I want children and with the way my life is going that isn't going to happen.� Everytime I put my heart on the line the guy gets bored and absent.� When did finding someone to love and love you back become nonexistent?� I'm in a relationship at the moment and all I get is the silent treatment when I want to talk about the future.� He's is a great guy and says he wants to settle down, but I only hear this after a six pack.� He's stationed in Vegas and I just got called back home to Texas to take care of my sickly mother.� I've lived here in Vegas�part time since before thanksgiving and now when I'm just beginning to get used to the weather here my mom falls sick.� I tried talking with my boyfriend about what to do when I leave... either take a break or push through the distance... and I got a shrug of the shoulders.� I know I shouldn't dwell on the little stuff but he proposed a week after I moved permanently to Vegas... or so I thought.� I told him I would think about my answer and I was about to tell him yes when I got the news about my mother.� I'm out of answers and I don't know what to do.
Well theres one thing i have to say, life SUCKS ans its isnt fair, its mostly school that makes me miserable and plainly that, school isnt for teaching anymore, its for stressing teenagers out. middle school wasnt easy either, theres always mostly evil teachers that you want to scream into their� ears and throw them out a window. Especially my tutor, she drives me so mad i need to grit my teeth and use my lips to cover it. we have this thing called activities week, wich is the last week befor the summer holidays. and i wanted to do an activity called big art, i got put on my second choice and i cryed into my best freinds lap, and� my other best freind gave her slip in realy late and she got put in! and everyone switched to big art when thwy were going to do 5 day activties rather than a week. and i got put on my second choice, my tutor knew i didnt want to do my second coice (scrapbooking) much, and she said to me with a smug look "is that what you wanted?" and i nearly killed her. so me and alo of my freinds went to reception and asked to change, their going to tel me on monday i wont have a good time if i dont get to do that.
My daughter has been really sick for 3 days with a fever. I feel so bad for her.
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