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    jmw  39, Female, New York, USA - First entry!
02
Aug 2007
10:06 AM EDT
   

hey everyone my name is jenn i live in elmira heights ny w/ my husband im starting a journal b/c it will help my control my emotions and be a better person to control my attitude i dont handle stress very well and i really need to control that. so let me tell you a little about me i am 21 yrs old but i will be 22 this month on the 21st of aug ( Happy Birthday to me) i graduated from waverly high school in 2004 and i went to ebi for business but i never finished school bc my car at that time the engine dropped out of it and didnt hv a car.But now i am going bck to school this october for paralegal. I love bowling w/ my husband and my friends and i love going to the movies and just chilling at home. I do wrk but i rather not tell you where i wrk bc i might have to cll you one day and i dont wnt to be put in a awkard position . i absolutely hate drama and dont want to be apart of it in no means. im not looking for a relationship on here bc like i said im married. people may not like what i have to say be thats just me i'll be straight up w/ you. oh yeah by the way i ABSOLUTELY HATE LIARS..... alot of ppl say that im stuck up or a bitch but honestly i have high standards and i really stick to them. i dont judge anybody or talk about anybody bc there is no point of it it's stupid. My theory is always keep a smile on your face bc it makes them wonder what you're thinking.. but i do have a bad attitude and i will let you know if you piss me off. im not a person to be walked all over and that will never happen well everyone i have to go if you want to tlk or have anything to comment leave me a message


    ramoody  66, Male, Kansas, USA - 3 entries
01
Aug 2007
3:04 PM CST
   

The office was very calm today. Most of the staff was on vacation, however, there were several new faces wandering the hallways,must be new faculty. I was in their shoes last year.
1 comment(s) - 10:50 PM - 08/07/2007

    Daydreamer  37, Female, Australia - 26 entries
01
Aug 2007
4:34 AM EDT
   

So I met that guy that I have talked about before and he is so hott!The only problem is that he is really shy really really shy and my mom who set us up said that he was like me...I am also really shy but with this guy I have learned to just put it all out there and tell him how I feel.We only met briefly like really breifly 5 mins tops he had to work the next day and it was already like 1 am and so I decided to cut it short and let him go get some sleep! I called him on monday and he hasnt called back yet and I just wanted to know form anyone who could help if they think that he is just scared and shy and will call in his time and when he is ready like he has before..we called him on like a sunday and he returned our call on like late thursday night or if you think that he just doesnt want to talk to me...if you decide to leave a comment remember that he is the one that asked to meet me and not the other way around I just agreed to it!!!!!

    nitinp  50, Male, India - 21 entries
01
Aug 2007
8:50 AM I
   

mandatory
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    prissy  47, Female, Hawaii, USA - 75 entries
01
Aug 2007
5:14 AM HAST
   

GRATITUDE JOURNAL:
I'm blessed to have Steven in my life (even though I don't think he knows me as well as I think he should).
I'm blessed to be far away from home and have the opportunity to make something of myself.
I'm blessed to be separated from John and have the hope of being completely divorced.
I'm blessed to have a job and have a steady flow of income since I got back from India.
I'm blessed to share an appartment with rent and deposit down on paper.
I'm blessed to be able to jump into the ocean whenever I like.
I'm blessed to have music whenever I want.

    manindra  50, Male, India - 129 entries
01
Aug 2007
8:13 AM I
   

public
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2 comment(s) - 05:45 PM - 11/05/2007

    shootingstar420  30, Female, California, USA - 72 entries
31
Jul 2007
9:08 PM EDT
   

HEY LONG TIME NO TALK
WELL I THINK ALOT HAS HAPPEND OVER MYSPACE
BCUZ HE FINALLY APPROVED ME
AND BY HIM I MEAN OMAR :D IM SO HAPPY
HE ALSO SEND ME A MESSEGE YAH!!!
WELL WHAT ELSE DO I SAY NOT MUCH HAS HAPPENED
U KNOW IM ALSO SCARED FOR ONE REASON
BRENDA IS THE REASON TO TELL U THE TRUTH I ENVIED HER GROWING UP
SHE WAS ALWAYS THE CENTER OF ATTENTION AND I FELT LIKE AN OUTCAST
AROUND HER
AND NOW I FEEL LIKE SHE IS STEALING MY SPORT U KNOW I SHOULDNT BE LIKE THIS BUT I CANT HELP IT
I TRY TO NOT THINK LIKE THIS BUT I JUST CANT HELP IT U KNOW
IM JUST SO STRESSED THESE PAST FEW DAYS I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS ON MY SHOULDERS FOR SOME WEIRD REASON
I WISH I CAN BE MORE OPEN TO BRENDA LIKE SHE IS TO ME BUT IM NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON
IM A PERSON WHO KEEPS THINGS TO MYSELF
IVE LIED TO HER SOMETIMES BUT I WSH I CAN TELL HER THE TRUTH BCUZ SHE HAS BEEN MY BFF EVER SINCE I WAS A KID AND I HOPE I WILL SOMEDAY
U KNOW IVE BEEN THINKING TO MYSELF
SHULD I JUST LET HIM GO???
U KNOW I THINK IVE LIKED HIM FOR 3 YEARS AND I STILL DO BUT ............................
Y...............IS..........IT.......SO.........PAINFUL??????
I WILL MEET DIFFRENT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE BUT WEN I SAY I SAY I WILL LET HIM GO I LAUGH AND SAY ITS IMPOSSIBLE
I JUST WONDER AND ASK GOD Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T-T I JUST WANT TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL ONCE I DO THAT
THE WORLD WILL BE OFF MY SHOULDER
BUT WAITING FOR THAT DAY IS LIKE WAITING FOR RAIN TO FALL IN THIS SEASON
USELESS AND DISAPPOINTING T-T
ID GIVE IT AL TO CHANGE THE WAY THE WORLD GOES ROUND I WOULD...............
A SONG THAT DESCRIBES EXACTLY HOW I FEEL IS CALLED CRUSHED BY ROSETTE
IM CRUSHED BY THE SWEETEST LIPS I NEVER KISSED
THESE ARE THE LYRICS IM JUST WRITING THEM SO I WONT FOR GET THEM

I told myself today was gonna be the day
No more excuses 'cuz I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind in waste and I let the moment slip away
Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone,
But i can't get past the dial tone
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I can't keep going this way

[CHORUS]
CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips ive never kissed
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch Ive always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands ive never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that Ive ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I havent ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby Im so crushed

So I told myself that tomorrow gonna be the day
And I keep on telling myself that Im gonna find a way
And I wont be afraid just like yesterday
Wont walk away never gonna let another chance slip away
Cuz' I gotta know which ever way its gonna go
Rest my heart and soul
Cuz' there can never be no more
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I wont keep going this way

[CHORUS]
CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips ive never kissed
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch Ive always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands ive never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that Ive ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I havent ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby Im so crushed

Crushing,
Im so into to you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to you
I don't know just what to do
Crushing,
Im so into to you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to youuu
Ohhhh Imm
Crushing,
Im so into you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to Youuuuuuu Ohohohhhh
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby I'm so
Cruuuushed



ITS TRUE IM CRUSHED :<



    aug171995  30, Male, Michigan, USA - 2 entries
31
Jul 2007
6:24 AM EDT
   

Omg has it been long since i've wrote in this! this is so weird now!


    ramoody  66, Male, Kansas, USA - 3 entries
31
Jul 2007
4:02 PM CST
   

I love my job. I teach at a university and make a difference every time a student comes to class. My students are teacher-wanna-bes and administrator-wanna-bes. I truly enjoy what I do.

    scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
31
Jul 2007
3:19 PM EDT
   

how do you tell someone that you simply don't enjoy their company? I mean, I know that you can't really just...say that. Or I can't, at least. A friend keeps asking me out to dinner, to his house, to the movies. (This is the one who confessed his love for me, and also the one that i firmly turned down.) He knows how I feel and yet he won't give up and he won't take no for an answer. I don't want to be mean to him, he really is a nice (if socially inept) guy. Same with james...he won't give up either. My other guy friend informed me that the only way to really stop a guy is to be absolutely against any kind of attention from them, even if it hurts them. Maybe he's right and I'm just leading them on. But really, can't i just make it clear that i don't want to be in a romantic situation with them and then get on with the friendship instead of shutting the whole thing down? all i have are guy friends, it would be greatly appreciated if they stopped acting like hormone driven imbeciles. The first guy is nice, but really...i could handle never seeing him again. the other is honestly my best friend...it hurts that he can't ignore his dick for five seconds and realize that having a guy all over me isn't what i need right now. ok...enough of a rant...where's a scantily clad 18 year old girl with more than half a brain and at least a little curiosity?


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