HiddenScars's Journal

Oct 2007
4:18 AM CDT

Well there really is not much to say there is alot going on in my life and I dont really know what to do about all of it...I am back to cutting and that sucks... I have had a few slip ups in the last few weeks which is not good.. But its okay..Me and kris are doing okay.. and all of viv's puppies are growing up to be beautiful! I love my vivvy... and now we have star trigger anna bell bear and trey... all of which I will have to sell soon... but I think that scott is going to get to keep trey... He is really excited especially with me and kris moving out soon!!! I HOPE,,,, Mom kicked us out agian but as normal she was all Im sorry by the end of the day... I love my kris kris but we are fighting alot lately.. I dont really know what to do about all that.. I have tried talking to he that doesnt really help any..just makes her mad that seems to be what I am good at... I really dont know what to do anymore... But it is okay we will work through it like we work through everything,, I know we will.... I am starting to talk even if it will make her mad.... i am at the point that if I have something that I want to say I am going to say it... I really am getting better... i dont really know what to rant anything else about so I guess Im gonna go ahead and get off of here...atleast everyone knows i am kinda sorta alive... LOVE YALL....

Tags: cutting, hate, life, love

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Sep 2007
3:05 AM CDT

Hey, there really isnt that much new in my world...just thought I wouldget on and tell everyone that I am still alive. I went and got my tatoo to... I really like it. If you want to see it just ask.... I am not showing it off to everyone. It isnt anything special. Ok well I will get on and write some more at another time atleast now yall know I am alive!

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May 2007
8:34 AM CDT

Hey yeah well there really isnt much up in my world...that leaves really not that much to talk about....we went to alex last nite and went to the mall and the movies...I really liked that! But yeha..neways that about it....

later

Brit Brit

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Apr 2007
6:15 AM CDT

Well I have been outta school for the last week because i had bronchitis...but im betterish now...so yeah..but neways...yeah me and kris are actually doin good for a change i like it...we found some of the old pictures from before we were datin they were a hit....we normally just fight all the time but we sat down and looked at them..it was diffrent...

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Apr 2007
9:41 AM CDT

Well Just giveded my blood...that sucked it was icky......now i am dizzy and the nursey ladys were to buzy cleanin to care so i was like whatever and went back to class! But i am doin good...i had friends there to support me the whole time it was intresting....neways yeah welll that was the highlight of my day i giveded blood and it was a 16 gauge needle but it didnt really hurt!!! so yeah...and it was funny anthoony did it and he is terrified of needles and he was almost in tears but he hung in there and did it......and alycia almost passed out....but it was ok we are all okay now but we giveded blood!!!!!

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Apr 2007
6:53 AM CDT

Well There really isnt much to say...had an intresting night me and krisfought then she went to work and that was my night.....

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Alycia andcharles are fightin adn allthat it is just weird I dont really know what todo....you know....butyeah neways...there really isnt much I can say...

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Kris told me that im not allowed to talk to anthony..something about his crush and how i said i liked him to...he is a reallycoolguy...he has hisown way of thing it is just diffrent....but my relationship is more important than anything so i have to stick to my good friend!!! ...but yeah neways....i dont know what to do about it all....and then

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there is the tg bs...everything about im suppose to be all over tg..me and tg are really close we are like brother and sister and now acording to the world im after him...but its whatever...neways...im not after tg..but it is whatever....so yeah...

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k well now that i have came and whined ill leave

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love ya later brit brit

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Apr 2007
9:56 AM CDT

Well just got this thing, the only real reason that I have this thing is because i am tired of all the other poetry and journal sites... I wanted something new but its ok it wont b new for long soon as normal all of pickering will be on it...they always take over my websites....it is stupid...

Well I got the gossip today that everyone has already got and i dont really know what to do..he is a great guy but i am in a relationship.... and i love kris and im not gonna cheat on her...that is just stupid....neways i really like him to he is great but i dont want to be with him...I just want his as a friend but a few people have came up to me and told me the same thing and dont get me wrong i am flattered....i think it is cute...but yeah n a realtionship....besides the whole gay/bi thing....but that doesnt matter...and now that that is gone...

ummmm here is my 1st entry..nothing great just me sayin whatever is on my mind I LOVE IT!!! clean unrated fun dont ask...

LATER LOVES YA'LL

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Interests: Any ?'s simply ask.... new friends are always a good thing...And I hold nothing back form those who take the time to ask... I am The Cutter As the razor hits my arm, shredding all my pain, all i can think is why agian, will i ever be good enough!?!?!?!?!" "What is love? As far as I can tell, it is passion, admiration, and respect. If you have two, you have enough. If you have all three, you dont have to die to go to heaven." - William Wharton

Favorite Music: I LISTEN TO EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN ††A little about me:†† †I am an out and proud lesbian† †Most of my work is about my loving girlfiend† †I am and excutter, yet i still have my slip ups† †I am the loving mother of 5 pits and a rat† †I am a very emotional person who just likes to be held† †Generally† † I am just a very emotion lead person. I go w/ my heart and not my head.... everyone feels I am who I am b/c of that...I try not to lead my friends down an improper path...I am very happily engaged...My fiancé and I have been together for roughly 1year and 5 months...I proposed after about 2 months, yet we were friends for a while before we started dating. That is a long story i rather not tell...She is just who I know I want to be with for the rest of forever...I don’t rush my life I live in a thought out reality with my loving fiancé...and our Five wonderful dogs, 1 cur lab mix and 4 pits...they are all just big babies... I like to write simply because it helps me to clear my mind. You can tell from reading my work that I write as I think.... and I know that isn’t always a good thing. I do better if I my stuff is prewritten, something on paper so I can change and rearrange everything...but yeah...I am simply me!!! †

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