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AguilarBaby 47, Female, Washington, USA - 50 entries

Nov 2006
11:13 AM PST

Today your Dad and I are getting ready to go and visit our family in San Antonio, Texas. It was a long day at work but we have alot to do to get ready. You seem to be doing fine no feelings today. I love you and talk to you later. Love Always Mom & Dad

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cyborchikgrl 31, Female, Georgia, USA - 5 entries

Nov 2006
1:18 PM EDT

why o why did it have to b true?! my bf drake never emails me. never. even tho he nos i love it when he does.ne ways, i always have to say its not true its not true, so i wont get too excited!how harsh on me

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2 comment(s) - 07:36 PM - 11/24/2006

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Danigirlworm 33, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 6 entries

Nov 2006
12:28 PM EDT

Falling in love with someone i just met i cant help but wonder if it will last. wanting to be with him and never let him go but yet i am still afraid to let go of my guard. the way he wraps his arms around me and holds me, not to tight,not to close,but gentle and right makes me tremble deep inside. The way he softly kisses me,not to hard,not to fast,not to opened mouth,but gentle and soft makes me melt into his kiss.. the way he smiles,the way he laughs,the way he looks into my eyes i just cant bring myself to turn away. the way he comforts me,the way he tells me it will be okay,i cant help but smile through it all. the way he runs his fingers through my hair i cant help but relax and fall into a deep state of trance. so relaxed, so touched, so moved, so much better thoughts nothing bad. what has happend to the cold dark side of me? whom knows....

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SquishE16 35, Female, Massachusetts, USA - First entry!

Nov 2006
11:20 AM EDT

Not doing much right now. Just waiting for Thanksgiving to come. I got out of school early so I have had nothing too do all day.

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sweetcakes100 51, Female, California, USA - 26 entries

Nov 2006
8:31 AM EDT

This is for everyone I want to wish you a very happy thanksgiving. that's all for now.

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cindy 36, Female, California, USA - 19 entries

Nov 2006
8:09 AM EDT

It doesn't just take knowing something to be inteligent it takes more than that like love.

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cindy 36, Female, California, USA - 19 entries

Nov 2006
8:07 AM EDT

You are never born a looser. If you loose it prepares you to grwo and succeed in life and you get better.But if you know how to loose then you from that you will find a way to win.

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Pamela[[adores gage]]♥ 33, Female, Texas, USA - 5 entries

Nov 2006
5:09 PM CST

Hey!! well, its exactly 11:05 PM, and I just got back from a stupid basketball game like 20 minutes ago. We played in Tolar. They were pretty good..they even beat us 39 to 45. OMG! I get my cellphone back tomorrow! I've been grounded from it because I wasn't allowed to talk to my bf Gage <3 on it, but I called him anyway so I got grounded and now I get it back and I can call him! and also tomorrow I am going to Hamlin, which is where my mom grew up and where most of my family is..and we are going there for Thanksgiving. I'm going to miss Gage cuz i don't know where i am going to get to talk to him! Well, I am going to go to bed cuz I am tired so goodnight! <3 Pamela

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AcousticWinter 34, Female, Arizona, USA - 23 entries

Nov 2006
6:21 PM EDT

She opened up messenger and read the message. "Just so you know, there's a 99% chance I can't go on Thanksgiving. Sorry. ttyl." This is the one she chose. Instead of chosing the guy who, despite living on the oposite side of the country, is always there for her, she chose this one. The one who, in her mind, is always there. She knew she had made the wrong decision when she chose him but she didn't care. She could see him every day if she wanted to. Well...at least she thought so. Instead of being there for her, she chose the guy who is never around. He's never online, he's never on the phone, he never seems to care. He only cares if she's with him physically. Why did she make that decision? She can never get the other one back now...not after the arguement they had. She sat in her corner and sighed. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see him walking toward her. "What's the matter?" He asked. She looked away so he couldn't notice her blinking away tears. "Nothing..." she mumbled. He knew something was wrong but tried not to pry. "You sure?" He asked again. "It depends on who I'm talking to. In your case, yes." She had always had a problem with letting her anger out. She usually wound up letting it out on other people, especially the ones she loved. "Okay..." She immediately caught her mistake. "It's not something that I want to talk to a guy about...especially you. Sorry." She did it again but didn't care. She'd make up a lie to fix things like she usually does. "Alright," he turned to walk away. "Now go do what the others did. Get offended or mad and walk away." 'Why do I do this to myself?' She thought, 'I always make things worse...' "No...it's not that." He stopped walking, "It was the 'especially you.' That hurt." "Exactly." 'Damn it. I'm doing it again.' She wanted to bang her head againt the wall but she didn't. He might know she was lying. "Fine. Whatever. I'm sorry for even asking." He started walking away agian. "Exactly what the others did. Talk to you later." she leaned her head back and closed her eyes expecting him to have left already but she immediately opened her eyes and sat up again at the sound of his voice. "Well what did you expect me to do? I know you won't tell me." The tone of his voice showed anger and annoyance but she could sense a slight hint of worry. "The exact same thing the others did. That's exactly what I expected you to do...though I had hoped otherwise." another lie. She had expected him to try harder to get the information from her. Even though she wasn't planning on telling him, she found it a sign that he cared when he tried to figure out what was wrong. Plus, she thought of him as a cat. He was always curious about something. She had definately not expected him to give up so easily. Apparently, he didn't notice that she had lied. "Well, I don't know what I'm supposed to do when you shove me away." Again, she sensed the worry in his voice. He didn't seem to be trying to hide it this time. "Just stop. I don't want to get into another fight," she sighed and added, "I'm pushing everyone away. So please just leave me alone. There's only one person I want to talk to right now." That wasn't a lie. What he didn't know is that he was the one she wanted to be talking to. It pained her to think that he didn't care anymore. Even though she knew deep down that he still loved her as much as ever, there was a part of her that was telling her how angry he was that she chose another guy over him. "Okay." This time he did walk away. When he left, she said nothing more to anyone, not even her own father. She just sat there and cried. She cried about her boyfriend who didn't care about her. She cried about the one she could have had. She cried about the love of her life that she lost because of distance...and because she listened to common sense instead of her heart. She realizes that when it comes to love, acts of the heart come over acts of common sense and she hated herself for not seeing it before. "I'm sorry. I just don't want to get my decisions rubbed in my face," she said, looking away. "Yeah...I understand." She wanted more than ever to lash out on him and yell, "Yeah, don't pretend you do because I know you don't." She never believed that he understood her like he says he does. Still, instead of lashing out, she managed to keep it in and simply whispered back, "Yeah..."

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smb 50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Nov 2006
2:53 PM MST

I still haven't heard from my inlaws! I am pretty hurt they haven't invited me to Thanksgiving... as I found out from someone else they ARE having it at their house this year and did't let me know! I am sure they are talking bad about me and my "new man" I am sure I am a "fluzy",,, I was never good enough for their precious baby and I guess I'm still NOT! I would kind of like them to accuse me of something or try to "blame me" as I might come un-glued and "let em have it!" CN has been nothing but wonderful help and support for me! where the hell have they been and specially where have DB's brothers been! I am so hurt they have made NO attempt to come over here, offer to help or even try to spend time with their nephews! AGH! I am trying to "be the better person" and NOT talk bad about them but it is tough. I am going to CN's and his sisters for Thanksgiving because my inlaws haven't invited me yet and I am so mad at them right now I probably can't be around them and "be nice", besides,,, CN wants me to come with him and he deserves US!!! He WANTS US!!!! unlike my dead husbands family! THe boys and I went to Koda's ball game tonight, her mom said, THANKS for coming, more than her dad can do, he still hasn't showed up for 1 game yet" SO, if he can't even show up for his own daughters basketball games how can I expect him to see us!!! I am still missing DB so much, I have been lovin on my boys and praying over them so much lately! I am so blessed to have them! I need them! I am thankful for my boys, my brother & his family, my parents, my wondeful friends and co-workers,,, lots of people have invited me for Thanksgiving! I am so blessed to have them ALL!!! AND-- I love them ALL!!!!

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