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BABY you aRe my woRld . theRe is something about you that makes my heaRt pound! when i go to sleep i pRay to god to watch oveR you and make suRe that youSAFEaRe from haRm. that his whole aRmy of angels aRe outwatching oveR you at all times! i pRay to him to guide us as humans to live ouR lives to the fullest and enjoy eachotheR as a couple. when i met you i didnt think that i would fall inLOVE with you and want to have a futuRe as a family! in this woRld theRes n Room foR bad choices it is what it is and thats all you can make of it! i am blessed to have you as a peRson i loveand as a best fRiend! you make my day go by alot easieR by just the sound of youR voice ! you aRe HEAVEN SENT

I DEDICATE THIS TO MY BOYFRIEND ROBERT I LOVE YOU

"All the best work is done the way the ants do things- by tiny but untiring and regular additions." - Lafcadio Hearn

I downloaded I song I haven't heard in forever, since I was in high school. It's called "Wonderful" by Everclear. It's a really good song, I also downloaded "Runaway Train" by Soul Asylumn, my favorite song of all time.

I had another interview again, I HATE interviews. I haven't slept from working last night.I hate sleeping during the day, it's a waste of time to me. But that's when I start freaking out again, when I don't sleep. Although, I think I'm on enough meds, I could never get mad at anyone for anything. I'm in such a good mood all the time, most of the time, although I still didn't like that interview today! My headaches have finally stopped since they straightened a few things out, thats a huge plus. I ran a stop light today, how clever of me!!!!! Luckily no one got hurt, the way I drive sometimes, it scares me. I always scare the passenger(s). Except when I have my babies, then I'm like an old grandma!! Greg and I got into an argunment over Emma riding the bus next year. Ha! She's not ! What if some little kid picks on her? She's not riding the bus, neither of my kids will. EVER! I don't care if they're 25, they're still not riding the bus!!!!!!!!!!!!!When Greg has to go through child birth, then he can pick whether they ride the bus or not! Makes sense to me! He gets so mad now, because I don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THREE DAYS GRACE "PAIN"

David had to take me to the ER tonight, my leg was so swollen that it caused my foot to swell and i was having problems walking...they checked and said that it was not broken, just severly bruised and that it will take 12-15 weeks to heal...that sucks!!

I feel better knowing that it is not broken....