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        Janira  34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries
    23
    Jan 2011
    11:01 PM
       

    The Day I make A Change

    Today I slipped I didn't something I shouldn't have done and what I said I wouldn't do. I went on IMVU. After a while it made me sick and I deleted my account. I realized what I was today but disobeyed God in the process. I wanted to say sorry but I know I must prove myself to the Lord. I'm on fire to do right and it's was I hope to do I hope to have the faith to keep pushing forward in the right direction for Christ and myself. Thank you God and I love you an everyone=). I hope I can stick to my goal.
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        Dave  40, Male, United Kingdom - 2 entries
    23
    Jan 2011
    4:55 PM BST
       

    Here we go...

    I'm not a blogger, I don't keep a diary, but I'm going to give this journal thing a go. I don't know what I'm supposed to writing, and I have no idea why ANYONE would care, but I figure why not?
    �� OK, so what was the last mildly interesting thing I did? I went to see the Kings Speech on Friday (21.1.11) with an old friend, and then I worked all weekend, so that's it. My first "blog". Whoopee. I'll try to put a bit more in next time.
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        Janira  34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries
    21
    Jan 2011
    11:08 PM
       

    Guilty Conscience

    Okay at work day before yesterday I had to tutor one eight grader and and seventh and they had a ninth grader in there too. which they talked on and off they wouldn't really listen to me when I said stop or low it down and then. I got in a conversation with them I got them to do some work too. So at recap I told my director one was distracting(9th grader) and the others got distracted and they all talked on and off but it wasn't a problem. She told me that if I ever had problems with the ninth grader let her know because she's only there to help. So she talked to the girl when and made it out to her that I had a problem with her. The girl gave me dirty looks all day and told the rest of them. Then I heard the conv. with her and my director. I wish I hadn't said nothing because it was taken to another degree and now i went from being cool to being an enemy. I didn't have it in for her i was talking with them...but I gues i just should of said the day was okay...but i told her the truth though I just don't like that the girl doesn't like me now. It's been eating at my conscience to let her know that wasn't my intent. To let her know I don't have it in for her and she can trust me but I really don't see that happening....What should I do? I've been thinking to go tell her my story but I just started there why would she believe me...Then I also thought back to the way she disrespected the director and thought maybe this is a good thing....but I still feel bad because i don't want anyone to have a bad impression of me..I want to tell her I'm so sorry but I didn't really do it. -A Guilty Conscience
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        vflow99  52, Female, North Carolina, USA - 130 entries
    21
    Jan 2011
    7:39 AM PDT
       

    crying for them

    God im doing this presentation on wrongfully convicted prisoners and it brngs to to tears.� I hate seeing how they have no knowledge of new technologies nad no relationship with their kids. Its not fair, I feel myself well up with anger against the injustices. Some of these exonerees have found a forgiveness so strong and so prosperous that Only you could give it to them.� I pray for this forgiveness. you know i hold so much frustration against people who have wronged me help me to let it go. i used to love so blindly and now i cant trust people let alone love them.� Help me to become more assertive soi can adequately confron tmy aggressors then release the anger i have for them.� Use me lord please to make a difference in the lives of those who are unable to help themselves. I need you to need me lord because im wasting away. �
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        markcism  47, Male, Philippines - 17 entries
    21
    Jan 2011
    12:14 AM JST
       

    This is me posting my 2nd private post inside my Igoogle.
    Tags: igoogle.com
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        markcism  47, Male, Philippines - 17 entries
    21
    Jan 2011
    12:03 AM
       

    First Time to Use InboxJournal

    How is this different from using Twitter, Facebook or others? We will find out once I get a hang of it.
    Tags: Facebook, InboxJournal, Twitter
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        vflow99  52, Female, North Carolina, USA - 130 entries
    31
    Dec 1969
    6:00 PM
       

    better than people

    i consider myself a good person.� However i have faults, sometimes in defense to people who i think are being malicious towards me i become indifferent to social situations a fancy way of saying i start to put off a vibe like im better than them. when the reality is its just my way of handling the negative pressures of life as i perceive it.� i want people to like me and� i want to be a help to others but thehonest truth �is i dont trust anyone at times not even my kids.� 18 year old paradise often makes me feel like she is in competition with me or maybe its me im not sure. im so wishy washy in in my emotions i dont know who i am or what im capable of.� GOD i just wanna be useful and i just wanna a reason to smile everyday.� please help me deal with these insecurities and perceptions i hate the person i am. how do you get here im 37 years old and i dont even know what i wanna be when i grow up. My kids deserve a better mom and well my husband or x husband now got out as soon as he could take care of himself. he deserves a good wife. sometimes i wish i could have been her other rimes i feel like i deserved a better husband.� so lost so confused so hurting help
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        Janira  34, Female, Louisiana, USA - 19 entries
    20
    Jan 2011
    9:22 PM
       

    Today!

    Today I had been having a lot of stress and confusion on my head. Thinking of what do do on situations and ignoring people. Well today at my jobs for life meeting I gained a new prespective of how to attend to roadblocks in my life and how they can shape me into a better person. I realized that with God EVERYTHING and i mean everything is POSSIBLE even though what your going through is a headache at though moment. That you will cry and fall and hurt people (not intentionally) and be hurt. I learn so much tonight =D I'm hoping to improve myself. I learn to not look at past roadblocks and get depressed but rather smell the roses of my journey and let God take the wheel.=D. All in all today was great. And I realized a wrong done to some people that I want to fix and I want to shape my future and become something great!!! We all can achieve great things if we want and try to grasp it.
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        vflow99  52, Female, North Carolina, USA - 130 entries
    20
    Jan 2011
    8:44 PM PDT
       

    venting

    im so happy i vented to My girl T. she really made me understand the premise of other peoples feeling are not on me, it is on them, how i handle it is on me. i love her for loving me. i needed that. i am so glad i got out my intern as well. Ms r. is so full of lies, its never ending and i have no time for it. I feel reinvented. now i just have to wait to se how the program handles my departure grrrrrrr
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        pjgirl  27, Female, United Kingdom - 4 entries
    20
    Jan 2011
    11:54 AM
       

    Liam when will everything be normal again?
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