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DAVID019 30, Female, Ohio, USA - 6 entries

Nov 2006
12:57 PM EDT

SPRING MEADOWS.

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blackroseangel 33, Female, Louisiana, USA - 27 entries

Nov 2006
11:29 AM CDT

okay today i am still like doing this rlly major project its rlly hard. oh yeah patrick stil hasnt moved on ..he should..he dumped me! because his love is mutal or something iwas like oh well anyways g2g cya soon

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lizzypooh 40, Female, California, USA - 25 entries

Nov 2006
6:24 AM PST

My mother talked to me about marriage today. I am 21 yrs old right now and have been dating my boyfriend for 7 and a half years. He's 22 right now. The thing is, our relationship is growing and it is strong, and our next step in our relationship is marriage. But I think I'm wayyyy too young to get married. I want to take care of myself and my individual goals first before giving my life to someone. That doesn't mean that I'll give up my life and goals and career once I'm married; it's just simply mean that once I'm married, it's not ME ME ME anymore, it's US. My decision is not my decisions anymore, it's OUR decisions. It's good in a way, because I care about my boyfriend's feelings and opinions and so on, but by being married, my own selfish decisions may effect my spouse. So it's like getting a decision approved and asking permission in a way. *sigh* My thoughts on this... I do want to get married in time, because I think of all the amazing and joyful things in marriage. But getting married at such a young age (nowadays) my cause lots and lots of struggles and hardship. There will always struggles in every relationship and it takes maturity and hopefully the couple can grow from it. But I feel that this is one struggle that can be avoided or lessen if we simply waited (I'm looking at 28 years old). We're not financially secure (college students), STILL in school, very young, and I feel that most guys are not ready to take care of a wife until they're in their late twenties (when they already had their fun and ready to settle down). I worried about the trust in marriage. Becayse of media, I never realize how much husbands and wifes cheat on each other. News, gossip, radio, you name it! I worried. I trust my bf right now, but there will be time were he MAY lust and may fall into temptation- it's human nature to want something you dont have. It's hurtful to say this, but sometimes I just think that being single will prevent heartaches, but loneliness is another heartache too. =) His parents are strict and kinda anal in a way. The father figure is pretty stubborn, since he IS a religious leader (reverend)- he's more of "it's my way or the highway." My parents worry about marrying into a religious family... not that we're bad people, it's just that my bf's family dont often act goofy or play around... they're not really socialable or party people. boohoo. that's a bummer. Everything to them has to be proper at all times, my boyfriend is not that typical pastor's kids (goody two shoes), he's a fun and goofy guy, but the future in-laws arent's. *sigh* *sigh* My goal is, i want to finish school first, then earn some $$ to pay off my student loans, then help out my parents since they're still paying the morgage (my father works to feed a family of 5 including me), then enjoy my freedom (travel, shopping, etc), save $$ for a wedding and home (houses are at least $500K ughh)... but importantly, see what God wants. More con are: by the time I'm 28 - i'll be less wanted because I'll be an old maid(the younger the girl, the sexier and more attractive she is physically-which means, the more she is wanted by men), I not be as horny as I would be compare to younghood ( I havent had sex yet so I dont know if I would enjoy it if I'm older)... Well, this is a long entry. But any advice and inputs? Thanks. I just feel like I have no support in this. I wont fall into pressure, but I dont know if my thoughts and goals are wise or wise enough.

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moonbay72 33, Female, Oregon, USA - 20 entries

Nov 2006
8:49 PM EDT

you think you know me,but you have yet to know my pain.

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bl69 33, Female, Texas, USA - 32 entries

Nov 2006
7:27 AM CDT

hey what does it do..me nothing..we lost our scrimmage yesterday but its alright..tonight though is the cooper game!! cooper is our cross town rival and we've been kickin their asses..for those who dont know this football is a HUGE deal here..we have 14 straight wins in district..for the past 2 years we've gotten district champs and always get beat out of the playoffs by number 1 south lake carroll..rich asses!! tonight better be our 15th!! last year we whooped cooper 40-0..thats what im talking about baby!! lets do it again tonight!!

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jleigh09 38, Female, United Kingdom - 35 entries

Nov 2006
11:15 PM WEDT

been over stevens for the last couple of days they have been great we have had such a laugh last night was great all night he kept holding me and cuddling up to me it felt so good. other wise we been having a laugh cuddling up on the sofa making love in the morning. just enjoying each other it was so nice. brought a new phone yesterday i love it it so girly but pretty it the nokia 7370 gold with a flower

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milagros 36, Female, California, USA - 13 entries

Nov 2006
5:18 PM EDT

the experiences that have given me a sence of growth is when my brother was in jail and that he could get out cause he had to be thre for 2 years.and i haded to work to take care of my other brothers and my mom. me and my mom worked almost fifteen hours and we suffered a lot.and make me think better and not doing bad things that could effect me

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blackroseangel 33, Female, Louisiana, USA - 27 entries

Nov 2006
2:53 AM CDT

i thik deon doesnt lik eme anymore and it kinda hurts. i dont know why but i have this feeling that we arent the same anymorea nd there is probably another girl but i dont care anymore i haveot finish up skool first and then i will worry about some boy but now i have to do some work cya

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lhe87 56, Female, Michigan, USA - 2 entries

Nov 2006
1:02 PM CST

Today was aweful, woke up late got in the car and was on my way to my new job of 5 days and my alarm started going off as I was getting on the freeway but my keychain clicker would not work! I had to rush home to get my husbands. THEN I was on my way (30 miles) and got a flat tire. I had to call work tell them I would be late wait an hour for Roadside. Got to work and my husband called and said that I lost my other jobs check and cursed my from "Sunday to Monday" and also left me 3 nasty messages about it and what an idiot I am. So I called him on break and he said Oh by the way, I found the check I had it the whole time! I got an every unsincere apology! This relationship is getting harder and harder to deal with. What about me? -

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izzybelleluv007 33, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Nov 2006
12:52 PM MDT

i'm pretty content with life right now. i'm going shopping on sunday, then it will be monday (prison break)! and in the next episode they will finally get together!!(i hope)

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