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StuckInMI 42, Female, Michigan, USA - First entry!

Nov 2006
6:15 PM EDT

Well where do I begin to explain my complicated situation? I guess the beginning. Okay well it all started when after one bad relationship after another that I had a revalation. Why bother with this thing called love? If only one person gives 100% of their all and the other doesn't why even give that 100%? So after much soul searching I decided that I was going to just do away with the whole notion of love. I was doing so well when this amazing man walked into my life. He offered me all the things that I had wanted, but the timing was totally off. SO I had a big decision to make. Do I take the plunge and may get a heartbreak again? Or do I just let this pass and hope that one day when I am ready I will find him again? I decided that I've lived my life on the safe side, always weighing the pros and cons, maybe that is why I was always chose the wrong person. So I took the plunge. But I knew that this plunge was not going to be easy. You see I was leaving in 6 months to come to Michigan to begin my life. Law School. Well here I am in Michigan while the man that I love is in NY. Can I just tell you the jealousy that runs through my veins! He's home hanging with his friends, and I am stuck here with no one but chips, dip, and Criminal Pro. I know he's not doing anything to jeapordize our relationship, but there is a nagging feeling that whenever he's out with his friends something can happen. I guess the insecurity comes from the fact that every single past relationship has turned out with another person taking my place; and I was in the freaking same STATE! Maybe it's just my insecurities that are playing with my head. Or maybe its the fact that if I had someone here to hang with I wouldn't feel so bad. I don't know what it is but I'm hoping it will pass...I hope. -C-

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Jane 58, Female, Michigan, USA - 50 entries

Nov 2006
5:12 AM EDT

Today, according to my parents, will be a very busy day at the store. All of the deer hunters will be coming in to pick up their final supplies for the week. As most of you know I am always excited about an opportunity to dress up!!! So today Laura and I have a little hunting outfit we have put together that we are going to wear at the store. I think the hunters will get a real kick out of it. Slicing meat and frying chicken can sometimes get a little boring so we like to change things up a bit. Have a great weekend – good luck to all the hunters. J

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mr1olympia 36, Male, California, USA - 25 entries

Nov 2006
2:09 PM EDT

I FIND THIS QOUT WRONG.IF ONE CARES ALOT ABOUT SOMETING THEY THRIVE FOR OR SOMETHING THEY ADMIRE THIS WILL GET BETTER DEPENDING ON HOW MUCH EFFORT AND HARD WORK THEY PUT INTO IT.

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SavanaSSantos 33, Female, California, USA - 30 entries

Nov 2006
1:59 PM EDT

Best Of Me Lyrics tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up here we lay again on two separate beds riding phone lines to meet a familiar voice and pictures drawn from memory we reflect on miscommunication and misunderstandings and missing each other too much to have had to let go we turn our music down and we whisper say what your thinking right now tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up jumping to conclusions made me fall away from you i'm so glad that the truth has brought back together me and you we're sitting on the ground and we whisper say what your thinking outloud tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up we turn our music down and we whisper we're sitting on the ground and we whisper we turn our music down we're sitting on the ground and next time i'm in town we will kiss girl we will kiss girl tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont feeling that we cant we're not ready to give up we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

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Queenie 38, Female, Ohio, USA - 29 entries

Nov 2006
1:35 AM EDT

I think I sit here everyday and wonder, why everyone cares about what everyone thinks. Even the most confedent people think something bad about their own person. Yet those are the same people that tell you to that you can't love anyone without loveing yourself first and are so hypacritical it makes me sick.

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charlax 71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries

Nov 2006
7:05 AM MST

who are ewe and waht have ewe done with my parme????

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speedking 36, Male, California, USA - 20 entries

Nov 2006
6:49 PM PDT

if you care about yourself you will care what you do in life and later on in life. You will fix any problems you have now so that later you will not have to deal with them and not have to fix them then when it might be too late. I do believe in that quote because if you do not care about anything you will not care of what you do or say to people or to yourself. Many people do not take the advantage to see this and see themselves failing or not caring until reality smacks them in the head then they realize that they need to fix a whole lot about themselves and start caring what they do and say because without that you will go nowhere and if you do it will not be too far, you will have to work real hard to get back up and start fresh if this would have been fixed at an earlier time you would probably have the chance to be something because you cared about how you will be living in the future and where you will be. Some people are lucky to have friends and family who are constantly telling them to do good and work hard and start caring about yourself.

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smb 50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Nov 2006
5:55 AM MST

Still haven't heard from my inlaws. I am dreading my next conversation with them! I am can just imagine the rumors that are going around, within the family, right now! I need to go to Walmart tonight and get Matt's birthday present (think I will get him a walmart music downloads card for his MP3 player). Wonder if they will say anything,,, Miss CN a little but it is nice to have some space again! He will be back in two days. Kooper got Fixed today! WOO-HOO! Hope it helps him be nice! I still worry we are going to have problems with him thinking he is the boss! I think he needs to be "taken down" but I don't think CN knows how to or is scared to! CN is getting his tooth worked on today! HOPE that goes well! BETTER GET BACK TO WORK!

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cindy 36, Female, California, USA - 19 entries

Nov 2006
6:58 PM EDT

If you work hard it will all work out and be woth it at the end.

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emma 34, Female, Kansas, USA - 12 entries

Nov 2006
5:39 AM EDT

how's my fan club doing? i had a great day tuesday. my boyfriend came over and we played! my mom was in Topeka for job training and wouldn't be back until 6:15, so my BF came over at 4'ish and we got in my bed and played!i gave him head. he gave me head. it was great. gotta go.

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