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Wednesday - Nov. 14, 2007 - 8:57 PM - EDT - #29

today was a kool day at skool
it has to do with abel!!!!
Yeah So Today We Were doing this drills at p.e class
and we have the same class
we were doing some drills and he was in the jump rope section and i was in the situp section which r right next to each other so yeah then he is all like hey girl my friend said whats up and im all like fuck u in my head i ignored them and he is all like so yeah or no
im all like hellz no and then he is all like what about him!
and then im all like no so yeah the teacher sounded the whistle and yeah we changed stations and then i went to the stair setion and he went to the situp section
and he came up to me and said how about this guy and all like No i dont want tog et with anybody and then he sai what about me well i think he said that im sure i guess!!
so yeah i just ignored him and so yeah that was the story

o and so yeah i cant believe that shane torrez turned emo omg he looked so scary
so g2g bye

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Tuesday - Nov. 13, 2007 - 11:47 PM - EDT - #28

Hi!!! I Think Its Been Months Or Weeks SInce I Havent Wrote On This Thing WOW!!
So Yeah Un Chingo De Cosas A Pasado
And yes It Includes Boys LoL
Omg I Have to tell u this I Was Actually Talking to Omar's Aunt
I DOnt Know Her Name But Yeah I Was Talking To Her!!
Omg So Look Here Is The Story I Was Talking to alex first then he left and i didnt know he left so yeah
I Forgot What I First Said But She Is All Like Whose This
Im All LIke Wtf Whose Is This
And She Is All Like I Wont Tell U Because I Dont KNow You
So I told her i was Karyna And Then She Is All LIke Im Diana
And Im All LIke Wtf R U The oNE tHAT comes to miguel and alex's bday and she is all like yeah i am o so then i asked is ur whole family here
and she is all like who do u mean by that so i made an excuse that i will be back in a minute
and then she is all like no te creas soy la cunada de raquel
and im all like oo
and then she is all like conoses a omar y diana
and im all like van a el party de miguel y alex eda and she is all like yo creo
and then she is all like eres prima de miguel alex diana y omar
and then i said no nomas de miguel y alex
and then she is alll like mejor eda

so yeah i acted like i didnt know what she was talking about!!
and then she is all like tu sabes de lo que estoy ablando eda!!!
im all like no but i knew LOL all i could do is

LoL
So Then She Is All Like Ya Me Tengo que ir and what made me laugh is that she said
me le mandas saludo a el omar

LOL So Then I Said Bye

And Do U Know What Sucks It Was 3 days ago that i was suppose to see him but he didnt come

i was really sad when i found out he wasnt coming :(
I Felt Like Screaming I Just Wanted to see him once more to see if there was still anything there but how could i if he didnt even go i was really sad :..(
So Yeah Now I HAve TO Wait Six More Month And I Thought I Got OVer Them Already but here we go again:(

so yeah alot has been going on in skool i met lots of new people like david
he is a really kool funny guy so yeah i have someone else i think is cute his name is abel hehe
it all started the day i went to walmart i was with my dad in the shampoo and all those things section and then he just passed by
and in my head im all like o i recognize him he goes to southeast so yeah he stared back and yeah yeah yeah lol
i think he is cute he is with jocelyn!! LIke Omg But i dont think he likes her cuz reyna told me that they never talk to each other and that supposably he said that he doesnt know y he got with her in the first place

lets see what else is new uhhhhhhhhhh let me think

i dont know what else is new i forgot but ill try to write on this as soon as possible
so yeah g2g thanks for listening u diary lol i feel like i get everything off my shoulder when i write on here so bye

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Friday - Oct. 5, 2007 - 9:37 PM - EDT - #27

LONG TIME NO TALK
IVE BEEN HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE THESE DAYS MY LIFE HAS CHANGE UN CHINGO
IM MORE TALKITIVE TO BOYS NOW

I HAVE A BUNCH OF FRIEND BOYS NOW IM SO PROUD OF MY SELF
MY LOVE LIFE IS GETTING REALLY CONFUSING LIKE I MEAN ALOT
IM NOT SURE ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE ITS JUST HERE AND THERE
IM NOT SURE IF I LIKE THIS KID HIS NAME IS JAVIER
OR IF I LIKE THAT 8TH GRADER NAMED DANIEL OR IF IM STILL IN LOVE WITH OMAR
UHHHHH AHHHHH

IM CONFUSED

U KNOW I WISH FOR A SEC I WOULD STOP THINKING ABOUT THE BOIIS AND STARTS THINKING ABOUT MY BIRRLS OR MY BFF'S
I LOVE ALL OF MY BITCHES ALOT THEY RULE I LOVE YOU FEMALE DOGS
THEY HELP ME OUT ALOT I LOVE THEM
IVE BEEN TALKING MORE TO MY CREW FROM THE APARTMENTS
LIKE JAVI AND SERVANDO
THEY ARE FUNNY LOL I LIKE WHEN THE WHOLE CREW HANGS OUT IT ROCKS
ME AND JAVI GOTTEN CLOSER NOT LIKE BF BUT FRIENDS U KNOW
YEAH SO IVE BEEN HAVING LOTS OF FRIEND GUYS IN SCHOOL LOL YAY

I WAS TELLING MYSELF OVER THE SUMMER THAT I WANTED TO GET CLOSER TO GUYS AND I DID

WELL TODAY IN SCHOOL I GOT MY FIRST DETENTION FOR MS.HERREA
WELL NOT ONLY ME BUT THE WHOLE CLASS
YEAH IVE MADE FRIENDS WITH THIS KID NAME DANIEL NOT THE ONE WHO ASKED ME OUT THIS OTHER ONE
HE IS CUTE

BUT HE IS TAKEN

I THINK I MIGHT LIKE THAT OTHER DANIEL KID THE EIGHTH GRADER THAT ASK ME OUT
MAN I REGRET SAYING NOOO
BOO KARYNA

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Wednesday - Sep. 26, 2007 - 7:41 PM - EDT - #26

Hey Today Was A Pretty Fun Day For Me I Skool
It Was Funny Cuz theres This Kid name Reno riight
oh yeah i was just out ther waiting for all my friends to cum and then he called my name and then i turned around and lmao umm her blew my a kiss yeah i was all like laughing well the only thing i like about him is his smile lol yeah and then all my friends like gritsy was all like uuu karyna has a bf lol it was funny yeah and thats about it the most important thing right now so far oh yeah i think the kid that asked me out is really cute now\
he is an eigth grader and i think he is cute now why didnt i say yes

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Sunday - Sep. 23, 2007 - 8:43 PM - EDT - #25

Nooooooo
Nooooooo Nooooo
I DOnt Want TO Like Him
I Dont MEan Omar I Mean This Other Kid
That Lives In The Apartemnts Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
NO No No No NO No No NO
:(

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Wednesday - Sep. 19, 2007 - 0:09 AM - EDT - #24

Omg Guess What Today This Guys Friend Came Up TO ME ANd TOld Me If I Knew A Daniel. And Then IM All LIke NO!! And THen HE Is All Like OH he Wants To GEt With You!
............................................

At That Moment What Came In My Head Was Me??? He Likes Me?? R U Sure??
But He Said I Have TO Tell Him By Tomorrow
So I Dont Know What To Say I Really Never Had A Bf B4
YEah LIke The Quote on TOp Of This Thing Says Perfect Love Means TO Love The On Through WhomOne Became UnHappy

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Thursday - Sep. 13, 2007 - 12:11 PM - EDT - #23

Hi Long TIme No Talk :D :<
U Know Sum Of The Pain Is Going away :<
Im In Even More Pain Sumtimes
He Has A Girlfriend :..(
If Only I COuld Tell My Heart TO Stop Thinking About Him
My Mind Has ITs Mind Set But My HEart Doesnt
Y God Y Does It Have To Be HIm!!!
These Tears Dont Stop
Im Still In Pain And I Cant Take IT Away:(
Well U Know I Said Id Forget About HIm
Ill Try My Best :)

Now Another Thing Thats A Problem In my Life Is My Parents Fights :(
They Are Always Fighting Not Always But Most Of The TIme
I Cant Stand It
Im Scared They Might Divorce Sumtime :.(
I Wish Everything was like b4 But The Past Is The Past
I Always Wanted Parents To Cum Up To Me And Say How Was Skool
Or Y R U Mad Y R U Sad Do u Want To Talk About It R U OK??
They Just Watch Me Dont Do Nothing Y Cant They Talk TO Me
Like Parents In Tv Do
I Wont Make That Mistake With My Kids :)
i Wont Bcuz My Parents Mistake Wont Be Made Again By Me
Theyll Be The Past
Yeah Riight :D

Well Guess What I MAde It Through Six Grade And I Am Now A Toilet Washer Lol Or
A Seventh Grader Im Not A Scrub!!! :D Yay!!
i Met diffrent People Im Hoping TO Meet More People Now
This Is Berly The begging Right :D
Im Happy Hey I Talked to Anthony Again :)
He Sat NExt to Me In Art Class And Rafa sat Next To Him
THey Are Really Kool
Idk Y My Friends Hate Rafa He Is Really A Kool Guy
Anthony Was Always Bugging Me like Hitting my Leg
We Are Still Friends Again I Guess
We Stopped Talking For Awhile
But Now We Talk Alittle More
Yeah So Thats All Thats Happen

So Il Write To u LAter Ok Laterz :D

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Monday - Aug. 20, 2007 - 11:27 PM - EDT - #22

hey long time no talk wats up
srry i havent wrote on this thingy magigar but i was to lazy
well yesterday was super duper fun
we went to the beach
and i loved it
i love the ocean its the best
well let me c what else can i say ummmmmmmm :s
not much has happened i just cut my hair and its short umm
and i thinks thats about it talk to u later bye luv you journal
XOXO
:DKaryna:D

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Friday - Aug. 10, 2007 - 10:00 PM - EDT - #21

Ok Let Me Tell U A STory Of A Girl And A Boy
Lets Call the gurl miss A and the boy mr.B
Mr.b was A Tall handsome guy but has had many gurls in his past
Miss A met Mr B at a party and fell in love with him
but even though miss A doesnt see him often she luvs him alot!!!!!!!
but miss A has never talked to mr B
And Miss A Wants To Tell Mr B How Much He Means to mIss A
But At The Same Time Miss A Doesnt bcuz She Is Scared Of Getting Hurt And Getting Rejected
And... One Day Miss A Found Out Dat Mr B Had A g/f
Miss A Got Really HUrt
But Miss A Still Luvs Him
And mr B Stiil Doesnt Know

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Sunday - Aug. 5, 2007 - 1:08 AM - EDT - #20

ITS BEEN HARD THESE PAST FEW DAYS
IT WAS REALLY HARD TO MAKE THIS DECSION
BUT I HAVE TO MAKE THIS DECSION FOR MY OWN GOOD RIIGHT
CUZ I DONT WANT TO BE IN PAIN NO MORE
SO ILL SMILE MY WAY THRU I CANT BELIEVE IM GONNA SAY THIS BUT
"IM GONNA LET GO OF OMAR"
....................................
..............................
T-T
ITS FOR THE BESTAND IM JUST GONNA SMILE AND BE HAPPY
I ALSO WONDER IS THIS THE RIIGHT THING TO DO
HE HAS BEEN THE STRONGEST LUV I EVER FELT
:D ILL SMILE ON THE OUTSIDE AND CRY ON THE INSIDE T-T
I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I GOT SAD WHEN HE DIDNT REPLY TO MY MESSEGE IDK Y? IM SO DUMB RIIGHT :D :(
SO I SAID IT
HE HAS TO BECOME MY PAST RIGHT!!!!!!! :( T-T

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Wednesday - Aug. 1, 2007 - 1:08 AM - EDT - #19

HEY LONG TIME NO TALK
WELL I THINK ALOT HAS HAPPEND OVER MYSPACE
BCUZ HE FINALLY APPROVED ME
AND BY HIM I MEAN OMAR :D IM SO HAPPY
HE ALSO SEND ME A MESSEGE YAH!!!
WELL WHAT ELSE DO I SAY NOT MUCH HAS HAPPENED
U KNOW IM ALSO SCARED FOR ONE REASON
BRENDA IS THE REASON TO TELL U THE TRUTH I ENVIED HER GROWING UP
SHE WAS ALWAYS THE CENTER OF ATTENTION AND I FELT LIKE AN OUTCAST
AROUND HER
AND NOW I FEEL LIKE SHE IS STEALING MY SPORT U KNOW I SHOULDNT BE LIKE THIS BUT I CANT HELP IT
I TRY TO NOT THINK LIKE THIS BUT I JUST CANT HELP IT U KNOW
IM JUST SO STRESSED THESE PAST FEW DAYS I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS ON MY SHOULDERS FOR SOME WEIRD REASON
I WISH I CAN BE MORE OPEN TO BRENDA LIKE SHE IS TO ME BUT IM NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON
IM A PERSON WHO KEEPS THINGS TO MYSELF
IVE LIED TO HER SOMETIMES BUT I WSH I CAN TELL HER THE TRUTH BCUZ SHE HAS BEEN MY BFF EVER SINCE I WAS A KID AND I HOPE I WILL SOMEDAY
U KNOW IVE BEEN THINKING TO MYSELF
SHULD I JUST LET HIM GO???
U KNOW I THINK IVE LIKED HIM FOR 3 YEARS AND I STILL DO BUT ............................
Y.......
........IS..........IT.......SO.........
PAINFUL??????
I
WILL MEET DIFFRENT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE BUT WEN I SAY I SAY I WILL LET HIM GO I LAUGH AND SAY ITS IMPOSSIBLE
I JUST WONDER AND ASK GOD Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!
T-T
I JUST WANT TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL ONCE I DO THAT
THE WORLD WILL BE OFF MY SHOULDER
BUT WAITING FOR THAT DAY IS LIKE WAITING FOR RAIN TO FALL IN THIS SEASON
USELESS AND DISAPPOINTING T-T
ID GIVE IT AL TO CHANGE THE WAY THE WORLD GOES ROUND I WOULD...............
A SONG THAT DESCRIBES EXACTLY HOW I FEEL IS CALLED CRUSHED BY ROSETTE
IM CRUSHED BY THE SWEETEST LIPS I NEVER KISSED
THESE ARE THE LYRICS IM JUST WRITING THEM SO I WONT FOR GET THEM

I told myself today was gonna be the day
No more excuses 'cuz I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind in waste and I let the moment slip away
Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone,
But i can't get past the dial tone
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I can't keep going this way

[CHORUS]
CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips ive never kissed
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch Ive always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands ive never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that Ive ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I havent ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby Im so crushed

So I told myself that tomorrow gonna be the day
And I keep on telling myself that Im gonna find a way
And I wont be afraid just like yesterday
Wont walk away never gonna let another chance slip away
Cuz' I gotta know which ever way its gonna go
Rest my heart and soul
Cuz' there can never be no more
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I wont keep going this way

[CHORUS]
CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips ive never kissed
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch Ive always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands ive never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that Ive ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I havent ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby Im so crushed

Crushing,
Im so into to you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to you
I don't know just what to do
Crushing,
Im so into to you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to youuu
Ohhhh Imm
Crushing,
Im so into you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to Youuuuuuu Ohohohhhh
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby I'm so
Cruuuushed

ITS TRUE IM CRUSHED :<

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Wednesday - Jul. 25, 2007 - 0:36 AM - EDT - #18

today was pretty fun
me brenda javi and cervando played tennis
it was cool but i rAN OUT OF TENNIS BALLS I ONLY HAVE ONE LEFT
AFTER WE STOPPED WE WERE JUST TALKING I LIKE IT WEN WE JUST TALK AS FRIENDS IS PRETTY COOL AND FUN AND FUNNY TOO U KNOW
OMAR HASNT ADDED ME AS A FRIEND CUZ HE HASNT BEN ONLINE THAT SUCK HUH WELL G2G IM SEEING RM 401 YEAH OK BYE

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Sunday - Jul. 22, 2007 - 1:55 AM - EDT - #17

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I
FRIEND REQUESTED OMAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!

HE HAS A MYSPACE OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I LOVE YOU GOD THANK U OMG IM SUPER HAPPY LIKE SUPER HAPPY IM SCREAMING HOPEFULLY HE APPROVES IT
I HAVE TO WAIT TILL TOMORROW OR SOME OTHER DAY I HOPE HE DOES IM THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH RIIGHT NOW LIKE OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
I HAVE TO GO IM TO HAPPY TO WRITE NO MORE
OK BYE TOOTLES

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Saturday - Jul. 21, 2007 - 0:36 AM - EDT - #16

OMG HELLO WHATS UP AGAIN I SWEAR IM IN SERIOUS PAIN RIIGHT NOW
MY TOE PINKY OF MY LEFT FOOT HURTS LIKE HELL
I FEEL LIKE ITS BROKEN BUT SERIOUSLY IT HURTS ALOT
AS USUAL TODAY I STAYED HOME CUZ I WASNT IN THE MOD FOR COMING OUTSIDE
I HAVE TO GO IM NOT IN THE MOOD FOR WRITING IM IN PAIN I HOPE THAT TOMORROW MY PINKY FEELS BETTER
BYE

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Thursday - Jul. 19, 2007 - 10:42 PM - EDT - #15

hey wass up well 2day i just stayed at home b-cuz i didnt feel like coming outside
well im not that sore no more my legs just hurt and im just bored.
i made three new desgns my favorites are the three new ones cool huh
i really want to grow up and be a fashion designer
it my dream and i am gonna fufill it i have to finish my dreams
i still have a long rode ahead but i know im gonna accomplish my dream i just know it
well anyways what else can i say. ohhh ohhh ohhh u know im still wondering
what's better reality or fantasy???
well im still not sure b-cuz i havent lived my fantasy life as reality
but im waiting for that day to come cuz i really want to find out
i dont want to be left wondering all of this for a long time
i want to figure it out and i will someday
right now im wondering what is he aka omar thinking of right now or what is he doing
Is He thinking of me???
i wonder all of these things and cant find the answer
hey on saturday the family is going to alex's house and im gonna check if he has a
myspace cuz alex told me he supposably went on myspace but im not sure
but ill be super duper happy if he does ill be really but really happy
U know.............................. Does he love me????? Does he ever think of me??
Why cant i just freeze time or read his mind and ill find out??
i want to built a time machine and go back to the past
i wonder is he really the one.....................................
....
why
him all my luv for him causes me pain and im scared
im scared of faceing reality im really scared
i wish i was diffrent at some times
but i like my self and then i dont
when i walk out of that door i wish he could say dont go I LOVE YOU and then pull me into his arms
thats my dream i at least want to talk to him
do u know listening to the song when you are gone by avril lavigne it makes me think
of him and i laugh but im in pain
if only he knew the pain he causes me people think im ok but they havent seen me deep down inside im in pain i suffer im scared i just want someone to hold me in their arems and say everything is gonna be ok dont worry im here for you I LOVE YOU
but i know that is just my fantasy world. and who knows this may become reality or will stay just my fantatsy T-T

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Thursday - Jul. 19, 2007 - 0:55 AM - EDT - #14

first of all im like super sore riight now i cant even move my body hurts so much
today i went with brenda to go get money for the tennis team we went to ask restuaants
but no one gave us money she lost 2 dollars and couldnt find them but wen we were coming home i felt like my legs were about to pop or rip out like they hurt like hell and i am sore and i fucken hate servando riight now cuz he is all like uuuu jay likes karyna
and its getting in my fucken nerves I DONT LIKE JAY AND I WILL NEVER LIKE HIM MY HEART ONLY BELONGS TO ONE PERSON WHICH IS OMAR!!!!!! I LOVE OMAR!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK IM BORED AND SORE I FEEL LIKE JUST FUCKEN IDK LOL. I ALSO PLAYED TENNIS AND BRENDA BEAT ME LIKE WTF I HAVE TO IMPROVE AND SHOW HER WHAT IM MADE OF. SO WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY . WELL IM WATCHING GHOST HUNTER NOW AND TALKING TO NICKY. I HOPE TOMORROW ITS BETTER IF ITS NOT IM NOT GOING OUTSIDE FUCK THAT I M GETTING FUCKEN TIRED OF SERVANDO AND HAVI AND JAY . U KNOW I THOUGHT HAVI WAS DIFFRENT U KNOW BUT ANYWAYS I LOVE OMAR I LOVE MY WATERMELON. HAHAHA I NAMED HIM LIKE THAT B-CUZ HE IS ALWAYS EATING WATERMELON LOL WELL I G2G OK BYE LUV YA

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Thursday - Jul. 12, 2007 - 11:30 PM - EDT - #13

I HAD ANOTHER DREAM ABOUT HIM AGAIN.BUT THIS TIME WE WERE AT THE BEACH IN A STORMY DAY WITH THE WHOLE FAMILY.IT WAS KINDA AKWARD.ME AND CECI WERE IN THE BEACH SWIMMING.AND THEN HE CAME AND STARED AT ME. WE DECIDED TO GET OUT OF THE OCEAN AND GET DRESSED.AND HE Was staring at me again it was so weird??????????????????

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