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Hey. Its been a while hasnt it.. well soo many new things to tell you about and ill just tell you what i can remember lol.. So high school started.. and Its awsome! i love it hehe :) Im having a blast i love all my classes and everyone is cool :). I have drama and i love it hehe. Ima be dancing thriller and this is halloween which im excited about! Well theres cute guys but ehh not really interested.. oh and yes i broke up with Ricky.. :0 its been a while though.. and ehh hes such a bitch.. gosh!�i hate him.. :/ all he said was Alrite. wen i broke up with him.. that was all he fricken said! like he didnt even try to fight for me at all.. shows how much he cared :/ but fuck it.. I can do better than him! Gosh!!�xP and im talking to his friend.. and he already told me that he liked me so its like whata hell..? i shouldnt be tlking to him if he likes me.. but no i continue to talk to him.. hes a kool guy.. and yesterday hes like ay did you tell ricky and i was like no why and hes like cus he just txted me saying ay are you trying to get at my ex? and hes like nah we are just friends.. and do you know what fucken ricky said! hes Liike "well you can get with her.. i dont care.." Ohhh and that seriously.. ughh i cnt tell u how much i fucken hate him now.. hes such an ughh idk gosh! like i cnt tell you how much i do! But then i still kinda like him in some sort of way.. so its like love overcomes hate but i dont love him anymore..� i dont think i ever did! and u know sometimes i think all he fucken wants is SEX! like he was just a horney bastard wanting to get everyone laid!!! Ughh.. wait.. this is too mean.. :/ gosh idk i just really dont know anything.. im over all this ricky things i moved on already!!! And im happy.. :] i gotta find myself a high school hubby lol.. :]

Ah.. this monday was horrible.. :( Miguel has cancer.. :( ughh why hiim god! why him!! what did he do wrong! huh... hes just a little kid.. a little baby! why does it have to be him! why do u cause him pain :( ahh i culdnt help but cry.. wen i found out.. its not fair! its not fricken fair to him! hes so small ! with a bright future! and why does he have to have cancer at the age of 6! All people say is have faith in god.. but what if having faith in god isnt enough! i need a miracle to happen!!

像诗人一样度过诗一样的年纪

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十二三岁是诗一样的年纪，最近我开始跟敦敦一起探讨中国古诗词。每天早上我都大声朗读几段古诗，我会有意地重复那些令人拍案叫绝的佳句，当李白杜甫的欣喜悲愤一点点地飘进孩子耳朵里时，敦敦自然地随着早餐面包咽下了古人的浪漫。我相信，中国文化深层的精髓是在不断地熏陶中被悟出来的。

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读了些日子，敦敦开始发表评论，在他看来，古代伟大的诗人不外乎分为几类：想当官没当上的，当了官又不幸被贬了的，国王，游人，神童，酒鬼还有失败的情场老手。

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其实大部分诗人都内心感到不幸，写诗也是出于无奈，我虽不敢完全认同，但也服他总结的角度很翘，真可谓‘风乍起，吹皱一池春水。

It's such a perfect day that i dont want to stay at home :) But it's too late (:

i havent been putting anything on this in like...forever.

im hanging out with emma, stephanie and chalk boy!!!! haha i mean john.

football game starts in like an hour and im bored. and i have been at this school since 7:30ish. which emma says is way to freaking early in the morning.

so whats up with everyone?

im gonna go and look at other things. bye!

weight:�136��������� bmi: 24.5

yes, as you can plainly see i am still obsessed wiht my weight, but things are on the bright side. i may not have lost much, but i have grown in height, gaining an extra inch and a half, which in turn bring my bmi down, yippie!

anyway, onto more exciting things- summer! although it is now over and i am back at school it was so much fun cos i went on my holiday to the baltic and it was the BEST HOLIDAY EVER. okay, so it may have been a bit cold, and there wasnt exactly any male eyecandy on board, but hey, it was two weeks of relaxation, which was exactly what me and my family needed. my favourite stop was copenhagen in denmark and i would like to go back there again as it seemed a really nice place to live. the cabin didnt draw as many arguement from the family as it did four years ago, the food was fantasic and the actual sea waves were not too bad, only my brother was sick for two days, while everyone else on board PARTIED! we also spent some of the time trying to avoid some of my parents friends as they were also on another cruise going to some of the same places, so in finland we ran form the ship to the town, sneaking past their ship in port.

the rest of the summer was good aswell. emma had a surprise birthday party that only remained a surprise up until 20 mins before which is a shame but it was such a good party- you try playing weird musical statues while drinking form a glass of wine in your hand :) and the event we had been waiting for all summer, drum roll please..... my gcse results. and i did quite well, no thanks to me doubting myself. to be honest i did worst than i thought, but i cant complain cos i got into 6th form. i got 1 A*, 6 A, 2 B and 1 C, just cos i like writing out my results :/ and priya got the best in the country for ft, which is freaking amazing. i love having a clever friend, besides her being so utterly cute, i can seem clever cos shes my friend with out having any pressure on me- jokes. but i am sooooooooo happy for her :)

already i have been thrown head first in to my work and i went on a trip to whitstable in kent on monday for my textiles course, which was fun, cos i was with sahira for the day, but freezing cos the wind was constantly gale-force. for the rest of the week now the classroom has smell like whitstable and i can tell you it is not a pretty aroma

i will try to write more frequently in this again, so until next time dudes x

种棉花

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��� 棉花是经济作物，记得有句电影台词，‘要想发家致富，就得种棉花’。敦敦和敦爹5月份到老家转了一圈，带回了一包棉花种，按照发展经济的思路，在阳台上搞包产到花盆，一板一眼地种起了棉花。

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��� 播种不久长出了不少小苗，间苗后，剩了5-6棵，小苗一天天长大，8月份竟然开了十分之娇美的花，花的颜色有两种，白色和粉红色，两种颜色的花相互映衬着彼此的清新美丽，9月份的一天，我偶然发现有一颗已经悄然棉桃累累了。

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几个月下来，敦敦有机会认识到阳台上运作的‘资本主义商业模式’，有限的付出：在找到合适的土壤的前提下，原始投入是春天点上的几粒种子，后续投资是隔几天浇点水，对了还有从太阳爷爷那里申请到的无息阳光贷款。接下来就是长期可观的回报：5个月看小苗生长的快乐，2个月欣赏两色花的陶醉，加上一睹棉花风采的欣喜。

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不知为啥这花盆里长出的棉花对我有所触动，作为北方长大的60后，我深知棉花的重要性，小时候，北方的冬天很冷，我们是穿着棉袄，棉裤和棉鞋过冬的。要是没有棉花，我早被冻死了。

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通过种棉花，敦敦认识到大地是无私的母亲。我们每一个人对脚下的每一寸土地都应该多几分的敬意。