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AguilarBaby 47, Female, Washington, USA - 50 entries

Nov 2006
11:55 AM PST

Well today we did not do a whole lot. We went to see your Aunt Roxane and Uncle Ruben. We let them know that we were expecting you and they are super excited. They are also having a little one of their own and she is due right around your due date (05-31-06). So you will have a cousin that is the same age as you...that would be real cool. Well that is enought for today...nothing big in the belly today. I love you and talk to you tomorrow. Love Always Mom & Dad

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stepstv 36, Female, California, USA - 19 entries

Nov 2006
3:15 PM EDT

Perfect love means to love the person you became happy with. For some people perfect love does not exist, for me I think it can if you can find the right person. For some people who are with some one they can say there love is perfect, because they are in love, but for others they can't because they are not. It all depends on the person and there partner. When you are in love nothing matters, like others may say your partner is ugly but you don't think so because you are in love. Not even money matters to a couple who are in love, so it is best to fall in love so after a few years you don't get tired of your partner and end up getting a divocors.

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stepstv 36, Female, California, USA - 19 entries

Nov 2006
3:12 PM EDT

Well I think no one is perfect, or nothing is perfect because ever one has to make a mistake once in there life, and if they don't then there are not human. When a person says I have every thing I wanted, then you know it is not true because ther has to be something that the person wants and can't get. There can not be a person who has everything, it is just not normal.

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stepstv 36, Female, California, USA - 19 entries

Nov 2006
2:55 PM EDT

Well I am a religous person and I learned that you should appreciate the things you have becauseyou never know when you can lose the thing or person, another thing is that if you apperciate what you have god may give you more blessings at least that is what I believe.

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Faithway2008 42, Female, Tennessee, USA - 7 entries

Nov 2006
12:37 PM EST

Christmas isn't trust about spending time with your family and friends.It is about Jesus that is what is really about on Christmas day.It is his birthday.

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TrulyMe88 37, Female, Colorado, USA - 188 entries

Nov 2006
8:43 PM MDT

damn so check this. how would you feel if the person that told you things like "If you let go and left me alone, I'd feel as if I lost my best friend as well as my girl." a couple months later got angry at you, got a new girl, and told you "I need to pray for you. I want to say it's your youth, but in all actuallity, it's your stubbornness. You don't want change. You don't have any understanding of the term patience nor understanding for that matter. I'm more pissed because you didn't meet the expectations you set for me. I think you're in denial. You need Jesus more than you do some nigga, but you're unwilling to accept that."?? The same person that said "Everything you've given of yourself did not go unseen. I appreciate you fighting it out with me and debating with me last night. Though I felt we were going in circles, you made it obvious that I need you. Gimme some time to show you how much. I wanna be the reason you smile again. I wanna make you laugh again. I know it's been a while, but I want to take your breath away." Later takes it back to say that you are nothing that he thought you was and tells you "When I said that all women are crazy...I was right. You've become icing to the cake."Well you know what after every night of tears after every single not of convincing myself this was best. The same that guy that told you he wouldn't hurt you, the same guy that said he accepted every flaw with grace because he knew that was just you. At one point in time he even said he loved your flaws. But to now hear him express such passionate disgust to you about you is sickening. To hear the hate in his voice and to know that the one thing you feared is to be true is heart wrenching. It feels you with more rage than ever before to know that you were willing to great lengths for this person, and he expressed the same to you including how much he truly cared about you, caring enough to cry over you, but now every word you ever uttered to him was worthless because he doesn't seem to understand. To be filled with the same "worldwind of emotion" when you supposedly "pushed her away to prevent from hurting her". I am now "intoxicated with anguish" you tried to prevent because you cared oh so much. I was left to fend for myself and I have learned a lot of lessons and as I am a complete individual I don't need a man thank you. Yes to go out with out physical consolement is harder than some may presume. But I have turned down more than one would think. But what would I waste my time explaining this to you? Maybe the same reason why you don't give a damn but felt the need to express how angry you were to me, because you love me. Well now I wonder is that the same love that used to possess your thoughts when you used to look at my myspace and say 'Damn she's gorgeous! How? Why? You know what .... ? God is great isn't he?' the same love that used to fill your heart when you prayed and thanked God for letting me into your life, the same love that gave you the feeling you had when you used to "love being on the phone with me. I was your Queen. Or at least you hoped to treat me like one one day. You called me retarded, lame & sometimes crazy. I said some silly stuff...a lot...which was usually followed by my trademark giggle. (It was beyond adorable (to you), I had no idea). You picked on me a lot, but you didn't mean it. I had better known it. We went over a multitude of different topics as I listen to my music & post bulletins. You sometimes would serenade me. And you knew you couldn't sing. But you put that past you, because you loved to sing.......to me*." OR is it now the love that you plan to give to your new significant other as you go about courting her as you once did me. I remember you once said "you couldn't call me a dime because I was worth more than change*"... have you tried that one on her yet. As I sit here I don't know whether to laugh or cry so I do neither as I am afraid that once again I will be at the beginning of where I once was when I was weak and cried as I attempted to wrap my mind around the concept you once said was something you needed to do for you, now it turns out you believe it is because of me. Boy oh boy have the tables turn. I was angry but I won't even allow myself to be enraged. I won't delete you from my myspace, yell at you, say rude things, or become a drama queen, there's no need to even vent. (I'm simply sharing the experience and showing women there is ways to overcome this typical situation.) I want to cry but I won't allow myself to indulge in the easy way out. I have worked to hard to get past that stage and I won't be pushed back or knocked down because of the spiteful things you said. I am too strong for that and I have grown past that, regardless of what you may think, by the way, I have grown. Something you are obviously blinded of by the exact same stubborness you claim that I am to have. As I sit here reminiscing over past notes, IM's, text messages and every other form of communication we welcomed. I have yet to regress. I am not angry, there may be a slight hint of bitterness. But I guess it's bitter sweet. In the end we realized I am not for you and you not for me, obviously by treating me the way you just did, apology or no apology. As you are happy so am I. I am content with my complete individuality and every complimentary in my life. Yes it was a slap in the face and I was so overwhelmed with rage it hurt. But as I sit here writing this I realize I am far from angry. I am something but I am unsure of what. God works in mysterious ways. I will say if nothing else it was definitely an experience. And I kept thinking that there were these lessons you were suppose to be teaching me but now I realize this had nothing to do with you. I learned on my own, when you abandoned me I was left to do it alone, and today, right now, I finally see the truly bigger picture! This is bigger than "women being a thorn in your side", bigger than you thinking that I need to a man to fufill my sexual urges you seem to think I can't sustain, bigger than you coming to unrealistic realizations, even bigger than us knowing that we weren't meant to be. In all actuality, this is larger than life. (everything in quotations came DiRECTLY from his mouth) *changed from present to past tense.and the .... is in replace of this persons name. this is what i posted on myspace. i still love vern more than anything in the world and for him to say all this hurts like hell. how could he. why? maybe that's how he felt all along. it was just game that i fell for. but you know what since that's how he feels i need to just let it go. focus on kelvin and it will all go away!

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sweetcakes100 51, Female, California, USA - 26 entries

Nov 2006
7:56 AM EDT

How was everybody's Thanksgiving? I want to hear everybody's shout out!

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Jane 58, Female, California, USA - 50 entries

Nov 2006
5:31 AM EDT

November 27, 2006 Bowling, bowling, bowling – that’s what Saturday night was all about. We had our annual Ladies Bowling Extravaganza at the 11th Frame. I do have to say that since last year everyone has really stepped up their bowling skills. We had a high score of 174 this year!!! I think maybe less pregame beverages were consumed this year and everyone was on their game this year. Every year we have had a special hat that has to be worn when someone gets a gutter ball. This year we changed it up a bit and we had a hat for everyone to wear. When you bowled a gutter ball you had to go and pick a bag that had a hat inside. Needless to say some of the hats were pretty crazy!!! If you then got a strike you could exchange your hat with any other person you wanted. It took until about the middle of our second game of bowling and everyone had a hat one!!! It was quite a sight. J

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55crusader 33, Female, Missouri, USA - 19 entries

Nov 2006
4:16 PM EDT

HELLO EVERYONE I HAVE A STORY FOR YOU AND I ASK THAT YOU PLEASE READ IT AND TELL ME YOUR THOUGHTS ON IT I REALIZE IT MIGHT BE A LITTLE CONFUSING BECAUSE I KICKED THE LAWS OF PROPER SENTENCE STRUCTURE AND PUNCTUATION TO THE SIDE BUT PLEASE JUST TRY YOUR BEST AND POST YOUR THOUGHTS NO MATTER HOW MEAN--- as she peaked out she heard voices then she heard the door close again and she crept down the hall and quickly dressed and gathered her stuff so that she wouldn't be embarrased when she got to meet this mystery man and i'm sure that to most people it might seem strange that she was so interested in her sister's suiter but the thing is that she had moved in with her sister almost six months ago and a lot the times when she came to her apartment building there was a different car parked in the spot (the parking spot that is given to them by their building for all their parking needs) and the door was closed when she got in sometimes the door was still closed when she got up and remained that way until she left but most of the time her sister was and whoever was her man of choice was gone to this was the first time that she would be able to actually see one of them and no matter how strange it was to others she had made it a goal for herself anyway when she stepped out into the hall the door was just opening and she ducked back into her room because she wanted to see him before he saw her so she listened as the footsteps came closer then when they were a couple feet away she tried to quietly slip out but her shoe got stuck on the rug and she tripped and fell face first and her breath was literally taken away but not because of the fall it was taken away because when she looked up she was looking into the face a familiar face with dark blue eyes and smooth skin with a mop of dark brown almost black curls and she couldn't believe that her boyfriend was standing there her initial reaction was relief because they had had a fight the other night and she was hoping that he would stop by to try to patch things up and then it slowly started to sink in what he was doing here they stared at eachother for a few more seconds that seemed like hours and he finally spoke up and said are you okay and for a moment she was confused because why would she be okay when she just saw her boyfriend come from her sister's room where he had undoubtedly been all night then she felt a sharp pain in her knee and realized she was still on the floor she quickly got up and gathered her things and ran out the door when she was about halfway down the hall she heard her sister call her name but she couldn't stop wouldn't stop especially for that evil witch so she jumped into the elevator before it closed and sat there for a second before she started to panic---anyway that's all i got for now and i'll try to right more later but just tell me your reaction so far and be as hard as you can with your critique

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dee23 54, Female, United Kingdom - 170 entries

Nov 2006
7:45 PM GMT

i'm sick do death of the education dept still i'm ready for round two with them. not much else to say today so i wont i might add somthing latter

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