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shae 32, Female, Texas, USA - 22 entries

Dec 2006
4:27 PM EDT

Well were back I had a blast we did so much fun stuff while in romania and in germany i am soooo glad that my mom didn't go cuz that would of ruiend the trip sirin was our intermiter he speeks 4 languages and was a really cool guy paul was fun to have on the trip but judy was way to slow for things and had know buisness on a trip like this. the people are really poor over there they on avarage make like 150 dollars a month and stuff is not cheeper over there than it is over here Seth got his 2 front botom teeth while i was gone and did i already say that i HATE my mom oh i didn't well let me say it again there is nothing she can do to make me love her ever again I HATE her she tries really hard to make my life like misrable she says she dosn't she just needs my help yeah to do her stupied stuff for her GOD i HATE her why did i get her for a mother oh i feall realy sorry for seth becouse he still has all of his like ahead of him to live with her it was really nice to get away from her for almost 2 hole weeks hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate her

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MsErin 45, Female, Canada - 10 entries

Dec 2006
11:40 AM PST

Welcome to round 2. So, since the second I found out I was pregnant again, I've been doing my very best to pretend that this is not the same fucking crap all over again. However, with each little thing this asshole does, it becomes painfully obvious that I have just stepped right in it again. All I need now is for him to get mad and go out drinking and we have Paddy in a nut shell. I have a bit of a pattern forming. First everything is great, so we get pregnant. Then I get beat up. Then he swears off alcohal. (That's the part we're at right now). And then we get in a fight and he goes out and gets shit-faced. The part after that isn't bad, I have a baby and absorb my life with being a mom and don't even notice that I live with a prick. Then once the baby is a year old, my mind clears a bit and I realize that this is dumb. So, the question is: Do I leave now? Or do I just do the whole cycle? Or (here's my new idea) do i push this farther and get married? (which guarantees that I get something out of it this time) Since I am in no position to go anywhere right now, and I already tried the second option, that leaves me with getting married. Dum dum dum-dum. Yes, it is. Anyways, the douche is back, later.

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AguilarBaby 47, Female, Washington, USA - 50 entries

Dec 2006
8:18 AM PST

Well today was a real busy day we went to go get groceries 40 min away and then it took us like 2 1/2 hours to shop and then we had to drive back so it was like 4 hours in total. You were very much tired and were telling me that b/c my belly was really tight and alot of pressure was building up but nothing too bad. I just told your Dad that I had to relax so I came home and tried to relax and then we went to bed. By the way I bought a heart monitor so that I can hear you and send your little heartbeat to your Grandmas in Texas. I tried it but I could not find you but I will keep trying. Well that is it for today...I love you and talk to you tomorrow....Love Mom & Dad

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xdyingxinsidex 33, Female, Texas, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
10:06 PM CST

what is love for ME love is when you wake up and think of that person FIRST and then your day...when you feel like you have to call them just to tell them i love you and even if they don't say it back you feel better just knowing that they know When you love somebody so much it hurts when you just cant get that person out of your head and when its over. . you wish them the best because U know what you had and if it is never overYou know it was TRUE LOVE and no matter how much U try to quit thinking about that person you can'twhen that person says they love you and U feel like you are floating and nothing can bring you down and if something does all you have to do is think of that person and you will be the HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD when no one else's opinion matters about that person because YOU KNOW U LOVE HIM and as much as you want people to approve. . . U really don't care when you hope it will last forever this is dedicated to someone who used to be a good person that i loved very much . . .but he changed for the worse. .. now i hope he gets on with his life just fine without me being ANY part in it comment me ♥Paige

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Briana Needs Love 36, Female, California, USA - 10 entries

Dec 2006
11:48 AM EDT

Moms not being in the "christmas spirit" what so ever. try being a BITCH. fuck its just annoying the shit that she says sometimes she tell me that im not going to take care of the things that i need to take care of and hellooo im going to i told her that they would get done and there going to get done. why she always feels the need to nag on me all the time i dont understand but i guess there are a lot of things in life that i cant understand!!! anyways though trouble in boy land is shaping up and looking good thank god! lol but anyways ill probly post tomorrow CHRISTMAS EVE and monday CHRISTMAS DAY!!!!!!1 im so excted for presents its unbelievable!!!!!!<3333

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Spiritual One 58, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries

Dec 2006
11:20 AM EDT

Thank you God for you are the reason my world is beautiful! You are the reason I can go on through some of the most difficult things in life, knowing you are by my side and you are guiding me with your loving hands....Thank you!

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AcousticWinter 34, Female, Arizona, USA - 23 entries

Dec 2006
8:26 PM EDT

She took the razor to her wrist. The date was December 22, 2003, three years ago today. After the horrors she had witnessed that night, she didn't want to go on. She cut several deep cut into her wrist. She cut so deep, she could see the bone. Blood poured from her wrist as she weakly took the blade in her other had and cut the opposite wrist just as deep. Tears streaked down her cheeks. She had just watched her best friend die in front of her. It had happened before but this time, it pushed her over the edge. There had been so many...too many. This time, she was joining them. Just the way Deseree had. She immediately passed out, blood covering the tile floor, razor blade in hand. She hadn't expected to live through it. That was the last thing she had planned. She woke up hours later. She was surrounded by blood and she felt weak. She looked at her aching wrists and her cuts were gone. the only thing left were a few tiny scars. Now, three years later, she still wonders how and why she lived through that. She lived through her own death and it is still bothering her. Every 22nd of December, she realizes it's been another year that she escaped death and another year that she's left blind.....

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storminorma 64, Female, Florida, USA - 34 entries

Dec 2006
8:30 AM EDT

I guess 46 years of life, and I still remember things when I was just two years old,(YES IT'S TRUE! I never tell a lie!) my life experiences have taught me many lessons..I understand them better as time goes on. Maybe maturity gives me a different perspective on happenings in the past. Life is a constant learning process, and we are supposed to enjoy the journey, good experiences and bad too! I hope to "experience and learn" at least to my eighties!! Then I'll die a truly happy and fullfilled woman!

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CrazyPrincess26 34, Female, Florida, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
5:25 PM EDT

Been busy latelty. Really dont get on here as much......

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girlalwaysonthemove 34, Female, Utah, USA - 17 entries

Dec 2006
4:43 PM EDT

look at people good and not bad it will came in life great!!

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