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marty 68, Male, New York, USA - 6 entries

Apr 2010
3:55 PM EDT

4/8/10 Another day of Joan Guzzardo sleeping and eating in my back bedroom with her mom. Its amzing how this fat hoarding person does not do anything making my wife , her sister to do all the work. She is a gossip monigerer

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1 comment(s) - 08:54 PM - 04/09/2010

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Letiot 62, Male, Massachusetts, USA - First entry!

Mar 2010
5:14 PM EDT

Creey

people stalk me

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cupcake5999 22, Female, Canada - 4 entries

Mar 2010
1:14 PM EDT

Kelly is coming over today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tags: right, yay 4 u!

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2 comment(s) - 02:50 PM - 04/06/2010

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alf 30, Female, Iowa, USA - 2 entries

Mar 2010
8:05 AM EDT

Love can make the strongest man fall to the ground with tears flooding down his face.

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falmanosdown 49, Male, Ohio, USA - First entry!

Mar 2010
2:19 PM MSK

Pishem tTut

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Spiritual One 58, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries

Mar 2010
6:41 AM EDT

I believe

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athiera 30, Female, Malaysia - 9 entries

Mar 2010
4:40 AM EDT

long time

Tags: Hi there

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1 comment(s) - 02:43 PM - 03/19/2010

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Imperfection 30, Female, New York, USA - 2 entries

Mar 2010
2:49 PM EDT

Nothing.

Dear Journal,

� It's been 2 days since mike died..The pain has worn out a little bit but, now�all i feel is emptyness and nothing. The hurt has gone away and now transformed into nothing. My body feels numb and i feel so weird. I know i shouldnt be mad at him but, i am so upset. I may not feel it now, but i know that inside im hurt and angry at him for causing me this much pain. Knowing hes gone is just so hard to put into my head i feel as if hes somehow here with us but, i know hes not. Today, was absolutely horrible. As i walked into school i realized i would never see him again. I kept looking back in the hallways to see if he was there but that was just be being insane. I walked into my fourth period class and my friend came in hysterical and my other friend was crying too. I wondered why i didnt cry? I guess i dont feel the pain anymore. I would rather feel nothing then pain. I've always been emotionless, but this has triggered me to become more emotionless. I was looking at his screename last night and the last away message i saw was 'getting my jewberry, i love my twinsieeeeeee' God, how i remember him so well. My friend found a video of him and i on her phone and she showed me and i had to look away, i need to forget everything. Im afraid but i dont know why? I guess that things like this always happen. Know i feel as if im afraid to get close to someone to avoid the pain of when theyre gone forever. Not being able to hug someone you care about deeply is just..horrible. The pain is seeping into my chest but i need to stop. The world will change one day, but not in my lifetime. I know that for a fact.

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Gilbert022208 35, Female, South Carolina, USA - First entry!

Mar 2010
4:48 AM EDT

Realistic Nightmare

I had a horrible nightmare... it was so real...but i know it was not. It was one of the scariest dreams i have had in a long time. It felt so real... i felt the feelings..its hard to explain... but it felt like everything was so realistic. My husband and i was visiting a friend and some guy walked in and tried to throw me out of a window... because he didn't want me to be there. I was able to get away and run out of the house, i got in the car cause i was scared for my life. my husband was right behind me, but that guy was right behind him. As he tried to get into the car� he was pulled out and was being beat. He told me to lock the doors so i did. I thought there was just that one guy.. but there was a bunch of them, some of them were hiding in the back seat. As i was watching my husband being beat i was being held down and being raped. One was in the front and one was in the back while i am being held down by� two. The thing that scared me the most... was as i was waking up i could feel their hands touching me and my backend was hurting like it was actually done. i really don't understand it... how is it that something happens in a dream and you actually feel it after you wake up? Does that even make since or am i going out of my mind??? I feel kind of crazy i guess you could say. i am really confused. i know it was just a dream and dreams are NOT real... it... its just a real scary thing and so real like. has anyone else ever experienced a dream where you feel what happened even after you woke up... is it just in my head?? How do i find out, how do i understand what is going on? Can someone please help....

Tags: i am so confused about it all.....

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dkp 62, Male, Belgium - 2 entries

Mar 2010
8:31 PM WEST

Ben je al opgeschreven voor het koningschieten?

Tags: Hi

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1 comment(s) - 02:49 PM - 03/10/2010

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