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SavanaSSantos 33, Female, USA - 30 entries

Sep 2006
6:03 PM EDT

Wow. How do i define love? Thats a really big question to ask someone. I have only loved two boys in my Life. Patrik Meehan and Justin Taylor. I guess love is... >Knowing that you'll take a bullet for them if the time came >knowing that they would do the same >the most stupidest thing reminds you of them >No matter how much they hurt you you always go back to them >you can always trust them with your secrets > you know a lot about them > you smile when you see they're name pop up on msn or yahoo > you write silly lists like this >when your writing this you're thinking about them every time your finger touches the next key Theres like a lot more. but thats how i define it. you don't have to agree with me. But its wat i believe in.

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SavanaSSantos 33, Female, USA - 30 entries

Sep 2006
5:59 PM EDT

I never really pretend to be anything i'm not. I think that is so stupid. I love who i am and if any one doesn't like that they aren't really my friends

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Peterparker 50, Male, USA - 24 entries

Sep 2006
5:28 PM EDT

Defined by the some actions/words. Some people do not know how to define their love for the other. Which is why my wife and I are going through counseling. i knwo that I love her, but I have so much baggage and problems. It is hard to really show that love.

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crd 36, Female, USA - 2 entries

Sep 2006
5:07 PM EDT

love is when you hold a person to the highest lvl and never let them down to support them through any thing that may come to back them up when you know they are wrong to cherish moments that are scarce and to to have an attitude that there is always hope and solutions for everything and to never give up on anything or that person. love can be defined as respect loyalty and compassion trust and faith and hope to be a best friend know matter what the subject or topic is about to work through things togather to do things for each other that shows you that they love you and touch you, and that makes you want to cry because every inch othem is yours and you long for their love and passion, love is when they touch you you want to either cry in compassion or to get tingles of excitment with in yourself. love is almost unexplainable

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eveycan2 49, Female, Illinois, USA - 5 entries

Sep 2006
1:25 PM EDT

ooops not EDT... CST...6:25pm I woke up this morning and Mario (B/F) was not in the bed. Then he had the nerve to walk in at 11am. we argued as usual but of course he can care less what I think. he told me he dont want to have to answer to anyone. he gives me hints all the time about how he's a man and he will do whatever he wants when he wants. but when I say im tired of it he pays a little more attention to me for a couple days, then it's back to being Mario again. im tired of him being out all day and him never spending any time with me at all. He is hurting me and dont even realize it. All I want is to be happy and feel loved. after 14 years I just feel like I have to hang on, and he really is a nice person. I think I love him to much and he dont love me enough, at least not like he used to. Its hard for me to let go after all these years....Dammit Mario...just listen for once......

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kingsbud 46, Female, Illinois, USA - 4 entries

Sep 2006
9:42 PM EDT

Love is defined in 2 simple words....my children.

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phatgew 58, Female, Illinois, USA - 2 entries

Sep 2006
5:31 AM CDT

Sorry this is being used for private expressions only.

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Peterparker 50, Male, Illinois, USA - 24 entries

Sep 2006
5:50 PM EDT

I never pretend to be something I am not. Well that is a lie. I pretend to be confident to get along in this world. You know...Fake it until you make it. However, i never compromise who I am.

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lilvixen 35, Female, Illinois, USA - 10 entries

Sep 2006
3:18 PM EDT

hey my day today was good. but i was sick. but it turned out all good. anyways i cant wait till skool on monday and see wut happens to christie, well thats it for now. so peace out.

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redshotlizard 37, Female, Illinois, USA - 17 entries

Sep 2006
10:45 AM HNT

Elizabeth fielding here. I wish I had someone that accepted me as me. I lost my best friend and I have lost my family. Is there anyone out there that will love me? I can’t find or think of anyone that could take me in. I am so sad that I could cry forever; I could cry my life away. I want someone to take me in so badly because my mother wants to throw me out of the house when turn eighteen, actually a month after. Therefore, I have until this upcoming December to find someone to help me. My head is spinning and I am getting migraines everyday, not normal and I know it. I am so depressed that I feel like killing myself because I know that nobody cares for my life so they wouldn’t care for my death either. My life sucks and I feel so confused. I need help but I don’t know where to turn to for it. All I can say is that it would feel weird if I lived w/ my sister Sarah because she has her boyfriend w/ her. I would feel left out and more like an outcast. I say this because she does things w/ her boyfriend and it is none of my business. I couldn’t live w/ my friend Marta because she lives w/ her child and she does crazy things. I would feel uncomfortable living w/ her. Even Megan because her brother lives there, her parents fight all the time and she gets into trouble going to clubs and concerts. I would feel wrong going there. I wouldn’t be able to be free if I lived w/ Jessica because if anything happened her mother would be calling my mother and it wouldn’t be good. Mrs. De Mello would make me pay for room and board and I wouldn’t have a place to sleep unless I slept on the hardwood floors or the couch. That would be wrong. I feel so blue and I want someone to say “Elizabeth you will be cared for at my place, don’t worry about a thing because you are covered.” But that’s a fantasy; I would never be able to find someone like that are you kidding me. My life is a living nightmare, I wish I were someone else that didn’t have a crazy family like me. I mean this for real. My parents are in dept and they have taken most of my money out of the bank and won’t pay me back. They are always fighting and yelling at me. They yell at me even when I do nothing wrong what so ever. Like the other day I was just making a bracelet and my dad started yelling at me. My mom got mad at me because I needed a ride to school and I forgot my gym clothes. I mean they get mad for the stupidest things in the world. They say they are under stress but they give us (the children) more stress than they have. They never show us love and all they show us is anger. It gets worse when dad calls us BRATS all the time and mother yells and yells. I cannot take any of this anymore. I do not deserve this treatment. I need to live my life the stress free way. I want to be loved because I haven’t felt that emotion in a long time. Ever since I was a little girl. My name is Elizabeth and I feel like my life is all in quotation marks because everyday is a struggle and very noisy. I need someone to love and care for me. I need someone. I wish I could have a boy to show this to me. Except, I don’t feel like I could be a good girlfriend. I want someone to want me and think the world of me. I want this so badly. I wish I could have this wish come true. Then I could stop flirting and have an experience of this in real life. I want love. I need love. I want it to be about us, meaning my boy and me. God why does life have to be so complicated? I don’t understand this. I want to die. Nothing good ever happens to me. Ruth, my sister, doesn’t even talk to me anymore and she treats me like I am worthless. Like I am meaningless because I don’t act like her. I am different that’s all. But no one understands that. Why doesn’t anyone understand that I just want to be myself and that is it? I don’t want to be you or her; I want to be accepted as me, myself, and no one else. Elizabeth is who I am and who I want to be. I wish good things happened to me like they do to other people. I hate life and feel like I’m worthless. Why me,huh why? ~Elizabeth

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