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devilvsangel 35, Female, Massachusetts, USA - First entry!

Feb 2007
3:35 PM EDT

me too

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MariPanda 31, Female, Nevada, USA - 17 entries

Feb 2007
11:34 AM PDT

RANDOM: I have a friend that hates her life so much, that she wants to die. She doesn't even think about it, she just wants to die.

I have a friend, and she's cool, very nice and funny. She also punches people alot..including me, which I cannot understand. Carla* is blonde, German, and a soon-to-be-princess. (Her ancestor was a Duke) When she's eighteen, she'll get her title. So why does she want to die? All of that stuff she told me; were they lies? Maybe. But...she has a nice life. Sure...she doesn't have that many friends, and she's not the smartest, but hey, she's okay. And, she's got a hot Australian boyfriend who's in a military school in Wisconsin. (She better get me a freakin picture)But, she wants to die. She's only in 7th grade. She's in 7th grade, but she's goth, and she's gonna get a tattoo on her ankle next week. =X
Should the idea be in her mind? No. I think not. I also suggest the tattoo idea to be thrown out, but that's out of the question. What's the point of being in 7th grade? Tattoos are cool. -sarcasm-
Whatev. She'll be scarred for life. But that's my opinion, which doesn't matter in this issue.

Oh welly well, that's life. Laterz.

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MariPanda 31, Female, Nevada, USA - 17 entries

Feb 2007
11:24 AM PDT

Well, I'm bored to heck, so I decided to add another entry.

Hmm...what to type about? What about...the future? What high school am I going to go to? What college? Who am I going to marry? How many kids will I have?
So many questions to be answered. Thing is...you want them all to have a right answer.

High School: I don't know
College: A good one, one that will get me a healthy education, while I'm enjoying it. Hopefully, I'll get a scholarship.
Marry Who: Um...does a celebrity count? LOL, I wish. Somebody who will love me and care for me for the rest of their life. I don't have a name, but he's out there somewhere. Alas, I'm talking about getting married and I'm only 13. Plus, I 'swore off' boys, remember? Silly me.
Kids: Um...2?

So many questions, but I answered some of them. That's a good thing, right? I don't want to grow up. All the problems with money, being a parent, and random things are just too much to handle! I want to stay 13 forever, with no worries except for what to wear to the dance. Many people I know are craving to youthful again, and that's why I'm thankful for being a kid now than being a kid during World War 2. But it's still the same; we have a war against Iraq, and people are dying everyday. At war, at home, at school, it's not safe. It's too dangerous now. Whether it's sickness, retarded people, or just accidents that happen. That's why I try to think positive and not about this cruel world. Peer pressure seems nothing to me now. But a while ago, I was deep in it. I was about to drown until I talked to my parents, who told me not to care and just pray to God to protect and heal you. I listened, and it worked. Being popular, having style, alot of friends, and a hot boyfriend is just crap to me now. I'm only 13. I have so much time to achieve all of that. Not that I need to, but I could. I want to focus on school, get all of my assignments done, be on the honor roll (like always ;D), and be successful later in my adult life. If you focus on your social life most of the time, your chances will lower of having that. And besides....it's only middle school. High school is worse, right? That's why I'm building up now; all will pay off later when I'm a freshman.
You think I'm a girl who thinks too much, huh? I don't blame you, I get that alot, LOL. I hate thinking too much sometimes; there are things that happen that you want to forget, but I can't. I keep thinking about it for awhile, analyzing all the details and predicting what will happen next. Like, hello, earth to me! It's a moment in your life that happens and passes on, not a reading assignment.
-sigh-
Oh well. I'm not like that anymore, and I'm proud. A girl like me should keep my head held high with total confidence.
(Girl Power! Meow!)

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MariPanda 31, Female, Nevada, USA - 17 entries

Feb 2007
10:53 AM PDT

Hey. Today, my parents bought new furniture. Hooray. Also, I want to talk about a friend of mine. She goes to my school, and is in three of my classes. She's nice and everything, but there's just something about her that I find annoying. She's always sad or depressed most of the time, and she won't admit it. She'll always say, "Nothing's wrong." Pssh, sure. Oh..we're doing a project for reading, and I couldn't find a person to research. My teacher said we could work with a friend, so I asked Deanna*. Deanna said okay and we went to go find a book together (we were in the library). We found a book on Isabella, the Queen of Spain, and sat down at the tables. We started skimming through the book and wrote down some info. Then, I thought this project would be easy, since I had someone to work with. Wrong.
When the bell rang, I packed up my stuff, and started talking to Deanna about how we were going to share the book.

DEANNA: What? Um..I'M doing Isabella, remember?
ME: ??? What? I thought we were gonna work together.
-We were working on it like, 2 seconds ago!-
DEANNA: No, I didn't say that. -starts hugging the book like a child-
ME: Deanna, you said we could!
-confused-
DEANNA: Psh, no I didn't! I'm working on Isabella, not you.
ME: Then why didn't you tell me before?! Then I could've checked out a book on a different person!
-You made me waste freaking time?!
DEANNA: Whatever.

What person would actually do that? Tell a friend you would help her out, and back out the last minute. Now, here I am, stuck with a-soon-to-be 'F'. Thanks Deanna. Anyways, she's just.....annoying. Or boring. It's like she doesn't want to be my friend, but she does. I'm like, quit lying and just say it! You don't need to make someone annoyed for nothing! She dislikes most of my friends, just because she doesn't have that much as I do.
(That sounds selfish, I know, but I'm on a roll here)
If she does something biznatchy again, I'm gonna explode, right in her face. Seriously. But I hope she'll change.

SAM!!!! How I would love to meet him someday. His smile always makes my day. Always. I want to be the REASON he smiles.
(Corny alert xD)
But I'll have to give him up someday, somehow.
But the someday hasn't come yet ;)

*=Name has been changed

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questioningeverything 38, Female, California, USA - 16 entries

Feb 2007
7:45 AM PST

Over 100 more Iraqis died today in one blast. For days now I have heard 100 lives hear 100 lives there as if it isn't a big deal. What the hell is wrong with this world? The numbers of Iraqis dead since the beginning of this war varies from 60,000 to 600,000. that is so many people. Not to mention our soliders and other countries' soldiers. How can people honestly believe violence is the solution to a problem. I didn't realize how much I don't agree with this war and war in general. Last semester we talked about war in general and if it is necessary. Even World War II, the good war, I don't think was necessary. The Revolutionary War which is what our country was found on was necessary. This world would be a different place though. If you look at Canada they gain their independence without a war. Live how you feel you want to live, but no one knows how we're all supposed to live anymore than the next person. who says I am living the way I am supposed to? Religion seems to be the cause of so many wars and I am sure whatever god or spirit or tree you believe in, I don't think you are supposed to kill or hurt others. How can people think they have the right to fight someone because they believe something different. In India, they have countless religions from Muslims to Catholics but they never or rarely have any religion problems! It isn't a problem. You live how you live and I will believe what I live and we can work and live together and then go to the temple and I will go to church and see you tomorrow. How can they report on 100 more people dead because of a bomb and we all listen to it and say nothing. I was just sitting there listening the news. Another bomb has gone off in Iraq and over 100 killed. It is the biggest killing with one hit since the US invaded in 2003. Moving on, there was a hurricane in Flordia 19 are dead. Next, AIDS has killed 1000 around the world today. That's nice. Britney Spears is going to get married next week and possible adopt another baby. OMG what is she thinking? How could she do that again? She is going have some messed up kids. Oh wait 1000s of people have died and you react to the news about Britney Spears. Think about it...

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Ashli 34, Female, California, USA - 24 entries

Feb 2007
10:46 AM EDT

hey every 1 remember wen i told u about stephanie and how nothing really happened with that...well aparrently it was just miscomunication on both sides cause i thought she didnt want to talk ans she thought that i didnt want to talk...so we talked and now we are going to try this again and i really think that this time it will work out alot better...im so happy... :)

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sk8t3rgal4eva 31, Female, Nevada, USA - 2 entries

Feb 2007
4:52 PM MST

ummm... hi! i am soooo bored. i usually never come on here, but i did today cuz i cant sleep, but now i am getting tired so goodnight!

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SamanthaAlexandra 37, Female, California, USA - 60 entries

Feb 2007
2:38 PM PST

I'm realizing that my life is a lot like that of Zachery Braff's character in The Last Kiss. My life is exactly how I had envisioned it as a kid. I'd be in a good college, persuing my amazing future career, balancing school, work, and friendships. Some bumpy spots, but overall, no surprises, nothing interesting is happening. Now, if I get a boyfriend, I'm not going to go behind his back when we get into a fight and start fooling around, but I really hope my equivalent to that comes soon. My wrench in the machine, crack in the sidewalk, white carnation among a field of red roses- I'm ready for it.

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travelcityman 62, Male, California, USA - 3 entries

Feb 2007
1:06 PM PST

Feb 2, 2007 - The pain continues. I had surgery today. The physical consequences of my actions are gone for now. This will be the first of many treatments. The emotional consequences are just beginning. I have moved into the guest room. We talked some last night. Both of us were able to voice in a rational way our feelings. This is the first time in 13 years that this has happened. I am not sure if it will happen again. There has been no communication today.

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charlax 71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries

Feb 2007
1:58 AM MST

MIZ VIOLETTE cause she melts me like butter

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