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Smilez 58, Female, Ohio, USA - 271 entries

Nov 2006
7:39 PM EST

Today I was actually off work. I couldnt believe it. I pulled out my Christmas decorations and for some reason I just wasn't into decorating tonight.I had to push my body to do the work. I don't want the Christmas blues to hit me. But its tough making it on my own with three girls. I have to stay positive and cherry for them.

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Pamela[[adores gage]]♥ 33, Female, Texas, USA - 5 entries

Nov 2006
6:34 PM CST

Well it's early yet again and I am in Hamlin at my uncle dee's. He's asleep on the couch, and I am sitting here missing Gage! I wish I could talk to him, and I can't wait until Monday so i can see him at school. Tonight was better than I thought. I saw my cousin Jeffery whom I haven't seen In what feels like forever. I saw my nanny's sister, and a bunch of other people I didn't know and their little kids. Tomorrow I am supposed to go to Jeffery's house for Thanksgiving. There is supposed to be like 35 people there and only like 10 i am kin to. oh well, i guess i'll act like im having fun so they won't hate me. I'm kind of tired but I can't sleep. I guess I can wait 'till my cousin Tye gets home and play some Xbox with him but i don't know when he will be home. i guess i am going to go to bed and i will post later! <3Pamela

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jleigh09 38, Female, United Kingdom - 35 entries

Nov 2006
11:23 PM WEDT

havnt been on a while havnt had chance to use the comp my dad and bro always on it on e-bay looking at motorbikes and watchingt he bids to keep in leed god boys and there toys. havnt realy been doing alot have been over stevens the last few night his mum is in southampton for the week she lives in devon it was realy nice to see her and her see tyler she not seen him for 6 months he god big. she goes home saturday. we all had a laugh i met stevens brother andrew aswell he is lovely i love him he is only 14 but he has a fantastic sense of humour and is just so easy to talk to i loved him and so did tyler he kept laughing at him. me and steven are getting on great at the mo every minute i am with him i feel on cloud 9 i just feel so fullfilled and happy i just am so lucky i just wish that i was as happy with myself but hopefully i will one day feel confidant and be proud to be me again.

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Jane 58, Female, Texas, USA - 50 entries

Nov 2006
5:13 AM EDT

Tonight my family will get together and celebrate Thanksgiving. We started having our dinner on Wednesday night to alleviate the stress of having 2, sometimes more, places to go on Thanksgivings. I think that Thanksgiving has become one of my favorite holidays. Not because of a love for turkey but because of its meaning. Giving thanks for what we have. I will admit that in my past I have spent more time worrying about the things that I did not have and not giving enough thanks for the things I did have. I have found out in the last year that it really is not the “things” that make you happy. When I left my house in Milwaukee and all my “things” went into storage I was very sad. But you know, I was okay with out them. If you would have told me 2 years ago that I would be living in a small 1 bedroom apartment with no closet space, rotting out windows, no washer and dryer, a malfunctioning toilet and right next door to my parents store I would not have thought those were ideal conditions. Well, they probably still are not ideal but I’m okay with it. It seems that my happiness is coming from other sources and not from my physical surroundings. I am truly thankful that I have come to this realization. I have heard people say many time that money cannot buy happiness but truthfully I did not believe that!!! I don’t really know that it can’t but I do know I really to not need a lot of “stuff” to be content. So this year I am especially thankful for all I have – health and happiness. J

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shejustloves 49, Female, Minnesota, USA - 24 entries

Nov 2006
2:19 AM CST

It has been a long time since I have written. My husband and I are doing alright now but I know this will never be the marriage I hoped to have unless he gets help with his drinking. I know that he won't get help while I am there and with no kids in the picture there is little reason to stay. I am not ending the marriage just yet because people do change. But I have set my own plans into motion time for my to stop waiting for life to happen to me and make it happen.

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AguilarBaby 47, Female, Washington, USA - 50 entries

Nov 2006
11:13 AM PST

Today your Dad and I are getting ready to go and visit our family in San Antonio, Texas. It was a long day at work but we have alot to do to get ready. You seem to be doing fine no feelings today. I love you and talk to you later. Love Always Mom & Dad

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cyborchikgrl 31, Female, Georgia, USA - 5 entries

Nov 2006
1:18 PM EDT

why o why did it have to b true?! my bf drake never emails me. never. even tho he nos i love it when he does.ne ways, i always have to say its not true its not true, so i wont get too excited!how harsh on me

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Danigirlworm 33, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 6 entries

Nov 2006
12:28 PM EDT

Falling in love with someone i just met i cant help but wonder if it will last. wanting to be with him and never let him go but yet i am still afraid to let go of my guard. the way he wraps his arms around me and holds me, not to tight,not to close,but gentle and right makes me tremble deep inside. The way he softly kisses me,not to hard,not to fast,not to opened mouth,but gentle and soft makes me melt into his kiss.. the way he smiles,the way he laughs,the way he looks into my eyes i just cant bring myself to turn away. the way he comforts me,the way he tells me it will be okay,i cant help but smile through it all. the way he runs his fingers through my hair i cant help but relax and fall into a deep state of trance. so relaxed, so touched, so moved, so much better thoughts nothing bad. what has happend to the cold dark side of me? whom knows....

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SquishE16 35, Female, Massachusetts, USA - First entry!

Nov 2006
11:20 AM EDT

Not doing much right now. Just waiting for Thanksgiving to come. I got out of school early so I have had nothing too do all day.

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forgotten 35, Female, United Kingdom - 17 entries

Nov 2006
11:46 AM ACST

hallelujah - imogen heap, such a moving song... feel so empty tonight, grandads leaving in 3 days... guna be so argh just so horrible thinking tha it may be the last time... i know it may not be, but who knows? hes 76 and i just have a feelin it is the last time, and i just hate this gut feeling i have! its just like i dont want to have any regrets..i had it last time with my nan i can remember it exactly, it was the day i got home from holiday with claire from south of france last year, and my nan came in hugged me at the beginnin however i had such a terrible cold, and after she had dinner with us all tha evenin she was really quiet... she just listened to all my stories...and she said to my mum she felt tired and my mum said stay... but my nan bein who she was wanted to get home... and wen she called me down to say gdbye, i said i wont kiss you nan because i have a really bad cold... and i didnt kiss her and ever since then im jsut worried ill make a mistake like that that will stop me not doin somethin wen its the last itme i could do it...

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