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Heyy guys I am Brooke whats uppp??? :D HEA HEA!!!!! HAHA!!!

Heyy guys I am Brooke whats uppp??? :D HEA HEA!!!!! HAHA!!!

I laughed last night, I laughed until I cried. I felt it turning into sadness and I forced myself to�not leave the room, stay and keep watching the video with Bear and Sean. I wanted to them to see me be normal again.�

I had to tell myself, "it's ok to laugh". I have to forgive myself, I have to know that it was the right decision. I have to remind myself that he's in a better place, that he's no longer in pain, that he's free now, he's happy.

It is so surprising how hard it hits me that he's not here and he's never coming back.�There is no bark when the doorbell rings. The silence actually hurts me. The spot where his pillow has been�is empty, there is no water bowl to keep an I on, and no wet paws to be cleaning up after when it's raining - like today.�I feel so lonely, so enormously alone.�

It's shocking how fast and strong�the tears come when that finality�hits me. I�feel embarrassed, Bear and Sean aren't acting any different. I know they care, I know they loved him but it's just different for them. I think Bear understands me but Sean�doesn't want to see me this way. I get that, he wants his mom to handle it, get over it, be strong. I will, I'm trying.�

I found some information on the vet's website that helped me yesterday. It tells that it's normal to feel this loss�in much the same way that I'd feel the loss of a person. It's going to take time, I'll get through it, I'll miss him but he'll always be in my heart. ���

Many people would say "U dont need friends." or "friends are healthy" isay friends are there for u evan if u change ur name ad shave ur head - not that i would do that-but evan when i say that theres always 1 friend who dosent care. I have a friends in many places and every year at christmas they send a�christmas card saying "hi".When i lose a friend in life wether its death or words i cry!No one heres me cuz usualy im in my castel a way from kings and queens losing a friend is like losing a finger or an eye with out that eye you caint see with out that finger you caint write, with out that friend u caint talk to them at school u caint call them and ask them to come over.

I LOVE ZAC EFRON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOVE HIM!! AAAHHH!!!!

我家的小陪护

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前天晚上，上了床的敦敦问我，老爸去哪了，我告诉他，年底保姆回家了，爷爷身体很差，呼吸困难，晚上需要陪护，爸爸去陪爷爷了。

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我接着说“你最近要乖，不要惹你老爸生气，他叫你做啥你就做啥，不管你愿不愿意。你老爸最近白天工作忙，晚上还要照顾爷爷，不管多疲倦，夜里都要起来几次。”

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“可怜的老爸，他没有别的选择”。敦敦叹了口气。 孩子接下来的话，大大出乎我的意料 “妈妈，今晚由我来照顾爷爷，我不用上班上学，应该帮老爸分担。不然，长时间，老爸身体会出问题的”。 我扬起眉毛问“陪护有很多责任，半夜必要时你起身要给爷爷擦汗，要起床倒尿壶。爷爷身体不适，夜里会呻吟，你睡不好，紧急时还要打电话通知我们，你能胜任吗？”

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“老妈，你放心，我能！” 我楞楞地看着儿子坚定的表情，他显然是认真的。

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对于儿子的要求敦爹没有反对，我家小陪护昨晚九点上班，他很严肃地要求老爸重新briefing职责范畴后，爬上床，睡在爷爷身边。

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时势造英雄，眼前这小子真比我厉害，我自己长这么大还没有熬夜照顾过自己的父母。不是很多11岁的孩子，想到并且愿意夜里照顾自己父母的父母。

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依法治家

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18 Jan 2009

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昨天是寒假后的第一个周末，敦敦招来了一帮同学和小伙伴，保姆放假，老娘我摩拳擦掌，出马做饭，争取喂饱这三头小牛和两只老鼠。食谱里除了意粉和沙拉，还有同学妈妈带来的樱桃和蛋挞，再加上敦敦自己买来饮料和薯片，小家伙们玩的尽兴吃得开心。

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智利产的樱桃品质很好，我们没舍得吃完，放在桌子上的一只盘子里，希望敦爹明早出差回来可以尝尝鲜。一大早，敦爹一进门，小猫乐肥大闹天宫的残迹呈现在他的眼前。樱桃的把被乐肥一个个小心地咬掉，樱桃被它吃了一半，其余的全散落地下当球踢，薯片盒的盖子被咬开，薯片大餐后还剩了几片在沙发底下。

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难怪乐肥今天早上没为开饭喵喵，原来自己提前进入共产主义了。跟敦敦认真讨论了乐肥最近的表现，总结一下得出结论，乐肥仗着我们对它的宠爱，不仅腐化堕落，而且渐渐演变成贪婪肆无忌惮，偷技登峰造极，手段无法无天。为了弘扬正气，压倒邪气，我敦促敦敦使用法律的武器，争取恢复陈家的后奥运新秩序。

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敦敦觉得责无旁贷，10分钟后，陈大律师就把刚拟订的法律草案呈给了法官老娘。

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Federal Laws of Felines within the Premises of the Chan Family

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Rules of Execution:

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1.���������������� A pardon may be issued through a meeting of the Council-Leo Chan, Rollin Chan and Shirley Xu. Outcomes shall be decided through voting.

2.���������������� Suspect is innocent until proven guilty.

3.���������������� Final decision is made in court. Members of the council or that of the outside world may choose to stand at suspect’s defense.

4.���������������� No alterations shall be made after court meeting unless new evidence proves suspect to be innocent.

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Crime and punishment:

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Thievery- The act of destroying the defense of an object which does not belong to one and taking for ones purpose. This does not include objects left out in the open. The harshness of punishment will be determined by the identity of the object and its value.

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Cat food: 10 slaps to the bottom.

Fish: 15 slaps to the bottom.

Other such as Berries: as decided by the council.

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Harm- To cause pain to any organism. Harshness shall be decided by condition of victim.

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No bleeding: 5 raps to the bottom

Bleeding: 50 slaps to the bottom.

Death: No water or food for 2 days.

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l������ The suspect may be released if provoked. Excluding death.

life without the bull shit of society is so much better so why not drop out and chill out like me i no longer wish to be part of a society where you cant be british with out bening called a racist .i have had enough of being treated as second class in my own country where your not allowed the fredom of speach any more for fear of upsetting some one of diffrent race or religion if this is the case then i object at beeing called a brit this is racisit to me but where have my rights gone .where is the brail on the signs that have every other lanuage on them why do i have to ask over and over again for things to be in large print only to have them arrive in small print is't this discrimination against me and all other vissually impaired but no we are still second class to every one else in this hell hole of a country that has no back bone that is no longer britain that can not say enough is enough stand up for what we the british people belive in we have to take a back seat to every one else for fear of offending others who choose to live in our country� shouldn't they then live by our laws as we do in there countrys ,