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chanduliar 45, Female, Texas, USA - 16 entries

Jan 2007
4:31 PM CST

I really just don't understand why us girls are the way we are to one another. i really hope i might get some feeed back on this. OK ... I have the group/click/ whateva you call it And the oneI been friends with the longest is and has been acting really really weird. She doesnt come to my house when I here only when my cuzin here. She doesn't answer my calls but is nice as hell when she is in front of me. If we have problem with one another but are smeemingly small why don't we just say something I knoqw I would. So I already did that and she make excuse that make no since like "I never had a problem" like really what is up. Even my cuzin acts like she knows about it but doesn't speak. I been pondering this all day.

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smb 50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Jan 2007
3:09 AM MST

CN came over yesterday (sunday) for church. It was good to see him again (its been a long time, almost 2 weeks) He and I went to Stranger book study and then came home and watched a movie. I have been so sick! I got antibiotics on Friday (3 days). I had a bad sore throat Thurs-Sun. but last night my my sore throat got better and my head cold got much worse. I can't breath and I keep having these coughing fits choking up some phleme. AGH! Makes trying to sleep tough. My head and nose is so congested! Anyway, CN and I watched a movie called The Last Kiss. There was a guy in there who was unsure of his relationship and couldn't commit. We talked about me and my issues. I cried and told him that I do love him but the reason I can't love him whole-heartly is because what I really want is my husband back! I'd take Donnie back before CN or anyone! Poor CN. He delcared his love for me and the boys and just wants to be loved and he totally deserves the best. It was good to cry and greive over DB and CN was there to see me and hold me and try to greive with me. THis morning he took the boys to Janes and I took the day off! I really am sick!

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uns3ttl3d 38, Female, New York, USA - 57 entries

Jan 2007
5:46 AM EDT

dude i am so hungry but the cafe is closed and i am hungry but i am unhappy and i just want mind-altering drugs. my life isnt hard, but it is for me. i have no patience or tolerance for anything these days. im talking to my sister online!

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hawaiianchick 30, Female, Florida, USA - 3 entries

Jan 2007
5:11 PM EDT

Hey, my name is hawaiianchick! This sight seems pretty cool so I thought I would try it out! Pretty cool so far!

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tricia216 48, Female, Georgia, USA - 2 entries

Jan 2007
5:04 PM EDT

"I made this letter longer than usual because I lack the time to make it short." - Pascal

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buttercup68 57, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Jan 2007
1:18 PM MST

I am a member of this speaking club and right now, I just don't have the time to spare an hour a week. I sound very ridiculous, it's only an hour of my lunch break as compared to the benefits I'll reap. I think I am losing interest ... I need to re-focus and ask myself what my ulterior motive was when I first joined the group. And whether that motivation still exists ? Does this club still has a purpose for my life ?

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aini 58, Female, Singapore - 4 entries

Jan 2007
6:13 AM EST

Well this is the third week of school for the new year.. Wow... how time flies.. I feel that despite the buziness of school, I actually enjoy every minute of my day in school, interacting with the pupils and making learning fun for them. God has blessed me with a wonderful family and friends and I can't thank HIM enough for what I've been given. Every day I read in the papers about the tragedies that happened around the globe, people dying from natural disasters like flood, earthquake, and those who are waiting for their death from a cronic medical condition, and old age. Sometimes I compare my life with those in destitute and I actually wonder what problems do I have that can be compared to them..... So God thank you for all the blessings you've showered on me n my family. And to all the others out there, my prayers go out to you...may God give u the strength to face the hardship. Remember...God does not test u beyond your strength...coz he loves all of us.

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640191 37, Female, California, USA - 11 entries

Jan 2007
3:07 PM EDT

I can't wait until the 14th of Feb. I hope this year will come out better then last year really!! I want to have things better between me and my boyfriend and only hope to get more closer together and work our way through the hard times. By all means all these lame people who are around and try to bring me down. And the best idea would be to not talk to those or be among them.

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MariPanda 31, Female, Nevada, USA - 17 entries

Jan 2007
11:31 AM PDT

Mood: Pouty Last entry, I typed about not taking celebrity crushes seriously. (Because it's never gonna happen anyway, right? -scowls-) Sam Concepcion is a guy that can sing, dance, and act. Triple threat. Then there are rumors going around that he is already off the market! How rude! I.Am.Upset.About.This. Yes, you may think that I need to forget about it and chill. But I'm a teenage girl. This kind of thing comes.......naturally? -sigh- Why me??? I get straight As, I do my chores, I've been a good girl; how can I possibly deserve this kind of treatment in my lovelife??? LOL. Just kidding. I had to put that out ;) Anyways.........despite my saddness, I congratulate that lucky girl who gets to be with Sam. (Kill, KILL!) -ahem- Yeah, I truly do. Really. -silence- OK, maybe I don't. If you'll excuse me, I have a scheduled trip to Lala Land that cannot be missed. Good day.

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oconfessionario 40, Female, North Carolina, USA - 8 entries

Jan 2007
1:02 PM EDT

Today is just not going the way I wanted it too. I was successful in finding a pair, no, two pair of sneakers and got some workout pants and mousse at Target with Nyssa but for some reason, this day just doesn't feel fulfilling. Now I am trying to get my room cleaned up and organized before I have to babysit tonight and classes start tomorrow. I was talking to Nyssa about the things I don't really like about living with a room-mate. And I really don't like to even think about those things, because I know how lucky I am to live where I do, and that Kelly is so nice, even though I do have a few pet peeves, which I'm sure she does too. And also, I think last night eating that burrito, it was too much food, and then the crackers, I'm just wondering what possesses me to eat so much in 1 setting. And I know what it is--duh, boredom! Of course I didn't think of that before. I should have just read my book and went to bed, but no I ate pbj crackers instead. I did also find a coat too, which I'm really excited about! So really, I'm all set to get started working out now. The coat is on it's way, I've got workout pants and shoes, and I can start walking again! Also when I was talking to Nyssa I just realized how much I want to help her adopt a healthier attitude towards things and you just can't do that for someone, they have to come to things on their own. I just don't want to discourage her by my own progress, whether good or bad. And I don't want to get sucked back into the mindset of letting my environment and who I'm with control me, because it doesn't. I think that's why I'm happiest and healthiest when I'm spending a lot of time on my own, and I'm constantly working or sticking to a schedule. I am glad that I am babysitting for the Harts again tonight. And I am going to make good (for the second time) on not eating everything in sight, and esp. staying away from sugars which I know are the worst things I could eat right now. Today my little temptations card is really not going to get filled up so far. I've eaten so much... 2 eggs, 2 pckts oatmeal at bfast 1/2 burrito, salsa, 1/2 c butter beans 1 c. rice chex, 2 c. 2% organic milk 1 english muffin, 2 tbs peanut butter Woah. I do feel encouraged to be a good role model for Nyssa though. I want to start walking right away, tomorrow morning. God, please help me to make good on these goals. I'm sorry I was ignoring your guidance when I was eating earlier today. I let the beast get to me again today. But I know that I will win because I could feel it today, that you are going to help me. I'm going to finish cleaning up, start a load of laundry, and then get all the garbage out of my car. Tomorrow, I'm going to get up at 7, walk around the neighborhoods from 7:30 to 8:30 or so, or go to the gym. Then I'll have time to shower from 9 until 10 and eat breakfast, and then make it to class at 1050. I have Bio and Lab tomorrow. I'm kind of nervous too, about talking to someone and figuring out what the hell I'm going to do about graduating. It's scary to think that I have to decide all this, well before May gets here. Yikes! But I really trust that God will give me the guidance, and he's going to help me find out what I'm doing this summer. I keep going back and forth with the bookselling thing, and right now it's back. Alright, time to get productive.

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