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FeLiCiA 37, Female, Illinois, USA - 3 entries

Jan 2007
11:24 AM CST

I think that is totally true.. last night was New Years Eve. and of course I had a couple of drinks in me.. well more then a couple, because the whole night I was throwing up, and I blacked out. My boyfriend, this morning should of honestly broken up with me, after the way I treated him last night. I guess when he was trying to take care of me.. I was trying to hit him, for no reason. I don't remember at all. And thats not how I act.. he is the most sweetest, caring guy and he didn't diserve that. But this morning when he told me all this, while he was taking care of me.. he shouldn't of even bothered with me.. I didn't diserve his love last night or today.. but I did really need it. He was there for me, and from here on I will never treat him like shit the way I did last night. I love him.

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kathy 64, Female, Washington, USA - 5 entries

Jan 2007
8:53 AM PST

My life is hell!! Be careful what you wish for is all I have to say. I thought my greatest wish , was to be married and I thought that would bring me happiness - boy was I wrong. Instead I am the sole provider of this household and I am not happy??? I should have stayed single ... at least I had total control of my own destiny.

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cyclist54 41, Male, California, USA - 2 entries

Jan 2007
9:32 AM PDT

The new year brings new opporunites, a new chance to appricate all we have and take the focus off all that we do not have - focusing on what you do not have -just brinigs more of the same.

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SatelliteBlvd 39, Male, Georgia, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
11:33 PM EDT

First, hope everyone is having a bitchin 07 so far and as for 2006. Well, its obviously the past so I don't see any reason to talk to much on that but what I will say is I was arrested in August. Worst day of my life, had about 6 to 7 guns drawn at my head at around 2 am in the morning. This shall be about my probation and tribulations from which will unfurl in the coming year. But mostly will be poems I wrote throughout my two years of being a writer.. I've a new girlfriend who I spent my x-mas with and am with right now for the new year. She is trying to find a movie as I write this.. But um yeah everything is good great and grand as I hope all is well for anyone who stumbles across this. Life can be of dark devastation or eternal elation.. Its your choice to find a way to find a brighter day.. My writing is an outlet so the only thing I ask is if anyone does read this do not be confused with what I write about because like I said its an outlet to my pain to cross a not yet but soon to become a burning bridge.. So yeah this is one of my poems that is a great silhouette of what I am talking about....This Is Called SkIN..... Vampiric thrust for pirates greed Spirits cursed as soul mates bleed Take my soul and tattoo a tear This is your world that is my fear. Shadows ever grieving Confused & misleading I'll ever stitch you up For my eternal bleeding The're no different then I, or a dream What's inside, what I became Wasn't really me. Suicide kings & drama queens Burning reality with candle dreams Pierce my heart & tattoo my lungs Kissing wrist we slit our tongues. If I am in love am I a lover If I die tonight will I live forever I'll ever be the unheard I never had a choice I'll ever be these words I never had a voice. Hit the ground another sound revolved Guilty we are as another innocent falls Pierce me grim & tattoo the evolved Its time to begin the end of it all. Famous scars behind hidden cries Desire burns in firefly like eyes, so Pierce our sin and tattoo them seven Paranoia sinking in to a higher heaven. If I save you am I a savior If I create you am I a creator Dancing with the misery Taking us by the wrist now But we're beyond it Like neon through mist now We shine on even after your world shuts down As we've no place else to be Finally! A rich taste of a poor mentality The moral majority of modern reality Piercing what's left as I tattoo my s(k)in If this isn't death I'm so dead within.

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uns3ttl3d 38, Female, New York, USA - 57 entries

Dec 2006
11:03 PM EDT

"Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it." – Swedish Proverb fight. don't focus on winning. just fight. don't focus on losing. just fight. as long as you are fighting you know you're doing whats best. fight. don't focus on the pain or the weakness. just fight. don't focus on sorrow and loss. just fight and keep on fighting until there is no need to fight any longer. fight until you die. fight. fight until it is no longer necessary. fight. dont trust others. just fight. fight their lies. fight their deception. fight their intrustion. fight their desire to fight you. fight their desire to ruin you. fight their desire to fight your ability to fight. fight their desire to end your battle. continue to fight. fight until you die. pick up the sword and swear upon all the truth in the world. go get your guns and shoot off into the distance that will forever intrigue and confuse you. hold up your fist in resentment of the unjust ways of man. fight. gather your weapons and fight. fight against the world. its me against the world. i am fighting. i will lose. but i will fight as long and as hard as i can because its the best i can do. it gives me meaning and purpose amongst an empty life. an empty world. full of empty promises and false hope. empty people and false relationships. dont let them ruin you. dont let them touch you. hold yourself together. gather the pieces of this shattered puzzle and fight for your life. run like hhell.

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Journal4Jackson 49, Female, California, USA - 48 entries

Jan 2007
6:27 AM PST

1/01/07- Woke up a little bit later than usual. Played for awhile, ate a good breakfast and did normal morning routine. Watched one short video, then played for an hour or so with sister and Daddy. Daddy played burritos, dominos and cars with him. Ate a fair lunch and then played again, mostly independently. Took an early nap, didn't sleep but rested. Woke up and went to grandparents house for dinner. Acted up quite a bit, wouldn't listen to directions or stay out of areas that he was told to. Had to go in a time out for not listening to Mom. Calmed down afterwards and played at the kitchen table for awhile, then started acting up again so he and Mom played together. When it was time to go, had a major meltdown and had to be carried to the car. Went home, storytime and straight to bed (about 20 minutes early). Fell asleep within half an hour. Still brushing in 2 hour intervals, so far he's doing ok with it and it seems like he is starting to drool less.

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justjeff 60, Male, North Carolina, USA - 22 entries

Dec 2006
9:19 PM EDT

HAPPY NEW YEAR from my OFFICE. Can you believe I'm working on New Year's Eve 2007 !!!! Actually I've celebrated New Years at the office for the last several years. Hell...might as well let the young ones play !!! Elliot is at a party... Trashed of course !! He just sent a Picture text.....He's so funny !!!! Today was a good day !! Celebrated Christmas with Andrew. He was so shocked when he realized that he was actually going to get a puppy !! I thought he was going to cry !!! I had a date tonight before work. Van had dinner with Elliot and me. Elliot stayed until about 9:30, which gave Van and I about an hour to hang out alone. He's such a nice man....but I don't there is a future. He for sure is "into" me....but I just don't feel the same. Guess I'm going to have a little "talk" and put "the cards" out on the table.

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kmkakimmy 55, Female, New York, USA - 5 entries

Dec 2006
6:26 AM EDT

today boering as ususal i wish i was with ma friends espaecialy matty(matty=hotty) he is so cute i wish he would ask me out sooo badly but i dont want to ask him out because im afraid he will say no i know all my friends say that i should ask him out because nobody could say no to me but still i dont know what to do!!!!! ----------------------------->mrs.lonely

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x3ncroyle1236x3 37, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 33 entries

Dec 2006
6:25 PM EDT

happy new year everyone.. well... January 8 is coming SO SO soon, but so is January 21! : ) birthday and christmas went great. so...

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workman 72, Male, Florida, USA - 51 entries

Dec 2006
5:52 AM EDT

Almost another year. What will this one bring? More of the same I'm afraid. Must lose weight and get in shape this next year. No excuses!

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