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redshotlizard 37, Female, USA - 17 entries

Nov 2006
7:43 AM HNT

"Let all be said in the game of love and departure." It's a quote I made up that is very true to me. I am happy to say that YES I broke up w/ my boyfriend and I am moving on. I am very sorry to say that I didn't do it in the very most polite way but hey it happens. I think I was being selfish because my feelings were hurting because I knew that I wasn't treating him fairly. I haven't been true to myself and I have been trying to escape my true feelings. I thought I loved him but that love didn't last long. I was w/ him for 1 month and 1 week. I hope I didn't hurt his feelings because I hope we are still friends. I hope he won't hurt himself over me because I am not worth the pain. There are so many things to be said here. My life has changed and I have gone through a lot since this year has begun. But the new guy that I am w/ has changed me in a way that I would never have imagined. He makes me happy and I am finally smiling these days and people tell me that i look happier w/ him. I feel happy around him all the time. He is very special to me. This guy has helped me open up to people and I would have never thought that was possible for me to do. But I found out something great that I helped him do too. He opened up to me and got some things out of his chest that were killing him as he bottled up his thoughts, emotions, and things that meant the most to him. I have never liked someone as much as I like him. Dear God, bless our relationship and help us to last. He makes me feel beautiful and I feel wonderful around him. I can be myself when I am with him and he thinks that I am great. He is himself around me too and I love that he won't change since we are together. We are who we are but we are together that's all. I love not only who he is but who I am when I am with him. Bless all u who are in a relationship. I hope you all are happy. Listen to your heart and make sure you don't change for the guy. Make sure you stay you and are comfortable. It's not worth going out with a guy that pressures you to do things, change for him, or sneak around. Be careful and make sure He doesn't make you get out of your comfort bubble. I have been through it and it is painful. It hurt me and stripped me bare of anything that mattered to me most. I wasn't happy and I wasn't feeling loved. Even though I was with Him I felt regected and used. Don't make the same mistake I made because it will haunt you forever. A guy is not worth the pai because you are important and nobody can tell you otherwize. ~Elizabeth

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susmita 37, Female, Hong Kong SAR - 4 entries

Nov 2006
9:49 AM GMT

well, its like life is going smooth finally without having to think much for a day at least idont have time or i dont try to. work is going great..its just like wat i wanted to do now or in the future, although money always matters...i have been reading a book named "Words of Wisdom from the Dalai Lama" siwangi bought it few months back...and its great..the words are amazing..they are so influential that anyone who is crest-fallen or needs to move ahead in life, this book would be a great gift.. i picked some quotes from the book and forwarded them to my friends...maybe some of them would feel being helped or some of them might feel optimistic(thats wat i expect).. wellwrite to u more from home..its almost time for me to leave and I might meet Prashant today i have to get Kurt Cobain's comic books from him..his life story is really sad hmm not sad his life is an injustice....maybe we could make a difference by reading or knowing abt him..lemme see...Aite!!!..cya

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Jane 58, Female, USA - 50 entries

Nov 2006
5:28 AM EDT

Yesterday’s big excitement for the day was that the online store to purchase the Heat and Eat meals is up and running. I had been having trouble getting the website online. I guess there was some technical problems with the IPS, RPS (???) routing #, I don’t know much about that part of the website. Well, I don’t really know much about anything about building a website but I am figuring it out. But the online store is working well (knock on wood). Now that we had the big sampling event we are waiting for the orders to roll in. In the mean time I am back to my cleaning project at the store. If anyone is in need of hundreds of Kotex from about 1950 let me know. I swear every corner I look in there is another box. Maybe in 1950 they were so modest that they had to hide the Kotex and they eventually just forgot about them. “Some people seek happiness……others create it” J

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milagros 36, Female, California, USA - 13 entries

Nov 2006
5:08 PM EDT

I think that is true because when you do not expressed your self. you just stuck there instead of say your feelings. For my own experience i expresed my self with my family and friends. i think that every person should expressed their feelings,

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BABYGIRL47 39, Female, South Carolina, USA - 3 entries

Nov 2006
4:09 AM EDT

well im new to tis but it is the day aftre my step daughter mom died she was murdered by her father it was so sad im mean she is 3 years old so she didnt understand she was asking what r they doing to mommy y isnt mommy moveing she understood mommy was sleeping but didnt know y she was laying in a box i mean how do u tell a 3 year old mommy isnt comming back???? its hard on her daddy to cause he cant do any thing for his baby cause she dont understand i would say im taking it ok now i mean the baby has spent more time with me than her mom but i can never replace her and i dont want to try eaither that was her mom i just want to be a friend to this baby i love her father to death so it wont matter i am soppse dto be marrying him next year so i still hope things will work out and i will also be able to adopt the baby as if she was my own well i will write back later

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sublettt30 70, Female, Texas, USA - 66 entries

Nov 2006
4:02 PM EDT

Its been a few days but I am still posting. Life has so many things that can take your time.

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bettyboxedin 35, Female, Canada - 24 entries

Nov 2006
1:06 PM CST

i cant take it much longer i am exuahsted from trying to make jordy and i work. i feel like he doesn't want me because he never takes the time to call me or even come one msn to talk to me. hell he doesn;t even make an effort to come over. i don't know what to do anymore suicide looks like my best opiton. i am so lonely and i go on these websites looking for some friends or some one to just hear me out.

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shae 32, Female, Texas, USA - 22 entries

Nov 2006
2:33 PM EDT

oh my GOD Race is so cute!! yeah totaly!!!! so last night was wednesday and we had the last basics meeting it was so much fun!! well not the last one there is a parent apresheasion night...any way after it was over race was like i want some more gold fishes cuz we had had those gold fish snack things with supper any way so we were all out side any way i went inside and grabed a hand full of them and started eating them in front of him and he was like "Katy" stop teasing me and came over and took some from me and then there were these paper bowls that race and keith had had food in out side any way race put his epty bowl under keiths bowl and then keith put them on my head and walked of well took them off of my head and smashed them on races!! and he picked it up and smashed it on my head and then i threw one at him and ashly walked by and i went to hand her my bottle of watter cuz race was like ok "WAR" and then i said oh wait i might need my watter and went to through it at race and ashly was all like do it do it and race was like no you wouldn't so i didn't and then race said hey miss talking to ashly and she was like do i look that old like a miss and i was like hey miss!! it was so much fun and there is more josh had brought his bike and race got on it with his mesed up leg! and was like ouch ouch as he rode it and then he kept going on and on about how hard the seat was!! and he was like here katy you sit on it and feall how hard it is and keith was like she dosent have...and race said yes she dose oh i'm not going there!! i just laghed and rode the bike for a minute. leslie spent the hole time in side so race could flirt with me and her not eaven know and gabi wasn't eaven there and neather was elisha or emily...so any way it was a blast so much fun i loved it and i wish it wasn't ending....but oh well.... i am in 4h and this saterday is the stock show and i am entering 3 pics..well i guess i should say bye so bye unsighned

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susmita 37, Female, Hong Kong SAR - 4 entries

Nov 2006
6:04 PM GMT

Mah Art World... A Doggiee for you... I sketched it only for YOU... I wish you could understand.....

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susmita 37, Female, Hong Kong SAR - 4 entries

Nov 2006
5:40 PM GMT

As The Dalai Lama has said "Tolerance and Compassion are not the signs of weakness, but the signs of strength", and I totally accept this fact. when you leanr to face something that has had great impact or that has had lots of influences in your life, its called STRENGTH. it is not that when you keep something deep down in your heart trying to let others know that its gone just gone..What has passed is Past, What you see ahead is your Future, So live for it! thats what I am trying to do, Tolerance, Patience and Compassion everything at a same time. *I keep you in mah HEART* @#A#C#I#D#B#U#R#N#@

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