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hereiam0010 43, Female, Virginia, USA - 4 entries

Feb 2010
8:50 AM EDT

to start

so i must start little by little.... i am not proud of who i am. maybe thats why i am who i am. I grew up in the mid west with wonderful parents who were near clueless of my childhood, they were content with looking past my person problems. i still grew up and went on with a normal life........

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hereiam0010 43, Female, Virginia, USA - 4 entries

Feb 2010
10:42 PM EDT

first one ever

so i know no one on here. i am a 27 year old female. i have the best possible life except for my marriage. we have been married for 4 years... not happy for 6 years. i have no� idea on how to be honest with myself and i hope this will help.... please give me any feed back or comments

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hereiam0010 43, Female, Virginia, USA - 4 entries

Feb 2010
10:41 PM EDT

god i love diet coke! please god cut me off from soda how can i do it?

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hereiam0010 43, Female, Virginia, USA - 4 entries

Feb 2010
10:40 PM EDT

just getting started so uphappy with my life have no idea whre to start... late night.. work at 530am

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shootingstar420 30, Female, California, USA - 72 entries

Feb 2010
10:16 PM EDT

Love? The one thing everyone in the world desires. People love with all they got. People don't love enough.

Long distnace love? How does it really work? I mean I personally think that if one loves from a distance the relationship has to be strong, they have to be truly in love, right? Sometime's it'll get to you. Not being able to see your loved one, you want them to show their love toward you. Love? It's quite a wonder isnt it?

So, my boyfriend and I been doing pretty good. Umm fighting constantly we cant last mad at each other. We been together for 4 months 2 weeks and 5 days :). 9.23.09♥. I have a good feeling about him though. I never in my life loved someone so much. It scares me to love him with all I got, but love is about taking risks. The way he is towards me is like beyond no other. He treats me perfectly, hes sweet, charming, funny, and i love him. He always fights for me, he quit his old life just for me. And doesnt that mean something.

Ok so well he is a typical messed up teen. He did drugs, smoked, and drank. He knows I hate it when people do all of those things and he quit just for me. He hasn't smoked or drank since. And he also talked to alot of girls. I mean ALOT. And now he tlks to very few. He puts me first for everything. He's like my best friend. He talks to me about his problems I talk to him about mine. He was with me during my moms death and i appreciated every moment he tried his best to cheer me up.

My mother didnt meet him, but I wish she did. He always encourages me toward sucess as Do I. My whole life has changed soo much. I dont want to sound like those sprung girls, which I'm not. I love him dearly. He means alot to me. Theres something about him that makes me not give him my all? Maybe the feeling that I get. I think he might end up hurting me. There are days when we talk but quite few. and those are the days when our love goes down. It doesnt feel the same. But he begs me to get it all back, and then 10 mins laters we are happy as we were.

Is this really real? I mean, I'm just a little teen. I know I'm still young and I know that I have many more things to go through in order to find my true love. But I have a great feeling about him. I dont want to promise him forever because I'm not quite sure If i can. I mean no couple can ever promise each other forever. But I can promise him a very long time. I want a good future with him. Let's see what happens<333

what do you guys think? Is he good for me?

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GirlWithAPen 28, Female, Indiana, USA - 28 entries

Feb 2010
11:29 AM EDT

Soooo...

So I probably should have something uber cool and epic to say here, but I don't. .�

If I had a dime for every vampire obsessed, over emotional, masquerading wannabe that made me crack up or shake my head saying, "That's just sad," I would be either very very rich or very very broke from spending all my shiny dimes.

I was sort of hoping for... I don't know... a miracle when I came to this site. Actually , what I really was hoping for was a friend, which by my terms is another form of a miracle. �Now by friend, I don't mean a forty year old man pretending to be an extremely "hot" fourteen year old boy. I also don't like totally like mean someone who like talks like this... or someone who's life is a morbid pit of pain. Who always talks in monotone and can't stand life. I'm also not looking for someone who talks about how there best friend just fucked their boyfriend and how they're so goddamn mad that they're gonna go kill the little bitch. As you can see...I'm picky.

Its not just friends I'm picky about either. I don't plan on dating anyone...ever, because I'm so picky. Sure, there have been guys that I liked, but looking on the real side of life, if all of my fantasies I've spent hours dreaming up come true, I'll probably find myself blinded by the dark side of them. Like they're addicted to drugs and porn or all they think about is sex. Or maybe all of their friends live in a box called a PS3. Basically, I'm waiting until they've finally grown up and have learned that vices don't make you look like an adult.�

I'm opinionated. Once in English class, we got into groups to do an exercise to practice writing "hard" news. I spent half the class period with a red face, trying to explain to my partners that what they were writing was feature news, that we didn't have time to use extra verbs and pronouns. But nooo! It sounds better this way!�

You know what I hate? Sessions that will expire in five minutes. Cheerio.

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TellieGirl 36, Female, Canada - 4 entries

Feb 2010
9:29 AM EST

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TellieGirl 36, Female, Canada - 4 entries

Feb 2010
9:27 AM EST

Tips for New Cam Girls

A Post by Tellie To be a good cam girl is not just about being hot, talking dirty, and internet sex, although it is part of it. It is more about listening, being friendly, being there and getting to know your clients, what they like, their names, where they are from and most of all, be open and receptive with them. They want a girl that is not being fake, but being herself. �If you want to just get payed for sex, well then this is not for you. You need to be caring. No matter where you are, or where you are from, be there for them. Let them know you care, and do not discuss other clients with them. Show them that you are only interested in "him, or her" when you are with "him, or her". �It will take you a long way. I would highly suggest you have toys. At least one anal toy, and a dildo or viberater. You will also need two different lubes as well. The webcam must be a good one, I use the logitech 9000. You must make sure your room is bright. No one wants to "kind of" you, they want to "see" you. See you later TellieGirl�