female, Malaysia - 9 entries

Mar 2010
4:40 AM EDT

long time

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vampiricakatt 29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

Mar 2010
9:24 PM EDT

at friends house someone please text me at 612 816 3713

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Imperfection 30, Female, New York, USA - 2 entries

Mar 2010
2:49 PM EDT

Nothing.

Dear Journal,

� It's been 2 days since mike died..The pain has worn out a little bit but, now�all i feel is emptyness and nothing. The hurt has gone away and now transformed into nothing. My body feels numb and i feel so weird. I know i shouldnt be mad at him but, i am so upset. I may not feel it now, but i know that inside im hurt and angry at him for causing me this much pain. Knowing hes gone is just so hard to put into my head i feel as if hes somehow here with us but, i know hes not. Today, was absolutely horrible. As i walked into school i realized i would never see him again. I kept looking back in the hallways to see if he was there but that was just be being insane. I walked into my fourth period class and my friend came in hysterical and my other friend was crying too. I wondered why i didnt cry? I guess i dont feel the pain anymore. I would rather feel nothing then pain. I've always been emotionless, but this has triggered me to become more emotionless. I was looking at his screename last night and the last away message i saw was 'getting my jewberry, i love my twinsieeeeeee' God, how i remember him so well. My friend found a video of him and i on her phone and she showed me and i had to look away, i need to forget everything. Im afraid but i dont know why? I guess that things like this always happen. Know i feel as if im afraid to get close to someone to avoid the pain of when theyre gone forever. Not being able to hug someone you care about deeply is just..horrible. The pain is seeping into my chest but i need to stop. The world will change one day, but not in my lifetime. I know that for a fact.

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