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sandynassa 45, Male, Minnesota, USA - 5 entries

Dec 2006
6:40 AM I

ya it's true? we pretend to be sumthin else which we are n't well the reason may be the qualties which we want to attain lies with that sumthing .

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Brunette Mess 39, Female, Texas, USA - 15 entries

Dec 2006
8:04 AM EST

Do you ever feel like you are never good enough?! Sometimes I think that I constantly feel this way. It seems that no matter what I accomplish or how hard I bust my ass for something, noone ever notices. It doesn't help any that I am the youngest of three and my older brother & sister are both so damn perfect. My sister graduated with honors from OU with a masters in accountancy and now she has a new apartment in an upscale part of Dallas. My brother is a senior at OSU who will graduate with honors and is already a sucessful and well recognized basketball coach. And what am I? I am a sophmore at OSU who has never made the honor roll and gets left in the background. I swear when all of us children are home all my parents want to talk about is my sister's new job, or about her living in Dallas, or about my brother graduating, or how great of a basketball coach he is. I mine as well not even exist!?! I swear, I would never want anyone feel the way I do when I am around my family, not even my worst enemies. And I am busting my ass off right now trying to ace all 5 of my finals and all my mother has to say to me on the phone is "so are you going to make 5 A's?" NO, I'm not! I am going to make 4 A's and 1 B, but that is NOT GOOD ENOUGH! I don't know, maybe I'm overreacting because I am stressed about finals and I am about to start my period, but there's got to be more to life than feeling like this all of the time.... PS: I still haven't had a sip of alcohol!

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Dizzyboy 36, Male, California, USA - 16 entries

Dec 2006
9:12 PM EDT

People that pretend to be something there not is what i call a fake person. People that pretend to be something there not is only hurting themselves because then they have to always pretend and thats being yourself. When your not being yourself nobody will never know the real you and you well never know if you have friends or not because they wont be kicking it with the real you and they will only know the fake you. People don't like someone for being fake they only want to kick it wit someone that is real, people feel if you were being fake the whole time then maby your friendship is fake also. So just be yourself and never try to make friends by being fake and lieing to yourself and them.

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mexiCANballerSam24 36, Male, California, USA - 10 entries

Dec 2006
8:12 PM EDT

Look today was aight, i watched 2 girls bballl games frosh/soph and JV to watch my sis play on JV. They won so thats good even tho theyre sorry!lol jk. Dam we really need 10 pages of these journals tho! oh well might as well do them right. Yea so after the games my dad took me and kim and my sis to mcdees to eat cuz we were hungry as hell! Oh yea i got my new phone taken away by Ms.Tate but then got bak after skool so thats kool. Got to skool on time so my momma didnt throw bricks at me today.haha naw jus playin. Man im done wit dis and now im gouin on myspace!!! hahahaha

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AmbBam 42, Female, Texas, USA - 5 entries

Dec 2006
7:28 AM EST

Once again hi. I just met this guy and he wants me to go away with him this coming weekend. Whats the appropriate wear to do something like that?

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emma 34, Female, Kansas, USA - 12 entries

Dec 2006
7:01 AM EDT

Here is a plea/ From my heart to you/ Nobody knows me/ As well as you do/ You know how hard it is for me/ To shake the disease/ That takes hold of my tongue/ In situations like these/ Not now/ Though I’d die to know you love me/ I am all alone/ And if I bleed, I’ll bleed Knowing that you care/ And If I sleep, I’ll sleep Just to dream of you/ To wake without you there/ Isn’t something missing?/ Isn’t someone missing me?/ Don’t turn away/Don’t give in to the pain/ Don’t try to hide Though they’re screaming out your name/ Don’t close your eyes/ God knows what lies behind them/ Don’t turn out the lights/ Never sleep/ Never die/ Whatever you do/ Don’t scream/ And don’t cry/ Fallen angels at my feet/ Whispered voices in my ear/ Death before my crying eyes/ Lying next to me I fear/ Shall I wait?/ Shall I give in?/ Or continue living life in sin/ Upon my end, shall I begin/ Forsaking all/ I’ve fallen/ For I rise to meet the end/ I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long/ I’ve come to believe my soul Is on the other side/ All the pieces falling shatter/ Shards of me All this pain/ And all this misery/ Unite to form a deathly combination/ (Of disastery/ Of my thoughts and feelings/ Now I know how it feels/ Once again to live/ Once again to breathe/ Once again to know/ I have people looking out for me/ These pieces too sharp to put back together/ Lighter than a feather/ And too small to matter/ But big enough to cut me in to little pieces/ If I try to touch her/ There in the mirror/ And I bleed/ I bleed/ And I breathe/ I breathe…no more/ Lie to me/ convince me i am crazy/ Convince me I’ve been sick forever/ Toy with my mind/ And tell me/ To just leave it all behind/ And things will make sense when I get better/ But I know/ I know/ I know the difference between myself and my reflection/ I can’t/ However/ Help but wonder/ Which of us do you love better?/ And I’d die to know you love me/ Die to feel you hold me/ Die to know I’m yours/ Die to know that you are mine forever/ And I bleed/ I bleed/ And I breathe/ I breathe…/ I breathe…/ No…more

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boxerbabe0099 32, Female, Maine, USA - 9 entries

Dec 2006
6:36 AM EDT

I do not ever pretend to be somthing I am not because I am happy for who I am!

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emma 34, Female, Kansas, USA - 12 entries

Dec 2006
6:24 AM EDT

i went to the counselor's office and got accused of using coke. which i DON'T use. my mom burst in to tears and i assured her it was a false claim. i eventually got out of that but it was hella hard. i had a shitty weekend. i didn't DO anything. didn't smoke anything or drink anything. i was a good girl and i got to see my man a couple of times too. my man dropped by the way. he dropped cause he's an idiot. he's an idiot cause he dropped.

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AmbBam 42, Female, Texas, USA - 5 entries

Dec 2006
5:07 PM EST

I dont believe that we pretend to be something we are not but we pick and choose what part of us we want to let out.For example if im at work i become a little more wacky. Why its because i like them to know that im a little more eccentric than the "average" person. For example when we are around our family memebers we become more relaxed. Around our friends, some of us become more outrageous, spontaneous, random, reckless,sexy ,and sometimes downright destructive. These ways are part of us and sometimes it may not be part of our everyday functioning. Its still part of us. We as humans fail to realize that. Its a new age, its not like it use to be that everyone knew who you are and your family. Nowadays we are more private, diverse friends, and of course enemies. So we have to pick and choose what part of our self we want to let out.

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texas chick 30, Female, Texas, USA - 13 entries

Dec 2006
5:43 PM EDT

hey its texas chick i am here??????/

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