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        vjaychowdhary  44, Male, India - 245 entries
    09
    Aug 2007
    4:46 AM I
       

    New Delhi: In an ultimatum to Kapil Dev and others who have, or wish to, join the ICL, the BCCI today made it loud and clear: 'If you are not with us, you are against us'.
    In a meeting at the board president Sharad Pawar's residence in the capital, the BCCI sought to uphold an individual's right to choose but with a rider: choose between us or them.
    ''It is every individual's right to decide whether he wishes to associate with the BCCI or any other organisatison,'' said BCCI vice-president Rajiv Shukla, reading out a statement after the meeting.
    ''However, if he associates himself with any other organisation, he will not be able to derive any benefits from the BCCI or be associated with any of its activities,'' he added.
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        vjaychowdhary  44, Male, India - 245 entries
    09
    Aug 2007
    4:42 AM I
       

    LONDON : India wicket-keeper Mahendra Singh Dhoni is confident there will be no repeat of the unsporting behaviour which overshadowed the second Test when his side face England in the series finale starting at The Oval here on Thursday.
    Some of the shine of India's seven-wicket win at Trent Bridge, which put them 1-0 up in the three-match series, was taken off by a series of ill-tempered episodes.
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        nodeadends  19, Female, New York, USA - 29 entries
    08
    Aug 2007
    4:11 PM EDT
       

    I like the combination of the two colors reminds me of fire sort of. Back to that chick. I cant avoid her, our children go to the same daycare. In addtion to this we live less than a block away from each other. I can stand in the front of my house and see her apartment building. So why is she pressing up on me like this? Princess is acting needy and making me want to slap the shit out of her little bony ass. she obviously has me confused for curtis. I talked to Tony , same ol' shit as usual. Bet he was suprised when he asked for some ass and I told him I need some money. And I wasnt talking about penny change! Yes I need the money, however I dont make a habit of asking men for money. Especially one"s that I have an established "relationship with. Recently he was suprised when I told him he was shallow. Had the nerve to ask me what that meant! He so narrow minded as well as transparent. Can he dress up his requests, or disguise as something more pleasant than a quick fuck at some sleazy hotel. That I will not name, because alot of hoes and tricks frequent the place. I do not want anybody to we go there. Not often but we do.
    Princess doesnt adapt to change well she just pissed on herself again. Frustrating very frustrating thats all... I guess I will find something else do with my time. Now that I have pretty much splattered my brain here. For now its empty. No more mindless raving or banter;
    Til the next time journal :):)
    Tags: Unfucking Real Part II
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        jen18  26, Female, South Dakota, USA - 5 entries
    08
    Aug 2007
    8:58 PM A
       

    sure whatever
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        nodeadends  19, Female, New York, USA - 29 entries
    08
    Aug 2007
    3:50 PM EDT
       

    I dont believe this chick just sent her daughter down here to ask me for ten dollars. That is very ungrateful on her part. How about the fact that she didnt earn the money, she was suppose to watch my kids while I was at work. When I came home the boys were no where in her sight. She was in the house, while they played outside alone. First she called, I toldher basically I couldnt talk right now, so she sends her kid down here. As if I am going to try to avoid her. How soon she forgets who washed her dirty ass clothes, who's food she and her greedy mini norbit daughter's ate! Obviously she cant recall when she didnt have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of. I am the one who took from her kids to make sure them damn kids of hers and her man ate.
    People like her make it hard for people like me to be kind to them. I guess its true no good deed goes unpunished. I am going to give her ten dollars then cut her loose. She has a man, I dont. Everything I get comes from one source me. He needs to get off his sorry ass and make it happen for sure. A few times she tried to out wait me to see if I was going to feed my kids during her visit. Cause she knows that if Iam feeding mine Iam going to do the same for hers. I won the waiting game,my kids were pissed even though I told them before hand hows shit was going down.
    I need an outlet or an outing one or the other. zay left, this is just a pit stop for her. when she is hungry or tired of doin whatever she does she comes here. Why does she stop? Keep truckin is what I want to tell her quite often. you know so damn much, then know how to get on a straight grind and handle your shit! "Princess" Just woke up with damn whining that grates on my nerves Its worse than finger nails scraping against a chalkboard or a balloon.
    I need a vacation, where would I go? Somewhere were kids are prohibited . That big dummy just had her daughter call me again. She is not only slow but ignorant. Chasing me down for ten dollars like a crack head needing a hit. Why isnt she woman enough to ask me for herself? I think she thinks because of the stuff I do: and the little I have that I possess a money tree that I can pick tens and twenties off of at my leisure. Dumb Cunt. So hw
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        charlax  71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries
    08
    Aug 2007
    12:41 AM MST
       

    GOD has made the JESUS he tooKmy suffering
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        BrianaLovesYou  31, Female, Illinois, USA - 9 entries
    08
    Aug 2007
    3:39 PM EDT
       

    well today i was wit kelly diana maria and jess. we went to pizza platter. it was sooo much funn.then it startd raining. now yuri is going to pickk me up. cuz im going to babysitt danny && alex. but i think im goin to call aj [hotty]. i miss him! ]= but. i feel punk. l0l but then i feel preppy. then ghetto. idk what i am! l0l i have like reppy clothes punk and ghetto and jock clothes. as people call it! urghh! wht am i?! l0l C:
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        ronowen  69, Male, Texas, USA - 114 entries
    08
    Aug 2007
    12:40 PM CST
       

    Tuesday, August 7
    Thank you for all the prayers and visits. We know that Ron enjoys each one of them. Ron was able to swallow his salivia today! They are continuing to "wean" him off the vent. This is great progress.
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        banglesaway  40, Female, Indiana, USA - 21 entries
    08
    Aug 2007
    1:01 PM EDT
       

    Hours away, soon to be days. Eventually months ... and I'm still here.

    He should be boarding his plane any moment. I wish I were able to fly out there, and surprise him. That, I know, would work wonders for us. My foolishness has gotten the best of me. My stubbornness. My tendencies to act adolescent. Shame on me for the wrong decisions I've made.

    I hate how I attributed to his sadness today. I shouldn't have let him onto the driveway. He didn't need to hear any of that. I take full blame for that. Shame on me again.

    My eyes are swollen, I'm falling asleep at the keyboard and have no make up on.

    My sister did say I was nothing to her. That killed me. They called me Lupe ... that put more shame upon me.

    Shame on me.

    All I want to do is to be in someone's arms -- someone who cares ... someone who I can feel reassurance from.

    I want my mommy. I want my sister. But neither of them have it in them to hug someone who's done them wrong.

    Shame on me.

    I feel I've lost my best friend. But I haven't, I know. Casey is my best friend. Not having that someone there a moment away ... can really take a toll on someone. He really has become a big part of my every day.

    I can feel his sadness, right inside my heart. I want to take that away from him, so he won't feel that pain. He doesn't deserve to feel that way.

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        nodeadends  19, Female, New York, USA - 29 entries
    08
    Aug 2007
    10:35 AM EDT
       

    I was just thinking what is private any more? This site says private entry, I bet my son could access my so called private entry without much thought! Hey I could go to the gym,but I dont want to bump into Omar the wanna be super hero. I had to change the color the other gave me a headache. What the fuck am I going to after work? I should pack the rest of my shit. One thing good my washer is working. At least zay stayed long enough to get it fixed. she needs to fix herself and stop pretending all is good. She looks like shit on a stick. Even curtis commented on it. I told him I think she is on crack, but what can I do? I am just her dumb ass mother, who has more experience than she will ever have. I have to focus on me and getting my shit together on all levels ! I have to get my issues in check so I dont rear my children to hate me. I am horrible mother, I scream and curse at my kids daily. Sometimes I take my shit out on them or pretend I am ill or sleep to avoid them. Why did I have them I ask my self? Would they be better of If I were dead it is a likely probability. What the hell is wrong with me, what the hell is right with me. I live in a nasty house, I step over the filth. And keep it moving. I have no energy, however my rage drives me on occasion to go places I wouldnt normally venture to.
    In about twenty minutes its back to reality, where the street is crowded with wanna be thugs and pretenders. Every one is pretending even me. I see the same shit every day, drugs sold, police chasing the so called bad people out of the neighboorhood only to come back like roaches. I wish I could exterminate my surroundings , I would become a vigilante and kill all them mother fuckers who pollute my enviroment not just with drugs but with that ghetto mentality. You know how some of us believe that we arent accountable for the shit we do and that we should always get a damn hook up. I dont mind helping someone occasionally but damn I hate when my kindess is confused with being a lollipop. I aint a sucker. I have a little game, and can put it down with the best. But Iam educated and can incorporate my street savvyiness with everything else.
    Like I tell my boys just because I/we live in the hood doesnt mean we have to behave hood. Speaking proper english is a wonderful thing,
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