HiddenScars's Journal

Oct 2007
4:18 AM CDT

Well there really is not much to say there is alot going on in my life and I dont really know what to do about all of it...I am back to cutting and that sucks... I have had a few slip ups in the last few weeks which is not good.. But its okay..Me and kris are doing okay.. and all of viv's puppies are growing up to be beautiful! I love my vivvy... and now we have star trigger anna bell bear and trey... all of which I will have to sell soon... but I think that scott is going to get to keep trey... He is really excited especially with me and kris moving out soon!!! I HOPE,,,, Mom kicked us out agian but as normal she was all Im sorry by the end of the day... I love my kris kris but we are fighting alot lately.. I dont really know what to do about all that.. I have tried talking to he that doesnt really help any..just makes her mad that seems to be what I am good at... I really dont know what to do anymore... But it is okay we will work through it like we work through everything,, I know we will.... I am starting to talk even if it will make her mad.... i am at the point that if I have something that I want to say I am going to say it... I really am getting better... i dont really know what to rant anything else about so I guess Im gonna go ahead and get off of here...atleast everyone knows i am kinda sorta alive... LOVE YALL....

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  • Username: HiddenScars
  • Gender / Age: Female, 35
  • Location: USA - Louisiana
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    Interests: Any ?'s simply ask.... new friends are always a good thing...And I hold nothing back form those who take the time to ask... I am The Cutter As the razor hits my arm, shredding all my pain, all i can think is why agian, will i ever be good enough!?!?!?!?!" "What is love? As far as I can tell, it is passion, admiration, and respect. If you have two, you have enough. If you have all three, you dont have to die to go to heaven." - William Wharton

    Favorite Music: I LISTEN TO EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN ††A little about me:†† †I am an out and proud lesbian† †Most of my work is about my loving girlfiend† †I am and excutter, yet i still have my slip ups† †I am the loving mother of 5 pits and a rat† †I am a very emotional person who just likes to be held† †Generally† † I am just a very emotion lead person. I go w/ my heart and not my head.... everyone feels I am who I am b/c of that...I try not to lead my friends down an improper path...I am very happily engaged...My fiancé and I have been together for roughly 1year and 5 months...I proposed after about 2 months, yet we were friends for a while before we started dating. That is a long story i rather not tell...She is just who I know I want to be with for the rest of forever...I don’t rush my life I live in a thought out reality with my loving fiancé...and our Five wonderful dogs, 1 cur lab mix and 4 pits...they are all just big babies... I like to write simply because it helps me to clear my mind. You can tell from reading my work that I write as I think.... and I know that isn’t always a good thing. I do better if I my stuff is prewritten, something on paper so I can change and rearrange everything...but yeah...I am simply me!!! †

    Favorite Movies: anything horror or chick flickish....

    Favorite Television: My favorite tv is supernatural shows Name: Brittany Nick name: Brit Brit Age: 17 Status: IN LOVE Sexual Oreintation: Gay Mental Status: Here ummmm I think... Current mood: Hurtin, I have come to the conclusion that love is pain...yet it is worth the pain to feel the love!!! only because my and my loving gf are fighting alot now! 3/16/07 I am just kinda here no real moof sad or happy just lost her in this gap.... Hobbies: I am creative, and very artistic. I love to be out and about with my dogs. We are a happy family. I spend most of my day attending the 11th grade, if that doesnt drive me crazy, i dont know what will. I love to cuddle, i am a cuddle monster!!!

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