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        Janira  34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries
    11
    Jan 2011
    8:23 PM
       

    The first part of the day SUCKED and the second part was FUN and the third part weid

    So I had to sleep with my grandmother last night because she didn't want to sleep by her self. I had trouble sleeping though and when I finally started sleeping she asked me if I was sleeping. Then around 12am at night we got a call on the phone and it was my uncle asking to get picked up from the general hospital. So i couldn't sleep awhile, so I finally got to sleep then my alarm went off and she said what's that so I turned it off and layed down trying to be quiet so she didn't get disturbed and i feel back to sleep and woke up again at 7:30AM. I was supposed to wake up at six so i could do homework but it was too late so i tried to just stay till 10 and finish. so i was trying to bring my stuff to the living room because it was cold but i step in the kitchen and saw my uncle sleeping on the kitchen floor. I rung the house told my gram and he woke up. she went confront him he said i'll get it when i get up i just need to take it nice and easy. I was about to walk in he was back asleep again. so i walked around him. gram had me call the sheriff phone run and he tried toset up but waas falling alseep still. so my mom came back and and said she got the judge to sign a paper and instead of what happen last l night they were gonna take him straight to the va and after school they had him in the ambulance ready to go. I read his paper from the hospital b4 and he has kidney diseas and animea .so i went to my last three classes. so I walked in my third class everyone stopped clowin and just stared at me. I don't think anyone in the class really likes me except two people they give me nasty looks and talk about me while i'm in the room. So went to foutrh hour and some of them were in the class too girls got on one side boys other and we discussed what men want and what women want and before it was done. the teacher asked whats the top four things for women. they said an were about to make the last choice love (physical) I said why not honest you can have love with our honesty and they just looked at me stupid.... then one girl who was looking at the teacher nodded. I mean it sucks and is depressing the whole class hates me the girls are stuck up and full of them self and they take out stuff on me I mean I hate it!!!! Because of it i tend to close up towards other people when they do something near similar as them it just messes up everything. so i felt bad after that and it was my fault i don't even talk to them. So I didn't really talk to anyone in my last class either which is 5th period. I just feel as though I can't really trust anyone. so then back at home before work i at and stayed away from my gram she's just so not right mentally and right now my only out the house time is school(which sucks because of immature kids )and work which I love. Work was fun I could reach mom on the phone so i got a ride from my boos who had to drop another kid home I felt bad my mom didn't like it. so i felt weird and awkward and yeah...that was my day oh and gram doesn't really want us to go espically my mom to really go anywhere.... so here's my life for today total suckage but in the end kinda ok
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        Janira  34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries
    10
    Jan 2011
    8:27 PM
       

    New Beginnings... Possibably

    I went to my meeting today it was fun and promising and tomorrow the real fun begins. I start work with all the . Pray for me. Also my my found a paper of my uncle crack with resido and talk to a narcotic cop about it they took my uncle away under protection service because he's harm to himself and he should be away for a while, but not long because they said he still has his own will to say he wants to go home but at least he's gone for tonight and I can sleep =)
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        loveless101  28, Female, California, USA - 16 entries
    10
    Jan 2011
    5:53 PM
       

    in 8th grade.. AMAZING THING HAPPNED

    well. my 8th grade just got better(: a new transfer student came to my skool and is in MY class' i think her and i are going to be GREAT friends. cant wait til tomoro to talk to her some more((:
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        MyNameIsSteve  32, Male, Illinois, USA - 6 entries
    10
    Jan 2011
    2:42 PM CDT
       

    Life Sucks.....

    Im back to having nothing. Nothing that makes me happy, at least. Obviously im still alive, im breathing, i have the basics. But im missing things that i need. I cant say what exactly im missing because i dont even know. I just feel empty, segregated from everyone else. Everyone in�the world seems so diverse to me, but at the same time, so very monotonous. All anybody cares about is the image they're throwing to the world, trying to fit in as best as they can without even once considering�being real, being themselves. There is no more originality anymore (sometimes i wonder if there ever was to begin with) everyone is just borrowing the mind of the one next to them. No one can think for themself. A pepsi is still a fucking pepsi�even if it comes in a coke can. The only image i try portraying to the world is who�I am and what i stand for. I think i've don a good job so far at doing this, but some times i wonder if the world looks at me the same way i look at myself in the mirror, but i doubt it.�I dont know what to do, how to feel, or where to go from here. I believe in fate, i know i have no control over whats going to happen. If something was meant to happen then its going to happen one way or another. I feel like im waiting. Waiting for SOMEthing, but i dont know what. As much as i hate change, somethings have to change. That's just how things work. Fuck my life.

    Tags: change, image, life, world
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        Janira  34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries
    09
    Jan 2011
    7:06 PM
       

    today

    It's a cold day today with rain. I woke up feeling sick with a sore like throat followed by head cold literally that gives a pulsing headache. It came to the point where I didn't want to hear paulie's noise. and I went into another room for awhile then I went up into the kitchen where it was hot and started feeling better and in the process went play with pauile again. I caught up on home work from last week and al that's left to do is study for test. Plus my meeting is tomorrow. I'm here wondering what it's going to be like and if and lol everything. I'm happy I'm just gonna be put the house and not here with grams and my uncle cause it's really getting to me. o well gotta run
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        pinkypie123  26, Male, Wisconsin, USA - 3 entries
    09
    Jan 2011
    2:06 PM
       

    cools!
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        tami2005  39, Female, Alabama, USA - 12 entries
    08
    Jan 2011
    5:05 PM CDT
       

    A poem my best friend Kimberly Harris wrote

    everybody that knows me knows that i love to write. well i wrote this in training class one day


    Boredom

    That's what this is but what is boredom

    its that feeling you get when you have absolutely nothing to do

    but all you can think of is the things you'd rather be doing and the places you'd rather be

    its sitting there with the tv in front of you and nothing's on so you turn on the radio

    but there's nothing on the radio either none of your friends are available so all you really can do

    is think and the thoughts you think you don't want to be thinking because they torture you

    yup that's boredom and that's exactly what this is!!!!

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        Janira  34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries
    08
    Jan 2011
    7:05 PM
       

    The Fever has Vanished And Responsibilites Arise

    I'm feeling great today and new responsibilities are weighing on my head. It's four months till graduation. I need a c in my math class and theres3 six weeks left and I'm really nervous. My head is filled with what if's and I just don't know. I have a meeting to go to monday and I'm really nervous plus tests to do also that day and new goals to set. Pray for me I hope everything goes ok.
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        lovelymonster  29, Female, Virginia, USA - 5 entries
    08
    Jan 2011
    1:50 PM CDT
       

    Hearts are like glass, easily broken and hard to fix. When that heart shaped glass shatters, you let tears form from your glossy eyes as you glance down at the 1,548,362 pieces that are scattered around you. Every tear that falls to the ground feels like razor blades making black mascara leave stains upon your saddened face. Picture perfect memories sway back and forth inside your mind, reminding you of what used to be and what could have been. You try searching for the right words to say but the only thing that escapes from your trembling lips is, “Forever and always is a red stained lie that everyone believes in. “ But deep down you know in your soul that love is a killer and you keep playing the innocent victim.��
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        SonofOrion  73, Male, Hungary - 3 entries
    07
    Jan 2011
    6:59 PM CEST
       

    Nice journey into the Transylvanian mountains. In Hungarian it is called "The Land Beyond the Woods." During medieval times Transylvania was a part of Hungary, ruled by the Arpad Kings, until after WWI it was stolen from her, leaving hundreds of thousands Hungarians stranded and to be persecuted by the Romanians. My journey there was to re-visit some castles, for instance, "Bran Castle", more commonly known by the unlearned as, Dracula's Castle.

    Tags: Castles
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