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" I'm Free"

Do you see what I see

A rainbow shining over us

In the middle of a hopeless

storm.

Sometimes I.m blinded by

feelings

And I can see beyond my

troubled mind,

Afraid of what I'll find,

The story of our lives,

But there's tomorrow.

I'm free.

And things are only as

important as I want them

to be.

We'll have a beathe of sun --

shine.

When the rain goes away

I pray.

Do you need a friend right

now.

In the road that you you're

going on,If you getlost,just

call me,I'll be there, Yes ,I'll

be there.

I can do without sorrow,theres

a day after tomorrow,

So I'm leaving it behind,

And if you want to share my

dreams,well all you'll have to do is

say it.

Let me hear you loud and clear

cause I need to know if you want

to be free.

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"No Title"

The wind whispers your gentle touch,

Moon light dances onthe water edge.

Shining so brightly,teasing my dreams,

destiny castes love's sweet pledges,

Just hold me,move me and excite me.

Always and forever.

Please just hold me,showing me your

feelings on lazy days,stay and hold me.

Memories we will make,joy we will share,

Remember to hold me,through good times

and bad times.

I could follow you,forever if you becon me.I will foreve

know your love.

On thick soft fur,

Oh what passionate ectasy awaits the both of us.

By:hilda(satinlady)

"Moonlight"

You wear moonlight stars,

Spirit and fearless pride.

Dreams to set you free,with a

woman by your side.

I've known love to be,fire and ice,

Lilacs and roses,Passionate and

fragile.

I've known love to be,

starlight and rain,beautiful and impulsive.

But never a love like this one.

We must walk many paths,

down the halls of each day,

to mature and renew our faith,

that indifference will soon decay.

Blend our dreams,soul,and spirits,

as one,we will soar the loafty skies.

Born of freedom and gliding across time.

By satinlady

I use to know, but now everything just seems to be getting more and more messed up. Like should i go out tonight, is that what I even need? I dont think its what I need but its what I want. Or really is it, because i would rather just stay home. But I'm scared, my fear right now is being alone. Thats it, and being forgotten or just loosing everything. I'm scared, everything I do is out of fear right now. I hate this I hate me, I dont know. I'm not a good friend it seems to anyone, I broke a promise that I knew I'd break and hurt people. Knowing that people actually care about me seems so surreal because usually I dont have people saving me. But this time, I need someone to save me from myself. uuuuuuuuuuugh

"To have a right to do a thing is not at all the same as to be right in doing it." - GK Chesterton

When you feel like you've lost

all hope,and you think you were beaten

and done,

You feel as if you are at he end of your rope.

Look up toward heaven,and ask God to help

you hang on.

Don't ever let life get you down,

especially if friends seem to have left,and left you alone.

When you feel like you are at the very end.

Remember God will never leave you or let you down.

His love for you will help you hang on to lifes

precious moments.

By:satinlady

In Loving Memory Of My Daddy

Here I sit at the end of the day,

all is still this early morning.

I pray you find this peace where you are now.

The stars are shining bright,how I wish I could

see you.

Then I am reminded,you are up there smiling down

on me.

The tears i've shed,I need not mention,

You know my heart is heavy,missing your

presences of the day.

But I am reassured, for now God has engulfed you

in his home and love.

So that you can find santuary from all your pain.

Your eyes are close now forever,

Will miss you dearly,loved one but I'll find reassurance

in what our Lord has done.

Your heart is now free from the chains that once bound it.

Our Lord will protect you,Keep you safe in all ways,and in

my heart,you'll never be to far away.

His gracious Savior,in whose love,you'll now be surrounded.

So sleep on love one,mind not me,one day we will meet again

and I'll let you comfort me then

By;satinlady

In Memory Of My Daddy

When you forget your address and you find yoursel

on strange streets, I will drive you where you need to

go.

When you forget how to dress yourself,I'll dress

you neatly and corectly,so you will look proper when

you go outside.When words don't match the picture

in your mind,I'll try to remind you what needs to be

said.When finding your way becomes frightening to you,

I'll correct you and guide you in the right direction.

When hot and cold faucets becomes confusing to you,

I'll make sure it is warm before you get in it.

When you forgot others,You know I will remind you

who they are.

When Jesus calls you home,well then there want be n

nothing I can do,but go someplace and cry,as I

sometime will,because I will miss you,but I will

remember you no matter what.

Teardrops

I shed teardrops today,

I felt it fall ever so gently,

on your cheek.

You wiped it away as if it wasn't

a thing,then suddenly i relized if

you didn't care about my teardrops,

Then you didn;t care for me,

By: satinlady

Just don't know why couldn'tshe move on and openher mind simply to a friend.

we used to be friends,but then we got into a fight because we werecooperatingon an art competetion but duty problems crushed out our friendship and intrigued the war between us.

after all these time i've moved on and not pissed anymore,and i tried to apologize,she said she didnt mind but she seemed still upset,i don't know why and i'm tired of pleasing her or care about her feelings.

some say,"Let The Begones Be Gone",well, it's time to let go and start my brain new freshman life.