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Atrio3851 35, Female, Ohio, USA - 4 entries

Oct 2006
4:51 PM EDT

I hate people so much. I am so sick of drama bullshit, I cant wait to get out of highschool, and re-start my life in California, LIFES A BITCH!

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smb 50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Oct 2006
1:18 PM MST

another day! Thank you God, I made it through, not quite sure how, after how it started out! I hit something on the way to work (something blew out in front of me or something!) anyway, got a nice hole in my passenger side, front tire! SO , I dropped J off at school and headed back into town and went straight to COOP, I made it before I was driving on the rim! Got back to work but had to take an hour off! AGH! Then I picked J up from school, took him to Janes, went to the dentist, got my teeth cleaned! and then I picked the boys up and went to the REC, (*REC daycare open from 4:30-8:00pm!) I only did 10 min. on the treadmill, I am so OUT OF shape because I don't have TIME! but oh well, still making time to lift and it SHOWS! I am pretty proud of how I look! WOOHOO! Wish D could see me now, wonder if he'd be proud! I MISS HIM! THEN by the time we got out of the REC we were all starving so I went through BK drive thru and got dinner! AGH! Oh well, quick and easy. What a busy day! I was actually gone from the house over 11 hours! Poor Sadies! She seems like she is doing okay but I feel like I have to prepare myself for her to kick the bucket, possibly any day! TIRED, sore and grouchy, gotta get to bed, don't know if I will call CN... don't really want to but feel like I should!

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NITA 61, Female, Wyoming, USA - First entry!

Oct 2006
12:05 AM MST

HEY STEVE, ARE YOU GOING TO POST A JOURNAL OR NOT? MOM SAID YOU WANTED US TO COME TO THIS SITE TO SEE WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU. LET US KNOW SOMETHING!!!!!!!! YOUR FAMILY LOVES YOU VERY MUCH. BE CAREFUL AND TAKE CARE.

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Nated09 34, Male, Illinois, USA - 26 entries

Oct 2006
1:01 PM CST

“You have to do your own growing no matter how tall your grandfather was.” --Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865) I chose this quote not only because Abraham Lincoln was my 5th cousin, I'm not lying, I found out from another cousin, but because he was a great president that did great things. His quote is very true, we as humans have grown, but ourselves personally need to grow even more for the next generation to take our places, and try to live up to or pass our accomplishments, whether it be to end world hunger or make more people happy and feel good. So just remember that you need to grow within yourself before others who follow your lead can grow to do what you are doing.

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bettyboxedin 35, Female, Canada - 24 entries

Oct 2006
11:23 AM CST

I got a hold of my boyfriend finally!! I am waiting for him to come on msn so he can tell me were he went dissapering to. he was missing for a week andnobody knows where he went. i am working on a novel i want to publish and it is coming along good. i have that and a few other novels i want to publish and some plays i have written. my life is soooooooo boring!!! i will tell you about how i hate every kid at my exhighschool and how NONE OF THEM GIVE A SHIT!!! I was taken out of school put in a mental instatution and nobody even bothered to call me. everyone is afraid or ashamed. WHY THE HELL ARE THEY ASHAMED!!! if i show the cuts on my arms everyone gets embaressed but the cuts are on my arms not theirs and i am not embaressed i am not trying top hide the past that built me to be the person i am today. THEY CAN ALL F*ck themselves for all icare i am sick of eveyone feeling embaressed. thank you for listening and now if you are one of those who judge and sh*t maybe you will think twice. Oh ya and emo jokes and calling someone emo cus they use to slit their wrists NOT FUNNY! not everyone who slit their wrists is emo. and emo kids are kids with mental health issues so if it is okay now to make fun of kids with dissabilities i guess it is okay to go out and laugh at parapaligics or kids with cyrebal palsy. WEll what is so funny about that? my cousin has cerybal palsy and i don't laugh at him cus he has a dissability. SO WHY R PEOPLE WITH MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES FUNNY TO MAKE FUN OF? i feel you may not agree mental illnesses are worse than any physical illness. what ever your opinion having Schitzophrenia, manic depression, anorexia, bulimia, social anxiety, seperation anxiety is like living in hell i am suprised i am still alive i should have killed my self long ago

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SallysSilentMurders 35, Female, Louisiana, USA - 17 entries

Oct 2006
1:03 PM EDT

Farewell tore me apart time and time again. ripped me to shreds. just I stand here. watching you walk away. far beyond me, I can't see the light. cause it's gone out in my world. but don't worry. I'll be ok. I just have to say. That today's the day, I go crazy. Today's the day, I'm going to loose my mind. I'll loose control, and let the tears roll down. as they flood down, my cheeks, I'll say goodbye to you. I don't want to go. But I don't want to hurt. so this has to be, my last farewell. so farewell I love you still. so much that it hurts me. but it hurts me more staying here. standing here watching you. cause you keep walking, away from me. leaving me standing by myself. in the rain crying. I can not sleep at night. I just stay up, and cry but not anymore. this will be my final goodbye. I love you I've said. Now I must leave. But before I go. I want you to know. I'll never forget you. you're the one I'll, always remember inside of my heart. you'll stay forever. apart of me. by:Sally

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bettyboxedin 35, Female, Canada - 24 entries

Oct 2006
9:15 PM CEST

I went to my therapist today...unfortanitly she suspects now that i have stopped taking my meds six days ago i am showing not just your old fashioned depression but manic depression. my doctors keep makeing so many mistakes. like six months ago i was written up not schitzophrenic and went untreated for months. IT WAS HORRIBLE. They still say i am not Schitzo but i have all the symptoms so i am filed as possible schitzo. Are there any good doctors left? At least not in this town. not one good doctor. I had this doctor who was horrible a man who was like satan, first was an angel of god who wanted to be god but couldn't so now he is like the devil. ruining everyones life taking pleasure in making his patients suffer. There have been many complaints against him and my therapist suggested i go to a hospital where that doctor doesn't have any rights at. Still haven't seen my boyfriend:( It really sucks there is no one at his house because the cab went to pick him up and no one was home. No one is answering the phone and he is never on msn. I had these horrible night mares about him and he was in my old room at the hospital and he was laying there hooked up in all these tubes and he was dead. the life support just shut off. i fall to my knees in the dream my hands on his and my head on my hands crying uncontrolably. i don't know what i would do if i loose him i love him with my heart and soul he is my best friend. My first love died and i can't go through that again. Things are just not going right today.

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Theblues1 56, Male, Louisiana, USA - 18 entries

Oct 2006
9:30 AM EDT

Im ok today woke up at 10 laying around and getting ready to leave soon its going to be an ok day

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xyzz 33, Female, California, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2006
11:59 PM N

Hello everyone this is my new private journal

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1 comment(s) - 02:24 PM - 10/17/2006

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llarson 59, Female, Arizona, USA - 6 entries

Oct 2006
6:31 PM MDT

today was exceptionally bad, thought I lost two very important people in my life. I am not really sure why life is so difficult. I keep hearing about karma and how you do unto others and good will come back to you. There are those people like us who give and give, when is this big return? I know people who take and take and still walk on a bed of roses. Makes me sad to think about it. On top of it all, seems like every person I know is cheating on their respective other. In this world today no one values friendships or relationships. Breaks my heart to know that our kids have to grow up in this fucked up world.

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