���� People always seem very skeptical when they know I’m in dental school. I noticed their disbelieve immediately after I tell them what I study. I even told my husband to keep a close look on people's� face when I tell them I’m a dental student, just so he can report to me later. At first , my husband was sure it was my imagination, but he came to realize that peoples expressions were a little off, not to say "shocked".
���� I always considered myself a hardworking person. �I was never an "A" student or a "B” student. I was more the "C" or "D" student. Not because I did not work hard. It was more the opposite to be sincere. I worked so hard; that it was hard to believe I was a C - D student. I came in terms with myself�“I was just not the brightest" I did not see anything wrong with that. Until, when people would call me names like “slow", "stupid" or " God I give up you won't get it". That is when i started to realize that maybe I was a little slower than pretty much everyone in my class.
���� Growing up in Brazil, I had many other things to worry about than school. I grow up with my�dad and grandmother. We were not a rich family; I matter fact my dad struggled to make the ends meet. My mother is American and my dad is Brazilian. I always wondered�what was my mom�thinking when left me in Brazil at the age of three. Now� that I am living here in the United States, I understand perfectly why she did what she did. My mom always want us to have what she never had a " family".
���� My mother left my sister, my brother and myself�the care of our grandmother. My brother was from her first marriage. Now my sister and I were from her second relationship� ... I really don't think I can call that marriage, since she was never married to my father.�
���� My mom left us at a very young age. I remember her vaguely when I was little. I fell like a lot of the emotional struggles I have today were a result of her leaving us. I never blamed her for what she had done. I think it was very brave of her to live all her kids in a search to better their lives. With that being said, I think if wasn't for her living us; I would never be able to get an education here in the states or ever have meet the love of my life. That is why I’m a true�believer that�there is always a reason for why God does what he does.
�� So, here I start the journey of a lifetime. Coming out a poor city from the north of Brazil and ���not know any English at all; At the age of seventeen, I left all I ever had, friends and family to come and live with a women that I� barely knew. I had to learn a new language; new culture, and� a new life.�
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2014 means the calendar event of the end of the INcan world was incorrect
they stopped seeing events
we are safe from those Peruvians
just found a picture of a white cow in a blizzard eating snow
it was in a mosaic fruit jar on an INcan porch
wrapped in bay leaf to keep it fresh vegeterian style
they were blinded by the white BLinkin from the site
world war three will soon begin in 3500 is the end
DInkin INdians missed the period of time
they got the millennium mixed up with the fourth dimensional shift
perhaps the rotation of your yellow sun caused them to miss the drift
the age is upon us our descendants will fight the final conflict
that battle will result in the final Judgement
Mabus is kind of Neat for those who stufy will find it repast is sweet
unleavened with money for gas and oil is mixed with blood and sand
turn the time back for every INcan hand
the clock is BLinkin
eye am DInkin
INcan BLinkin DInkin
The Dragonfly has a Birthday
April Twenty Four for NPM poetry
her smile lights in my heart
she calls to �me at times
she flutters her wings in love she makes me sing my love is secret but not disguised
she is a warrior and she is the world
she is unconcerned with petty theft
she makes me happy and never sad
she is my thrift and all my worth
on this day in May the dragonfly will play
and MAY she think of me this April Day
my Indian my love my wings my calling dove
will always answer with love