I received a letter from W. yesterday saying that he loves me and knows that he must let go of the one he loves so that she can fulfill her dreams of having children. This is a large part but not
the only reason I left. My heart is breaking because I feel terrible for hurting him. I have never put myself first and I don't want to find myself going back just because I can't stand that
someone is crying because of me. I know he deserves better also and he will realize that...right now I am just hurt because I can't make everyone happy and make myself happy as well.