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, There are countless forms of life teeming through out our cosmos. It would boggle our minds if we could so much as begin to understand..I wrote this short paper describing some of the most vile, depraved, and earthbound discarnate human beings,- and some lower forms of life we normally do not see, such as the filthy imps ,ghouls ,the demented fairies, as well as those upon the involutionary arch descending ever deep into the matter aspect of the planet.

Some of these soulless beings are thought forms energized by all that is worse, depraved and wicked in the lives of human beings who cannot shake themselves free from elemental lives and substance tainted with the evil accumulated over eons of time , . There are certain groups of these lower elementary beings who thrive and feed upon all sickly effluvia emanating from the male and female gonads, - the lower etheric astral ectoplasm having the stench of rotting genitalia.

The lower astral planes are populated with innumerable creeping things,- monsters ,misshapen, abortions of dead paths of evolutions, creatures not found fit to live upon the earth, and had long ago been cast off like excrement to places such as the 8 TH sphere and the `` planet of death`` to be grounded over and over within the confines of natures laboratory,- only to one day,- many Kalpas from now,- be used as elemental substance to form primitive bodies for a future humanity who`s tiny monads at this time are dwelling now within the most advanced members of the animal kingdom.

Many vicious non-human entities are feeding upon raw abnormal sexual energy like some kind of dirty filthy body lice. The Majority of people who are vibrating at these levels are not aware of the fact that they themselves are victims, and know not what the hell is going on with the toll that is being taxed on their bodies and minds by lower forms of evil abominations that have been with humanity ever since the influence of the Dark Brotherhood came to prey and foment their hatred upon the human species since the Atlantean root race when sexual forms of black magic of unbelievable horror reached a destructive climax that brought doom for the fourth root race.

The lower astral planes are, at most, occupied with lower types of black magicians who reside within the most darkest places of hell, where the nightmare wailing, and the screaming never stops,- like a constant howling of lost souls who have failed to galvanize and cultivate a spiritual foundation. .Many know it not ,and are dragged down into the pit of lost souls where many eons pass. Their fate is a heavy one indeed . The way back for them will be hard and painful,yet the mercy of evolution will prompt them forward until they again are in the rhythmic of progress once again.

. I have devoted my life to help those on the other side who may not even have a clue as to the fact they have passed on and are no longer in a physical body but are now in their astral bodies doing much of the same activities they were doing while in the body.

The lower astral planes are filled with horrors untold and can be a very disturbing and shocki8ng experience to those who are un-prepared to confront the nightmare creeping death!!.One must be strong in their WILL before confronting the horrors of the lower astral planes.

I know of others like myself who have been involved with the same kind of esoteric work I`ve been doing now for many incarnations...and many have had to leave this sort of service for fear of slipping into insanity and mental illness as a result of visiting dark levels of the astral planes,... and with the good intentions of helping others in desperate need of release from their self created hell they themselves have constructed for themselves over many incarnations.

. There was a time I saw an old hag on the lower astral planes who was very sickly looking as she was chewing on a 50 pound rotting bowl tumor , ripping it apart with her teeth as some wild animal would if it were starving to death. I have as well seen people who were boiling in pits of rotting sewage , sour medical waste,- who seemed to be enjoying it.
This is the horrid nature of the lower astral hells ,a place of extreme mental , emotional suffering, and there is nothing to compare with this sort of hell that occultists know as Avitchi . .So we can see that their evolution is arrested for eons of time, as a punishment they have brought upon themselves. They will be the ``eaters of dung`` on the ``day be with us``,' only to have lost all hope for this planetary cycle and will have to pay a very heavy fate of karma when their day comes.

Just as any sewer system serves a purpose in every large city, - so does any system of worlds have operating within non sacred solar systems. Such as the likes of some very deeply evil men that have come into our world from time to time.

From time to time evil beings will sometimes manage to slip through the door where evil dwells , thus finding their way into our world to spread all that is unnatural and depraved. Such was the case of Adolf Hitler and the deeply evil men that stood behind him during those dark days of the World War . The evil men who have come to us down through the ages are now dwelling within the darkest spheres that exist through out the vast caves of cosmic evil that are to be found through out the cosmos, and there are times when the Door where Evil dwells is for some karmic reason is ajar, allowing unnatural monstrosities and evil forces to enter our world.

The Elder Brothers of Divine Compassion are sealing the door where evil dwells and are preparing the race of men for a new age now on the horizon. People of goodwill must come together upon the mental planes and begin galvanizing the creative aspect within themselves. .With the coming of many minds under the goal of sharing and right human relations we could really move mountains. We are powerful beings- as well as divine beings,- who have all eternity to work out our destiny as souls .

Some ego's will tread swiftly on the path while others will take longer to complete their journey through the earth evolution. As said before the so-called ``laggards`` will be held as failures of nature to be held over until a new world comes into being that is more suited to their point of evolution.As souls we have had so many incarnations going far back into the past through many root races, cultures,and civilizations, - having much wisdom and experience behind us all. We only need to tap into our ``Higher Self`` and get in touch with the Divine within us all .
As more people come under the influence of their own souls, the more we shall raise our vibration to the level where evil forces, in their many grades, can not reach us,, and thus be sealed off to their own domain while the human evolution can carry on its natural course of development without any more disturbances from any thing evil and unnatural caused by some serious problems during the many failures on the moon chain and elsewhere so many millions of years ago .

There are group of human beings who are very mediumistic and scattered all Throughout the world unaware of this fact.We have all heard of people who have gone on a killing spree and have committed acts of an evil nature,- and when the deeds are done the person who performed these gruesome acts have no recollection of how they could have committed such wicked deeds,- who have become so confused that they end up committing suicide because they can not live with themselves knowing they have become so passive in an unnatural and unhealthy way which gave way for some very evil acts that some kind of being is telling them to do, and are tormented life after life wondering why they have committed such unspeakable and evil acts.
Many who have mental illness`` claim to have urges to do things that are not apart of their nature,- and who are in need of help from a spiritual source of which science has no understanding.
. If you had etheric vision, and , you were down in some skid row area,or in the vicinity of some other unwholesome place,- you would know that these whole areas are infested with beings who resemble the gnomes, trolls,ghouls,demented fairies,wicked human shells,- and as well as the dirty and down right filthy brownies.

As evolution cycles onward we will reach a point with the ability to heighten our vibration to a level where we can not be influenced or manipulated by these low level and filthy astral entities. They will be sealed off to remain within their own domain.

　

There are billions of man bearing planets through out galactic space. Some are more advanced than we are,- and there are as well those at our level of development, and still others who are very savage and primitive.Our earth evolution is only beginning to climb out of the thick fogs of glamor, along with the astral illusions of our own making. We, as yet, have a long evolutionary journey ahead of us before being classes as a 'sacred planet' We are on our way,- and soon the Seven Paths of the ``Higher Evolution``will swing wide open for the ``Sons of Men`` who will then realize they are the ``Sons of God``
and to be Buddha`s ourselves, - Lords of Compassion for a class of human stock who's Monads are now encased and dormant within the most advanced domestic animals that have worked closely with humanity for thousands of years who respond to the mind of man, -thus a stone becomes a plant,and a plant an animal, and an animal, a man, and a man a God.

All that I can say is that we must be who we are and to not identify ourselves with any fleeting images that come and go, which is the great illusion itself.

.We must gain control and demonstrate mastery over our emotional-astral bodies before we can embark upon any kind of mind control.This is the way of safety and common sense. No man is an island unto himself. We all have an effect on each other no matter where we are in the world. We are all little cells within a greater body in whom we move ,live ,and have our being.Even our thoughts can have an effect on our health,weather,nature ,and even our very environment.Their are some ego's who have carried the secrets with them in regards to the 'words of power 'and the ``'know how`` 'in using these powers they have gained during the Atlantean root race. Most of them are initiates of the first and second degree and are very powerful on both the physical and astral-emotional planes.

There are highly advanced astral magicians, good and bad, who have resided on the various astral planes for countless thousands of years. They have become crystallized and will remain in that state for a very long time to come, until they can break themselves free from astral glamor and become mentally polarized . In time humanity will expand it`s awareness to levels of Divine Brotherhood. In the meantime we all must work together and put our differences aside and work towards co-operation ,trust, sharing, and develop the virtues of a happy World Community.

Being a guy, at age 17, is it strange that the idea of what being a "man" is nowadays pisses me off? people are stupid. That's the truth. Apparently nowadays a "man" is someone who can get with as many girls in one night as they can. What being a "man" means to me is how long you can keep that one girl and how close you can get to her heart and how close you're willing to let her get to yours. Am I a man for keeping this girl close to me and actually LOVING her AND meaning it? I think so. Every other guy seems to have the mentallity that everyone is judging their masculinity by the number of girls they've been with, so they proceed to find random girls they think they've got a shot with and tell the girl what they want to hear (without meaning a word of it of course) and if all goes as they planned, the girl gets on her knees...... fuck that. I'd much rather be living my life with someone I'll always respect, love and HAPPILY be with than living my life alone, looking for a girl that might let me fuck her (not to mention I'll be fucking the girl of my dreams every night while you're out looking for something meaningless) Then there's guys who keep the girl close, but cheat on her...... what the hell is the point in that? You'd really be willing to risk the person that makes you happy beyond belief (assuming she means anything to you in the first place) just so you can blow a load on some stranger? That's a risk (in my eyes) that's definately not ever worth taking. 90% of the guys I know are assholes that do think it's ok as long as their girl doesn't find out.  I don't understand it, I just really think they all deserve to get their asses kicked for thinking that way, but then more than half the men in america would be in the hospital..... In my opinion, I think more girls cheat on their boyfriends than the other way around, but more guys seem to openly think it's alright if they do it to their girlfriends.

Fuck people like that, they're all dumbasses for not being true to themselves and their partner. I just hate liars/fake people more than anything, hence the reason why I have much to say about this.

You know, It continues to amaze me. I think back to elementary school when all you needed to worry about is if you were going to pack your lunch or buy it.

Now everything seems to be about sex. I can't go a day in school without hearing about it. I'm just so sick of it.

I have this friend (We'll call her Ryley) that I used to be really close with. We are still close, but lately we haven't been. I just found out that she has already had sex. Okay. A)We are freshmen. and B)She has only been dating him for about two months. She is way in over her head. I just worry about her.

My sixth period class is art. I love art. It's one of my favorite classes. But now, I dread going there. Everyday I just hate going there. Why? Well, there is a couple that sits at my table. Thay are always talking about when they had sex. Or when they took a shower together. Really? I don't want to hear that.

And honestly. That is personal. You would think that people would want the whole world to know that.

Anyway now everybody knows about Ryley and her boyfriend and she is pissed because she confided that information with one of my best friends (we'll call her Ashely) and she told me, and my two other friends. (We'll call them Jasmine and Jacey)

So now there is like this feud thing and I just don't want to get involved.

But anyway my I am completely in love with my boyfriend. (let's call him Lucas.) We have been dating for three months since March 7th. He is my other half. He tells me he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. And I know where I stand on the whole sex thing. I don't want to do it untill I'm married. He is fine with that. but peopl assume things. They assume that we will do stuff or that he is going to pressure me to do things. But see. He's not like that. Even my mom doesn't think he is like that. If she thinks it's fine, then how come my friends can't?

Anyway, I just want to avoid the whole sex topic period. But I don't want to be a bitch when they start talking about it. how can I just avoid it? Please help me. I'm just a teenage girl who is sick of it.

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