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        ptwsparkles  28, Female, Massachusetts, USA - 14 entries
    03
    Aug 2007
    11:32 PM N
       

    well today nothin much happened. yesturday i got a shot/needle in the top of my arm. IT HURT!!!!!!!!!!!! but im ok now. just about to go out to walk the dog wit grandma be back. i will right tomarow. k bye
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        carlok  50, Female, United Kingdom - 2 entries
    03
    Aug 2007
    2:13 AM V
       

    my name is chantel hi if u r on here theres no point im not going to tell u anything like my secrets cya bye bye
    ChAnTeL XxXxXXxXxXXxXxXXxXxXX
    cya wont wanna be ya
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        scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
    03
    Aug 2007
    5:57 PM EDT
       

    What am I afraid of and why?

    Well...I leave for Florida on Thursday...and then I'm off to davidson on the 17th...my 18th bday actually. I'm afraid of leaving home again. Everytime I start a newyearabroad Ileave a bit of myself behind, and I lose part of my identity at home. When I come back, I will have changed and who knows if the piece I left behind will fit anymore? I'm afraid of not knowing who I am. I don't know what my expectationswill be in college. I'm terrified of being inadequate for school, for a significant other, for my parents and for myself. Wow...there is a long list of things that I am afraid of. But the one thing I have come to realize is that, despite the many forms that it takes, the only thing I am afraid of is the unknown. I can face fears that I am sure of but how do you face off against the unfamiliar and the obscured?

    I feel like I'm in limbo at the moment, still in mid-air after leaping blindfolded off of a cliff. Where, how and when will I land?
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        roxxxxxi  50, Male, United Kingdom - 4 entries
    03
    Aug 2007
    12:54 PM EDT
       

    I AiNt aFrAiD Ov nOfIn
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        roxxxxxi  50, Male, United Kingdom - 4 entries
    03
    Aug 2007
    11:50 AM EDT
       

    Hi Diary,
    Today has been pretty boring nothing much happened !!!
    All I really did....is....well.....erm...swimming and I biked to my Granddma's and Granddad's. Nothing much I suppose !
    At the mo I have got my cousion and my brother sitting with me (well was my brother he's now gone!)
    rOxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxI
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        roxxxxxi  50, Male, United Kingdom - 4 entries
    03
    Aug 2007
    11:32 AM EDT
       

    Hi I am called ROXI ok ?????
    I AM SOOOOOOOO COOLIO N U WILL FIND OUT WHY SOON !
    LOL (LAUGH OUT LOUD !!!!)
    ThE ReAsOn i aM SoOoOoO CoOliO Is cOz eRm eRm...eRm....wElL I HaVe nO IdEa aT AlL!!!
    I ain't THAT stuck up chu know !!!!!!
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        Daydreamer  37, Female, Australia - 26 entries
    03
    Aug 2007
    9:55 AM EDT
       

    What am I afraid of....I am scared to fall in love. I am afraid of being hurt and so I just dont even let anyone get that close!!! Like this guy who I talk about alot on here he hasnt called me and I dont know what to do....am I setting myself up to get hurt again?? Or do you think he will call??
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        Daydreamer  37, Female, Australia - 26 entries
    03
    Aug 2007
    9:53 AM EDT
       

    So last night I moved well kinda got kicked out of my Moms house! Now I am 19 so its perfectly legal for my stepdad to do this and I think that he is actually happy and he is not regreting what he did. I had to go over there today to get a few of my things so that I could live...like clothes and stuff and he didnt even say two woeds to me! We got in to an argument before I was kicked out yesterday and I think he is holding a grudge on me. Should I be the bigger person and talk to him like nothing happened or should I do what I have been doing and not talk to him??
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        dunamis  55, Male, Australia - 96 entries
    02
    Aug 2007
    7:28 PM WST
       

    Be kind, for everyone you know is facing a great battle - Philo of Alexandria.

    This really helps me to manage people. Everyone around me - me included is broken. We all face our battles. I face mine, so it requires no great stretch of the imagination to realise everyone else is facing theirs.

    So when they're short, abrupt, absent, irritated, down, I don't take it personally, I just realise they are facing a great battle.

    Helps me become compassionate to remember this and maybe compassion is one of the greatest weapons we have in this great battle.
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        Daydreamer  37, Female, Australia - 26 entries
    02
    Aug 2007
    1:06 PM EDT
       

    I NEED SOME ADVICE: In the below entry I wrote about the guy that I have been wanting to meet. He is so amazing and I really want to start a relationship with him the only thing is is that he is super shy and he just really doesnt like put himself out there...yet he is the one that wanted to meet me....I am still waiting on his call...I called him on Monday and he still hasnt called me back...should I wait or call him back or should I just let go and forget about him??And do you think that he just isnt calling because he is scared or is he not calling because he wants to drop me??
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