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        mmmCheetos  36, Female, Georgia, USA - 2 entries
    30
    May 2007
    10:42 AM AEST
       

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        AcousticWinter  34, Female, Arizona, USA - 23 entries
    29
    May 2007
    7:42 PM EDT
       

    I am extremely intimidated by you. Everytime I think of the past... I think about little secrets I never told you. Things that seemed like nothing at the time now seem to have inflated into something huge. I feel guilty for not telling you then. (And No... it's not what you think.) I feel guilty when I see the scars you caused and don't know about... yeah... they're going away. But the emotional scars you have caused will forever remain. I am afraid of you. I am afraid because I love you too much and I'm scared to death of losing you. I want to tell you everything that's been going on but I'm afraid of what you'll say to me. If you knew, you'd want to drop contact with me. I'd rather drop contact myself... erase myself from your life forever. I can't handle your heatbreak anymore. I can't handle you anymore. It's not that easy. People like Anna, Luis, Ray, and Ren would take years to forget but you... you were my first real love. You were the only person I could ever see myself with in five... ten... fifteen... fifty years. You were my everything. I'd have to completely erase the memory of the past three (almost four) years of my life in order to ever possibly try to forget you. You have been everything to me these past three years. You have been in every journal entry... every poem... every story... every picture... every pill... and every scar. I can't help but think of you every second of every day... and I can't help but worry just as long. I don't want to worry about you anymore. I don't want to waste my life on something that can never be. I'll tell you again that I'm scared to death of you... scared to death of losing you. I love you too much and I worry too much. I hope this explains it a little better. It's time. If you love someone, you'll let them go.. I love you.
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        Catdevil  34, Female, Illinois, USA - 8 entries
    29
    May 2007
    7:06 AM EDT
       

    whats up i went camping it was sooooo fun!!!! we went down the fox river capsized, lost our clothes it was fun i said u know u love us to mike and he just looked down and smiled and pat put an effing worm in my hair dude it was gross but cool
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        heartbreak2007  37, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 27 entries
    29
    May 2007
    7:01 AM EDT
       

    Its our Last day of school For SENIORS at CARLISLE HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    I am so stinking happy that it is the last day. this year went so stinking fast and yeah. Well I won't be on a lot so I hope things go good.
    ASH
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        shadow  63, Female, Washington, USA - 2 entries
    29
    May 2007
    3:53 AM EDT
       

    Well, today is a nursing day, Rhino is sick and so it is a good oppertunity to test the charcoal and flax poultice for the cellulitis in his leg. I also got him to drink some vitamin water. For a man with an "EXCESSIVE" lifestyle this is progress. Went to see Pirates 3, pretty good movie. I haven't watched so many movies in all my life in such a short period of time. I think I'm in danger of "media overdose" because although the movie was good, I found myself getting very irritated with the repetious themes played out across yhe genre board. Watched "Deja Vu" and it was VERY interesting. Some very enlightening theories played out in that one. To excercise my prompt to take one photo a day, I think I'll upload one photo a day and start from there. My process may change as time goes on, but I'm confident that I will find the method that blends and flows most smoothly.
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        tracy  55, Female, China - 48 entries
    30
    May 2007
    5:57 AM H
       

    大宝童言

    有些事情，父母总觉得很难（或者是很怕）给孩子解释，所以生怕孩子哪一天突然问起。其实，孩子的眼中，自有她自己理解和逻辑。
    今天带宝宝在花园里看瓢虫，突然，大宝说：妈妈，你看这里有两只瓢虫在交换！我不解地走过去看，原来是'交配'。于是，我只好打马虎眼的说：哦。。。可是，人家马上给我解释说：是瓢虫爸爸和瓢虫妈妈在相亲相爱呀！我？￥·#%%。。。随后人家还十分认真地告诉我，一定不是两个爸爸，否则就生不了瓢虫宝宝了！这样的孩子算不算早熟？
    估计大宝的情商还可以。母亲节期间，他听到收音机里的一句：爱要大声说出口，她马上回过头来对我说：妈妈我爱你！我当时好感动。这两天开始家里有蚊子了，我用扇子给她扇蚊子。她乖乖的看着我说：妈妈，天热的时候我也可以给你扇扇子，那样你就凉快了。我问她，天冷了怎么办？她马上就回答说：你一定要盖好被子，别着凉！这么体贴的孩子，我满意了！
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        ilovegaarakun  35, Female, Virginia, USA - 10 entries
    29
    May 2007
    5:45 PM EDT
       

    today was rather uneventful. although i did get to chill with Sorian this afternoon, which was interesting. as always. my baby rats are becoming stronger and more independant by the day. they're even beginning to show signs of opening their eyes soon! i can't wait. i wonder what colors their coats will be? i do hope at least one of them is white. i love those. but anyway, i won't be attending school tomorrow because i am a horrible excuse for a human being and a practicing procrastinator. and this is indeed the unfortunate truth. my english teacher is, however, quite senile. so with some luck, i just may get away with turning my project in a few class periods late. ugh. i am indeed pathetic. shoot me.

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    please.
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        Jocelyn  55, Female, Taiwan - 13 entries
    28
    May 2007
    11:42 PM EDT
       

    Got a comment from Keb. A far away stranger but I believe she's a nice person. We seem to have the same age, but totally different life. She mentioned that she got a tattoo, a Chinese chacter, and I wonder what the word it would be.
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        tracy  55, Female, China - 48 entries
    29
    May 2007
    11:21 PM H
       

    患得患失

    这个月在家炒股的业绩远远落后于大盘。自我反省，就是自己太患得患失。这次的大牛市里，受益最多的都是那些新股民。他们不曾经历过熊市，没有拥有之后再失去的感受，所以，十分大无畏的往里冲，结果就赚了！而我和老爸都经过大熊市，看到过30多块的股票跌到几块钱，所以，每每见好就收，落袋为安。可惜，真正落在袋子外面的才是大钱。55555555555：-（

    生活中好多事情都是如此。记得2年前，我十分厌倦了那份我做了13年的工作，可是要转行，就很难下决心。毕竟这份工作我已做到了较高的位置，从新开始心理上的压力实在是很大。而那些小孩子们很轻易就可以决定换份工作，而且说不定还真找到了更适合自己的。 幸好我后来怀上了二宝，才有决心放弃。的确，不舍不得，否则怎么能有现在这样满意的心态。

    有一些大龄女孩也有类似的问题。年轻的时候，追求的人多，可自己要求更高。等慢慢的，自己年龄大起来了，发现可以挑的余地不大了，却发现曾经追求自己的还过得去的人选，早已不available了。这时候，降低要求，总有些心不甘，可是继续追求，又显得希望渺茫。还不如早些时候'落袋为安'了呢！可是真'落袋为安'的人，是否也像我现在炒股一样，后悔没有'追高持有'呢？

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        Jessy5211  35, Female, Ohio, USA - 22 entries
    29
    May 2007
    10:46 AM EDT
       

    Yesterday was Memorial Day. I went swimming. Got Crunk/fucked up. Umm....It was funn...I am so going home and taking a long nap. I've been yawning non-stop since first period. It is very hott outside today, and i wonder if we are working. Probably, so i can go have a heat stroke. 10 minutes left of school. Tomorrow is seniors last day and they only have a half day so that sux. I can'twait til i get a car so i can fuckindrivemyself around. But heyy oh well i deal til i call my dad and bitch at himabout me having to"walk" everywhere even tho i really dont! And today was pretty good except for a few incidents i'd rather not explain at this moment so maybe later PACYE !@#$%^&*()

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