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Friday - Jan. 5, 2007 - 11:35 PM - EDT - #13

My karma balance must be way off. As soon as I get one part of my life right the other parts fall apart. Rog and I as still doing great. I dont know about my career yet, things are on hold. As for Zoe, I still have no idea where to find her or how for that matter. I will continue to try to see the glass half full and press on but it is getting harder to do some days. In the meantime at least I have gotten myself back into a work out routine and modified my eating habits. weight loss is eminate.

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Friday - Jan. 5, 2007 - 11:35 PM - EDT - #12

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Monday - Dec. 25, 2006 - 6:53 PM - EDT - #11

so much has changed in the last month that I dont have time to write it all. I have finally started rookie school. I cant believe that it took me so long to follow my dreams. I am going to be a law enforcement officer. Roger and I are happy all the time and for the first time I feel like I am home. this is the life I wanted. I love this man. Even though he doesnt get all gushy...he loves me very much.

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Saturday - Nov. 18, 2006 - 10:20 AM - EDT - #10

Things are slowly changing around here. Rog has done a complete trun around. I dont know if he was just not sure that I would be here for him or if the ones before me just messed him up that badly but he is a very sweet man in a quiet strong way. He is the man that I need him to be. He starts my car on cold mornings, pets my head when he walks by and heats the bathroom before I go into shower.No one has ever shown an affection for me like that before. He thinks about me. I do love him and I am so glad that he is comming around. I have finally made it through all of the steps and have been accepted into Rookie School. It seems like most parts of my life are coming together slowly, but it is. I am embarking on a carrer that I have alwys wanted but never felt good enough for. this is my second xmas without Zoe and I find it very difficult to shop without crying. Is she happy, what would she want this year, is she too old for horses and Fairies? I think of here every moment.

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1 comment(s) - 08:02 AM - 11/20/2006

Tuesday - Oct. 3, 2006 - 5:44 PM - EDT - #9

for any young lady out there who is considering having a child wait until you know the man you are with. really know him.. this may be the only legacy I leave behind. the whole in my heart that i had when he took my daughter was enough..but he continues to find ways to hurt my life. I am terrorized by him. I cant hold on to life much longer. There isnt a lawyer out there who can help me. Its funny that I live my life never hurting anyone ( at least not trying to) and doing good for others and trying so hard to be a good person only to have so much go so wrong. I am in agony. God forgive me!

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1 comment(s) - 02:35 PM - 10/16/2006

Tuesday - Sep. 19, 2006 - 12:28 PM - EDT - #8

For what ever reason my mood seems to be much better lately. My son is doing well in school.. I am happy at work..Rog and I are getting along well and things are on an even keel. I do love the fall. I am looking forward to holloween and christmas. its the one time of the year I can really let loose and be creative. I guess I am happy. So this is what it feels like.

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Thursday - Sep. 14, 2006 - 7:39 PM - EDT - #7

I have not been feeling well today. Rog is getting over his flu thing. Today was uneventful again. same ole same ole. I did buy a new top that caight Rogs' attention. I think I need to spend more time on myself in that girlie way.

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Monday - Sep. 11, 2006 - 1:00 PM - EDT - #6

I am so tickled today. Roger thinks I am sexy.. ahhh I needed to hear that from him. I wish I could be wrapped up in his arms all the time.

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Friday - Sep. 8, 2006 - 9:34 PM - EDT - #5

I have just realized that I sound so incredibly negative in here. I resolve to make at least one positive entry a week. here goes... I stopped in to see my parents and Bella (my kidnapped dog) has her three very adorable puppies. they look like little black rats. I have named one NIHM. he looks like a mini rotty. I am in love with this puppy.

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Friday - Sep. 8, 2006 - 9:28 PM - EDT - #4

TGIF. this was one of the worst work weeks for being a short week. I had no idea how many idiots and morons I am responsible for. Not that I am any great genius. I made it and got another paycheck. its going to be another busy weekend. Rog will be gone most of it and I have a million things to do.

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Wednesday - Sep. 6, 2006 - 7:46 PM - EDT - #3

another day in my life has gone by. nothing exciting happened today. then again nothing terrible happened either. if I can just make it 2 more hours all will be well for a whole day. my inner iggy however is still a quivering wreck. hang in there buddy.. better days are coming

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Wednesday - Sep. 6, 2006 - 10:07 AM - EDT - #2

We are off to a good start this morning. I thought things were going good this morning. I had everything under control.. or so I thought. I was just moving the grill back to its original location was it neccesary to bite my head off.. I cant wait to see how the rest off the day goes.. however it is I am sure to screw it up.

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Tuesday - Sep. 5, 2006 - 8:04 PM - EDT - #1

without discussing my emotional issues I dont really have much to say. I am a trainwreck I suppose.. you know its bad, but you cant resist watching the carnage. I have a great Job.. somedays.. when I am not getting chewed out for not babysitting the guys.. I have a relationship that works I think.. I have kids who hate me.. and parents who ignore me. what more could a girl ask for. I still believe that one day its all going to come together and I can relax.

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I am a mother of three with what seems like a lifetime behind me and a life time to go. I have made some very major changes in my life and it seems like most of them are for the better for a change. First and foremost I am in love with a man who gives me quiet strength. He is my rock. He lets me be who I am and comforts me when I need it. I am starting a new career path at 34 and although its scarry I have support for the first time. That feeling is so overwhelming to me because I have never had it. I feel peace when I am home.