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        shejustloves  49, Female, Minnesota, USA - 24 entries
    30
    Oct 2006
    8:45 AM CST
       

    I still have not talked to my husband much. Only to yell at him. He has been staying at the bar until 2:30 all weekend. Last night I told him I could just move a bed there for him so is that he wouldn't have to be bothered by coming home to his wife. He has still not apoligized and that alone makes me want to leave him and start a new life. Then I start to think what a big step that will be and I am a bit intimedated by it all. I know I will be fine on my own. I was alone before I met him. Perhaps it is the enormous and foolish size of my heart that feels bad for what he will lose. I know the whole story...live for you...make yourself happy...he did this to himself. But it is all so different when you are in the situation. I wish someone could swoop in and make this choice for me. I miss the simplicity of my life. When we were happy and new. I miss knowing that he loved me. I thought he would be the one person that I would never have to question his love for me...all that has changed in the past 2 months.
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        Queenie  38, Female, Ohio, USA - 29 entries
    30
    Oct 2006
    10:32 AM EDT
       

    I don't care to be accepted by anyone. I don't expect it if people don't acceptme then thats fine they don't have to talk to me or hangout with me . I have the ones in my life that I love . I don't have to put up with drama and highschool bull... I'm over it . Have been since sophmore year.
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        Queenie  38, Female, Ohio, USA - 29 entries
    29
    Oct 2006
    8:13 AM EDT
       

    YOu lastnight was pretty crazy. I had to go to a family reunion . ONe that i have to go to every last sat. of the month. So yah . IT was pretty fun untill everyone started getting drunk and loud. Do you ever feel like you don't fit in with your family . Because thats how I feel. I know they love me , but it seems like I have to fight for them to like me ..........
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        gunsnroses  33, Female, Greece - 16 entries
    29
    Oct 2006
    6:44 AM EDT
       

    loving you made me appreciate little things in life
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        VictoriaSzecsodi  49, Female, Canada - 4 entries
    29
    Oct 2006
    6:31 PM EDT
       

    My Love: I thought I would never find the right person to love until I met you And since I have always thought that love is the most important part of my life I want our love to last and to be as beautiful as it is now I want our love to be the backbone of our lives forever Our love came naturally but I know that we must both work at making it last so I will try my hardest at all times to be fair and honest with you I will strive for my own goals and help you achieve yours I will always try to understand you I will always let you know what I am thinking I will always try to support you I will try to successfully blend our lives together with enough freedom to grow as individuals I will always consider each day with you special Regardless of what events occur in our lives I will make sure that our relationship flourishes as I will always love and respect you. From my heart to yours, Mrs S
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        99tracy99  41, Female, Hong Kong SAR - 33 entries
    30
    Oct 2006
    4:37 AM AWST
       

    唉... 今晚有亞姐~~~+ 一舉成名 ~~~睇左邊個 自己估啦
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        99tracy99  41, Female, Hong Kong SAR - 33 entries
    30
    Oct 2006
    4:37 AM AWST
       

    又講佢呀...

    唔...

    佢好靚仔, 風流倜儻, 眼神超殺死人, 夠正氣

    正!

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        noni  29, Female, North Carolina, USA - 16 entries
    29
    Oct 2006
    10:30 AM MST
       

    what i dont understand any of that I'm only in fifth grade....
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        slaterbean  2025, Female, North Carolina, USA - 8 entries
    29
    Oct 2006
    11:30 AM EDT
       

    Ever have one of those nights where you just wake up several times? A restless start to the day is no fun. My husband and I were very restless last night with disturbing dreams. He does not remember his, but I certainly remember one of mine! It was not the kind of nightmare that was made of make-believe elements. But it was something so real, fears that would haunt most anybody, especially a parent. I dreamt I was defending my position on a certain matter with members of my family that can be huge button pushers. Well in the dream, my 19 month old daughter was crawling around under the table and so I continued my arguement with my family. Then someone made a disturbing comment and it involved my daughter, so I quickly looked under the table and she was no where to be found! I called for her and looked for her, and I could feel the stares of "You such a bad mother", all around me! I was panicked, I woke up! I really do not like dreams like that! I was so shaken, I got up and looked in on her and of course God allowed her a peaceful night's rest (Thank you Lord!) and she was sleeping so soundly:) But I was still shaken! I began to pray and pray hard. Something just felt off. You know what I mean? I kept praying and praying. I found out my sister also had a night like this too. Very odd. But I do encourage you that if you do find yourself in that same situation, to pray to God. He will come and comfort you. Please have a lovely weekend!
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        Enigma23  42, Female, New York, USA - 11 entries
    28
    Oct 2006
    9:54 PM EDT
       

    A thought on LOVE Love is something that's supposed to be everlasting, but why do you end up getting hurt by the ones you love. Why when you find the perfect one it feels as if something is missing. Love should make you want to fly as high as the skies above. There are times when you shudder at the thought of being alone. Then then the one you love comes and shows you everything is going to be all right. Loneliness is a feeling that makes you wish you were young and back home. Love's light is like a beacon that shines ever so bright. I gave my heart to love and it was so wonderful and sweet. Then love showed me that looks can be decieving. When I gave my heart to love it was like I was winning a magical treat. Sometimes love gives you hope when you shouldn't be believing. I am glad that I found love once. When I think of love I yearn for a lovers touch. Written By: Enigma 23
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