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SavanaSSantos 33, Female, USA - 30 entries

Sep 2006
9:08 AM EDT

Well, i'm in Computers again. i figured out that i'm not gunna talk to the teacher at all. I have lunch after this too D: hee hee. And I actually saw my boyfriend this morning. :D I really wanted to see my bf's football game this friday but i can't :'( because i have volleyball at 315 adn the game starts at 3:00 :'( O tptald him this morning. I have no clue w;re i;m going for lunch. Ryan is taking us some where :D hee hee He's my best guy friend aka Codie's Boyfriend. He's really sweet. OMG. i hate this class. I finished the assignment within 10 minutes. We're over with excel so now we're working with Microsoft word. I'm actually really really cold. Me being stupid wore a tank top. and capris. :'( and the heater is off. :'( Sorry this is like really really random. OOH!! ok. well, theres this girl on the volleyball team that i hate!! The whole season i've been trying to hit her and yesterday i finally did. I served the ball to her really hard like 10 times. :D I also had youth group last night which was pretty cool too :D and i also have it tonight :D yaya! well, i g2g. but knowing me i'll prolly just save this blog and start typing a new one.

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forgotten 35, Female, United Kingdom - 17 entries

Sep 2006
10:03 AM ACST

'Loneliness becomes worrying when it feels normal' :(

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lmm27295 44, Female, USA - 15 entries

Sep 2006
8:44 AM EDT

I have not written in about two weeks. I have been really busy at work. Things w/ B are like a rollercoaster. 1 min we are happy then the next min he gets pissed about something and I get the FU, go to H*** treatment. I am so tired of it. We were in Wal Mart last night and he got pissed b/c I was tired and not in a great mood so he chews me out the whole way home. I had went to Wal Mart the night before w/ mom and dad b/c he had went to bed at 7:30 so I really was not in the mood to turn around and go again but I went to make him happy. It turned into a big mess. I wished I would have stayed home. I was tired b/c I had spent ALL evening cleaning the house. From the time I got home till the time we went to Wal Mart. When we got home he throws stuff all over the counter knowing I had just cleaned the house. Things are getting to the point that I would just rather move back to an apt and live by myself. It would be better then getting b**** out everyday cause heaven forbid everything does not go "king B's" way. B/c thats when he acts like you have stole from him are cheated on him. He has major anger issue and he cannot control is mouth. Its prob one of the reasons Adella left him. I don't blame her for not wanting to live like that even though she is a crack head. LOL

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kid 34, Female, New York, USA - 20 entries

Sep 2006
8:34 AM EDT

head acche rushing in my head wont stop it's been here all day oh my god make it stop!

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jleigh09 38, Female, United Kingdom - 35 entries

Sep 2006
11:06 PM WEDT

everyone who reads my journal i just wanna apolagise foir my spelling/typing errors god it is as bad as my txt messaging i rush it and it all goes wrong i am so sorry. i love having this onlline journal i can speak about things i never talk about to people i know i never talk about my feelings or about my relationship an dit feels good to. even if it is to a bunch of strangers. i dunno if any of you feel the same.

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Scandalous05 39, Female, New York, USA - 3 entries

Sep 2006
5:56 AM EDT

hey, it's been a hell of a week and everything seems to be such a damn routine, nothing wants to go right and i seem to be slacking in my game... every feel like there's a love hate feeling that u secretly hold fro, ur boyfriend/girlfriend, well i swear, that's how i feel. i could never tell them of such feelings cuz knowing him and his outragous Taurus temper, he'd probably eat my head off and leave it on a stick in the wood,( no abusive) but he's just a lil on the angry side. the reason i seem to feel this way is because i thik we spend way to much time with each other, i mean he shit,i shit, he eats, i eat, he sleeps, well i leave. LOL.... i mean when he sleeps that's the only way i can make my escape, run for the doors, and sprint for my life, but i soon as i think i'm home free, i hear his voice calling my name;and that 1 minute moment where i loved him so much for letting me run for cover, then then hate him for calling me back, maybe i'm insane but i'll alwayz be ~Scandolus

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jleigh09 38, Female, United Kingdom - 35 entries

Sep 2006
10:45 PM WEDT

went into town in the end today couldnt be bothered to sit in with nan went and did a bit of shopping with my sister. Tyler is crying at the mo he is shattered but wont give in my mum has him at th mo she often takes him for a couple of hours in the evening to give me a break bless her.Stevens at work all day today started at 8am finishes at 11 tonight hoping he will phone me later on his way home. probably will normally does bless him.i hate it being away from him at night my bed feels lonely. i got no one to hu up to when i feel cold or just want a hug. i hate wking up in the mornings on my own well tyler with me in his cot next to my bed bu i mean all of us as a family. i thought steven was going off me but i know he isnt it just took me a while to realise that we have changed. we have had to change our relationship to work round tyler and i think that was hard for me as before all it was, was us! the last week or so i have been doing alot of thinking bout me steven our future and i dont know what it holds but i know that right now he makes me so happy and i have never felkt so inlove with anyone in my whole life. All the guys i have been with dont compare to steven they never made me feel like this i feel lost without steven. when we argue my heart aches and when we are apart i miss him so much i love knowing he is near by there u know it reminds me i'm not alone. i will never forget that new years eve when we got togeather it was all so sudden and exciting we kissed for the first time at midnight i will never forget it or how i felt. i will never forget the day after that we spent the whole day in bed just holding each other anbd hugging up and talking getting to know each other it was great. i'm a soft cow i'm typing this with a big grin on my face like a cheshure cat. i feel on cloud 9 at the mo i dunno why i just realised how lucky i am to have a great guy and gorgous son and a healthy relationship. i am finaly being tearted well and feel happy after everything that has happened that last couple of years i found someone who full feels my life.

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jleigh09 38, Female, United Kingdom - 35 entries

Sep 2006
10:44 AM WEDT

The last couple of days have ben great i stayed pver stevens for a couple of nighs god it felt good to be in those arms. Tyler fel asleep and when steven got home from work bout 10:30pm we huddled up on the sofa and jus took time for each other we fooled around and made a right mess with the chocolate body paint but it was fun and had had a nice bath. it just felt so good to be where i wanted to be instead of being at home where i hate being it gets me down. today i am home nan is doing my head in aleday she normally goes out on wednesdays but today is staying in GREAT! NOT! she is so selfish and ungrateful she is moaning coz she has topay the window cleaner £7.00 i mean come on its not alot and she doenst pay anything mum and dad pay everything even i have to pay rent she just gets to me coz she is so selfish and interfearing and ungratful. i know i sound a bitch but if any of u out there lived with her u would realise what i bitter old women she is. she has never had much of a life so runs down everyone elses. i cant stand her and i hate living here i wish i was wish steven and had my own space and privacyi ahte being at home i ahte it. it really gets me down.

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whatisperfection 31, Female, Canada - First entry!

Sep 2006
1:21 PM EDT

hey .. im bridget im gonna come on every day and tell you about my life my first thing is im overweight and hate it I eat right hate fast food play every sport jog and am in shape but I dont know i guess the world hates me it makes me soooo frusterated! ill tty tomorrow about some more stuff xoxo WHAT IS PERFECTION?? xoxo

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shae 32, Female, Texas, USA - 22 entries

Sep 2006
10:27 AM EDT

"Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great." - Mark Twain what the !*%@ does that mean?? any way so to day has been petty good school is going well. although i wish i went to public school.....oh well though i would break my moms heart if i told her that and i can't do that. she is so against public schools... oh well... i am soooo exited about my trip to Romania in december it is going to be so much fun....we only need like 1,200 dollars more and we will have it all so we are going to make it! i wonder why groing up has to be so hard?? why couldn't it be easy? well we have church tonight although it is really a meeting to discuss and plan for next wednesday we are starting a youth thing with music and then food and teaching and all along we will be practising for a play wich we will do for he hole church. it will be great i get to be on the band i think... i am every sunday so i should... the only thing that sucks is that after we eat and do music they are seperating the girls from the guys for like 30 minutes of teaching.... which i don't like....i want to hang out with the guys.....oh well it only like 30 minutes or something.... well i have to go finish school. unsined p.s i still think p.m is sooooooo cute!!

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