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meagan 47, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Aug 2006
1:17 AM EST

Well, it's Wednesday - the middle of the week and I'm still going strong with my healthy eating. I feel SO much better when I'm on a regular eating schedule of 5 small healthy meals a day. I feel so good when I live like this that I often wonder why I have such a struggle with food and always feel I want to eat bad stuff (especially on weekends)... if I feel at my best when I'm eating right, why would I want to mess with it? I don't know! Why would anyone want to put garbage food into their system? It's funny, I get in these moods when I'm super clean, but then on the weekend when I'm craving Haagen Dasz and Krispy Kreme that all seems to go out the door! I just got back from a nice (but hard) outdoor run with my friend. I've been pretty crazy-busy with work for the studio that I highly doubt I'll get to the gym for a weight workout today so I'll just do that tomorrow. Yesterday me and my mom worked chest, triceps, and shoulders and I'm really feeling my chest! I'm excited that this weekend is a holiday and I have two days off because I'm feeling a little worn down - my back went out on Monday night and feels a little funky still and I think I'm coming down with a cold (Wala'a just got over one). So the time-off will be good for me hopefully!

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iLOVEmyBRO 33, Female, South Carolina, USA - 7 entries

Aug 2006
1:36 PM EDT

Not much happnd today. Nm @ all!!

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Peppsicoloa8070 29, Female, South Carolina, USA - 2 entries

Aug 2006
10:39 AM MDT

Tiger

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lmm27295 44, Female, South Carolina, USA - 15 entries

Aug 2006
10:15 AM EDT

B called at lunch today and said he was sorry. All I get is an I'm sorry. Not an I'm sorry for treating you like I did, not an I'm sorry for being such an a** and saying things to hurt your feelings. Just an "I'm sorry" The "I'm sorry" is not cutting it w/ me anymore. He does not even say he will make an effort to do better like I always do when he is doing his weekly "b***h lisa out session." It is getting to where I want an explnation for the "I'm sorry." Now, I get to go home after work and put on a show like everything is fine w/ me when truly that is not the way I feel. I am truly pissed off! But I cannot tell him that b/c I don't have the energy for another fight. I would loveeeee to go home, watch my soap, eat a snack, take 2 tylynol, get zoie, and go to bed. That is how I would really like for my evening to go butttttt I will have to go home and put on a show acting like the evening is great and I love being there. If Bareny were to read this, he would just be pissed at me and threaten to leave, for my feelings. He would not try to understand why I feel they way that I do and try to make our relationship better. This would some how be all my fault and he would figure out how to "punish" me like if I was his child. He would never want to understand why I am hurting. I could go on and on about this but it is a waste of time. And to feel this why really "sucks".

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PrivateDee 38, Female, South Carolina, USA - 5 entries

Aug 2006
6:36 AM CST

YAY School starts again! I love school!

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Lynsie 50, Male, South Carolina, USA - 4 entries

Aug 2006
6:56 AM EDT

Gosh sometimes Life can be so freaking hard. cant talk today

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LilRican55 33, Female, South Carolina, USA - 5 entries

Aug 2006
6:34 PM EDT

radiokid91 if ur there plz be my friend u have things that i like and u like in comman and i want 2 see wat ur like -bye

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LilRican55 33, Female, South Carolina, USA - 5 entries

Aug 2006
6:29 PM EDT

well me here again i wrote a knew song if u want 2 here it just let me know but i'm so sad i can't tell u guys cuz its personal i can only tell u if ur my friend but its because of a guy thats all i'm telling u and i need some advise....my dream is 2 become a singer but i'm afraid my pain is going 2 get in the way of my dream i wish i knew wat 2 do cuz i'm so sad :( plz someone give me some advise

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LilRican55 33, Female, South Carolina, USA - 5 entries

Aug 2006
6:16 PM EDT

hi ppl i'm new here and looking 4 some friends.i like boxing and i like basketball i'm on a team i like the song whats left of me and s.o.s and many more i'm puerto rican and proud and i'm kind 2 others and care 4 others and would like 2 talk 2 some ppl about my peronal life someone i can trust.i just want someone 2 hold like a boyfriend i'm from usa and i want a world whare theres no bad just good -love yall!

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prdiva87 38, Female, Florida, USA - 26 entries

Aug 2006
4:43 PM EDT

Man yesterday i was so pissed off at my aunt because she yelled at me. i'm like dude you can't yell at me anymore i don't live with you. anyways she accuses me of taking her mail because i moved out of her apartment and got a change of address card and so on. anyways we have the same first name so the post office sent two letters to my new address and i sent them back to her. she says that their was more mail. I haven't got them. so next time she calls i am going to tell her to call the post office and find out what is going on.

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