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        shem  36, Male, Florida, USA - 3 entries
    06
    Aug 2007
    11:12 AM HAC
       

    Change

    Why do we fear chage so much? Change is a good, right? It is said that after some years, we do not change, then we did not grow. Well then, that brings up a different topic then. Are we afraid to grow as humans, people in a world where there is change all around us. Even with this, the change of our phones, cars, computers homes, etc; we fail to accept the fact that we ourselves sometimes must change.
    We can look at change like something like a cycle or the transition between eras. We must change schools to go to college. This can be so dramatic, and first thought is that "We don't fear this, we want this." Really? How many times do we often wish that we were back in high school once we hit college? So why do we ask this question, this question of "Why change".
    I guess its human nature to change this around us and sometimes even other people to suite ourselves without even thinking about changing ourselves. So what do we do until we can find the courage to do so? Well we already have the courage, fortitude and strength to do such. Whoever said change was a dreadful thing was somewhat right. However change is good, if you want to grow that is.



    Shemroy .A Charles
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        lovealways  34, Female, California, USA - 7 entries
    06
    Aug 2007
    7:11 AM PST
       

    my surprise was a trip to seaworld we spent the entired day there and went home the next day. that was soo fun, and wet. yesterday we had the b-day party for our nephew but my boyfriend had to work and came late, he didn't get to spend that much time with him or me. but we had a blast, i made dinner not the cake, i bought it i didn't have time to bake it. its funny everyone says that me and my boyfriend seemed like as if we where married and they don't say that cause we fight, we actually don't get into fights like yesterday we where seeing how my sister and her husband where fighting constantly they always argue for little things and they and others ask why we don't do that. we get mad but we don't argue we just talk about it and fix it. or if we do something that upsets one another we say whats wrong and we know not to do it again or fix what we did wrong. i guess we know how to communicate without the yelling, pointing fingers, cuzing, ignoring, calling names. i could say we respect each other in any situation.well today was suppose to be his day off but he had to go to work in the morning he said he'll call me to see if we are still going to be able to go to the mall or not. we'll see what happens..
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        scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
    05
    Aug 2007
    8:41 AM EDT
       

    For the first time in a very long time I actually like being me.
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        ronowen  69, Male, Texas, USA - 114 entries
    05
    Aug 2007
    1:53 PM CST
       

    Sunday, August 5
    Yesterday, Ron received a unit of blood due to a low blood count; however, he remains in good spirits. Today, his color had improved and he is experiencing pain in his arms. This may be a sign that he is getting the feeling back. Ron received a special visit from a Guillain Barre survivor. Thank you Karen for allowing him to relate to your experiences!!
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        ronowen  69, Male, Texas, USA - 114 entries
    05
    Aug 2007
    1:48 PM CST
       

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        Daydreamer  37, Female, Australia - 26 entries
    05
    Aug 2007
    2:31 PM EDT
       

    I am very sad today!! See almost a week ago {the week mark will be tom.} that I got up the nerve to call the guy that asked to meet me and we still havent meet. I understand that he is very shy but if he really wants me the way I hear he does then why does he act the way that he has been?? Why is he not calling me back is it because he is shy or is it because he doesnt want to really do this with me...the whole relationship thing?? I mean with him for the first time in like two years I was actually ready for a real realationship and now its just like before...the reasons why I never had realtionships for that long time....2 years....and its just like will I never actually be happy??Will anyone really ever love me or not...Am I like destined to be alone forever??Please help!!!!!
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        Daydreamer  37, Female, Australia - 26 entries
    05
    Aug 2007
    2:31 PM EDT
       

    I am very sad today!! See almost a week ago {the week mark will be tom.} that I got up the nerve to call the guy that asked to meet me and we still havent meet. I understand that he is very shy but if he really wants me the way I hear he does then why does he act the way that he has been?? Why is he not calling me back is it because he is shy or is it because he doesnt want to really do this with me...the whole relationship thing?? I mean with him for the first time in like two years I was actually ready for a real realationship and now its just like before...the reasons why I never had realtionships for that long time....2 years....and its just like will I never actually be happy??Will anyone really ever love me or not...Am I like destined to be alone forever??Please help!!!!!
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        shootingstar420  30, Female, California, USA - 72 entries
    04
    Aug 2007
    9:08 PM EDT
       

    ITS BEEN HARD THESE PAST FEW DAYS
    IT WAS REALLY HARD TO MAKE THIS DECSION
    BUT I HAVE TO MAKE THIS DECSION FOR MY OWN GOOD RIIGHT
    CUZ I DONT WANT TO BE IN PAIN NO MORE
    SO ILL SMILE MY WAY THRU I CANT BELIEVE IM GONNA SAY THIS BUT
    "IM GONNA LET GO OF OMAR"
    ..................................................................
    T-T ITS FOR THE BESTAND IM JUST GONNA SMILE AND BE HAPPY
    I ALSO WONDER IS THIS THE RIIGHT THING TO DO
    HE HAS BEEN THE STRONGEST LUV I EVER FELT
    :D ILL SMILE ON THE OUTSIDE AND CRY ON THE INSIDE T-T
    I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I GOT SAD WHEN HE DIDNT REPLY TO MY MESSEGE IDK Y? IM SO DUMB RIIGHT :D :(
    SO I SAID IT
    HE HAS TO BECOME MY PAST RIGHT!!!!!!! :( T-T
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        berries7cinnamon  38, Female, Singapore - 20 entries
    04
    Aug 2007
    7:17 AM EDT
       

    Judith's beautiful.
    It's not just me who thinks that way. Many other people think that way too. I went out with her many times, and many guys never fail to turn around and look at her regardless if they have their girlfriends with them or not.

    I've been expecting people to approach her and talk with her or get her contact number any time now ever since I went out with her. It happened before when I was with another beautiful friend - Tammi. It happened many years ago and I still remember it clearly, that's also because I don't go out with Tammi as often I do with Judith.

    That time when it happened while I was with Tammi, I was shocked. Tam was real cool about it and continue to walk on as if nothing happen and ignore that guy.
    After that, I just feel sad. Because that never happens to me before. And it never will, because I was never beautiful, and I never will be.

    I'm not ugly, I just look normal. I have a common face. Every new place I go to, someone will never fail to tell me that I looked like a certain someone that they knew or used to know.
    I know I shouldn't let what people say bother me, and it wasn't even anything negative. I just felt disappointed. Sometimes I even find it shocking when I look at pictures because even I realised that I looked like someone else when looking through photos.
    People will say that I should feel blessed because there are other people who look worse than me. But I feel like someone with no identity. I look like so many people, just who am I, really...

    I thought I have outgrown all these, and I even feel that I look prettier than how I used to when I was younger.
    Just a few days ago, I went out with Judith and it happened again. I really enjoy her company and she's a very treasured friend. I don't have that many friends.

    That guy didn't ask for her contact number. He simply praise her openly and loudly, saying that to his group of friends.

    I really feel... Ugly.
    It's not that no guys woo me in the past. There were many of them. Some of my closer guy friends told me it was because of my character.
    I don't think I have a great personality. Maybe I used to have great traits, but that's all in the past. That happened years ago.

    I'm not smart, no great body, not even a nice person. Seriously, just what am I left with?

    People say beauty is only skin deep. So what?
    People look your face before they look at what's inside.
    "Don't let what other people say get you down." Well, I'm just not strong enough.
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        roxxxxxi  50, Male, United Kingdom - 4 entries
    03
    Aug 2007
    11:28 PM EDT
       

    OmG I Am gOiNg sHoPpIn 2DaY
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