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Miss1 46, Female, Kentucky, USA - 13 entries

Oct 2006
4:47 AM EDT

So I think I'm going insane! My mind and soul are so torn. How do you get out of something like this? How does it end? Without committing suicide of course, because although I feel like it gets no better, I desperately want to live. To get on a little different subject...I met a cute guy at work. He works in maintenance but the thing is...he's foreign. You know that may same insignificant to most but I've never really had any kind of experience with any race but my own. The thing is...I am really feeling this guy. He is so sweet and sooo sexy. The other thing is that we both are in relationships where we live with our mates. And I have a little girl with my guy and he has a little girl with his girl. Point is...we both have families that could possibly be broken up if anything was to happen. I just tell myself, noone has to know, right? He says he is feeling me too. In fact, he initiated the little flirting thing we got going on. So the other day he asked for my #. I said, well what about his gf he says "you live with your bf and I live with my gf but we can still be friends, right? I said yes and gave him my number. Was that wrong? I don't know what to do here but we are both unhappy in our relationships at home. I still no it's fucked up to do the others involved like that but I haven't felt this good in a very long time. Actually, I can't even remember the last time I felt this good in a long time. And that's the real fucked up part, because we haven't kissed or had any sexual contact yet. He just makes me feel so free and pretty with just his words and looks. It's amazing. But in the back of my mind, I can't help but to think it's a bad idea. But don't I deserve to feel free too? Please help because I am so tired of feeling the world is crushing me from the inside out!!!!Until then....

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Jane 58, Female, Kentucky, USA - 50 entries

Oct 2006
4:39 PM EDT

I woke up from my nap at the rest stop about 6am and continued my drive. My goal was to make it to Madison by Sunday night. The first part of my drive as absolutely beautiful. I headed north out of North Carolina which took me through Virginia and West Virginia. What a great part of the country! Much better scenery than Southern Illinois. I had to take a few additional naps on the way but I was able to make it to Madison by 10:30 pm on Sunday. About 9 pm I was quite tired and was not sure if I could make it but I stayed focused on the nice comfy bed I would have at the Holiday Inn in Madison. That certainly was a better option than sleeping in the back of my car again. The thought of those super nice sheets they have got me there.

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ixypix23 42, Female, Indiana, USA - 14 entries

Oct 2006
1:04 PM PDT

lots of times, like now i am pretending to be a farie proncess who likes pretzles. and tomorrow i may intend to be me but i think i will be a rabit rabbit who planns on draing the color out of carrots.

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blackroseangel 33, Female, Louisiana, USA - 27 entries

Oct 2006
1:57 AM CDT

today is nerd vs jock day but i didnt dress up. bu t tomorrow is throw back day so i am going ot try and dress up like in the 20's. anywyas deon and i are still kissing like mad. friday is the fall fair and i are in the french club. so i am goin ot help out. well i gotta go. cya later

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3 comment(s) - 10:26 AM - 10/25/2006

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ally411 35, Female, Canada - 10 entries

Oct 2006
1:59 PM EDT

hey yall

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sublettt30 70, Female, Texas, USA - 66 entries

Oct 2006
12:45 PM EDT

Finally Got a new idea and I just hope it works this time. I am ready to really move forward in what the area of 7.

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izzybelleluv007 33, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Oct 2006
10:15 AM MDT

what? i dont get that. stupid quote! i've planned the coolest outfit ever! i'm gonna look so great! i watched my favorite show, prison break, yesterday and that was one of the best episodes of this season! i was so stressed i thought for sure that two of my favorite characters was going to die...whew. i love that show! anyway i just had a nice relaxingish day today (can you ever realy havea truly relaxing day?) and i did seven pages of math in 17 minutes, thats kinda slow for me. I wached the music video for "white and nerdy" by wierd al yankovich man i never get tired of watching that music video ITS SO FUNNY! i also like that other song he does, its called "constipated" when i first heard it i was laffing my head off! anyway i had such a nice day, i watched reruns of prison break, read some more of an jane austen novel (mansfield park) did some math and science, tried to decifer a code (nothin you need to know) and took a nap. oh and i ate two corndogs mmmmm yummy. mmmmm hungry now!

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