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so this is my FIRST entry.YAY!! haha.. but hopefully this website starts to get interesting to me and i keep up with it. anywhoo. i have good good news: i decided to begin columbus technical college again, but instead of starting in october (like i planned) i'm going to start July 9th! so yeah, thats only a few days away. i'm very much so prepared. i went shopping with my bestfriends quita, jenea, my idiot friend reggie, who brought his friend D, and my cutiepie boyfriend of 2 weeks.. well, i wont say his name [nosey ppl in my biz] so we'll just call him KING! haha! sothe boys went their separate way while us ladies went shopping. i didn't spend any money, my KING bought my shit.. haha, yes, hate bitches! so yeah, i'm set for this quarter. but on to other things.. there are3 "friends" that i'm just not interested in associating with anymore.. mainly because i feel as if i'm OUTGROWING them, moving on in life and they are in the same place, talkin about the same shit daily, as if they are just comfortable with doing absolutely NOTHING. & my daddy always told me that when u begin to have a little success in life, you find out who ur real friends are, and that is veeeeeeery true! ur real friends will congradulate u on things that u have accomplished.. whether it is as simple as u growing ur hair back to the length it was before u cut it, or something as big as ur graduation. but a fake friend does all the little sighs, and "mmhs" or better yet just get quite whenever ur do something in life. i mean, its as if they want u to just stay below them in life and watch them prosper. i've NEVER been jealous of anyone of my friends.. not matter what. i'm always proud of them.. but some just cant get me the same in return. i think i need to move on from those negative ppl in my life, and continue on my road to success. i start school again on july 9th, i finally got another job [$8.00 an hour] and i start on monday, and i've lost 34 pounds in 66 days [began on april 21st!] and i have36 pounds to go. and i've met my KING [haha]who makes me very happy. so i'm happywith MY LIFE. when will u be happy with urs????

How do you decide something that will change your life forever??

If you have any advice please tell me....

Thanks

I am tired but, must go on. I remail strong only for the wonderful gift God has given to me. My daughter... What a beautiful gift. I look forward to home schooling her this next year no matter what the challenges are a head.

More tomorrow

OK SO MANY PROBLEMS OUT THERE THESE DAYS!

wat is lyfe cumin ta? i mean for real. so many people r havin family trubles n its kinda sad. between father daughter/son or mother daughter/son maybe even family on u! i mean really! y?! my friends dad has been married 5 timesshe has had her real mom for a bout2 mnths then they got a divorcehe then married 3 otherchicks in the past 13 years then got a divorce with all three now she is on her 4th step mom and her lyfe is tore up she is 14 and everyhing is her fault she causes all the stress at home i mean come on sheis 14 but acts 18! she is so mature and trys to help EVERYONE but really its not possible! causeevry thin shetryies at home itswrong. her dad told her to justmove out, step mom said she is a piece ofcrap, and step lil sister told her she is good for nothing but cleaning soy notjust move out oh wait she dont wanther to move out cause then she will have to helpclean and they will lose thier slave! wat wud u do if your lil 9year old step sister told you that! that your thier slave! i wud personally flip theshoes on a whale off! i mean for real! then other problems with people moms or dad i mean really so manyteens and kids and who ever else are havingso many problems withparents its sad!wat is going on in the environment for this too happne????