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    Spiritual One  58, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries
21
Jan 2007
9:44 AM EDT
   

I have learned that I can make a mistake, but it won't be corrected unless I can see it as a misktake! I also have learned that no matter how much you want to forget that mistake you can't and must move forward with the notion that you will not repeat it again. To run into times of trouble simply make me realize how the most important things I was neglecting and maybe this is my sign to get back to what was the way I should have been all along. God is and always will be my greatest teacher and strength I must acknowledge this everyday ask for forgiveness and give thanks for everything in my life!
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    tealprincess18  35, Female, Virginia, USA - 88 entries
20
Jan 2007
8:59 PM EDT
   

hey today was agood day.. i got to talk to john last night, so i was pretty happy... friday just keeps getting closer and closer... cant wait... well i have exams all this week and i am not looking forward to that, but i get a nice reward at the end of the week... no school, i am going to disney and i get to see my boyfriend.. so anyway he just lights up my world!!!! i think i love him, but lets not jump into that i learned my lesson las time... as you know from my journal entries... well for now... fuma boys rock.... *destiney
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    questioningeverything  38, Female, California, USA - 16 entries
20
Jan 2007
4:29 PM PST
   

Hello world...or the 2 two people who may stumble upon my entry and be so inclined to read it. I have been doing a lot of thinking about my life, other people's lives, the world and well just about everything. I have tried so many times to keep a journal to my self but I have failed. I guess I want to be heard. I want to be as real as I possibly can be in these entries because we live in a world where the truth is left unspoken but the internet is thriving because we all have things we want to learn, see, write, hear, listen to, and tell anyone who is willing to listen. So I am a student at a small private univeristy. I have wonderful friends who I love to death. They are my saving grace and all seem to understand one side of me or another. It is amazing. I don't think I ended up at the school for me but it has worked out. Live with no regrets right? Anyway, I enjoy school. I am a political science major. I could talk about politics for hours and I think I have an opinion on just about everything. I want to be someone important to people. It doesnt have to be large group but I want to make a difference. That's how I have always been. I don't like watch people get hurt no matter what they have done. I love children and hope that we as a society can make this country a better place for the following generations--because right now it isn't looking good. I have never been in love. I am very fearful that I never will. I haven't had much dating experience and I am constantly trying to figure out what is wrong with me. I am a feminist and I am constantly trying to accept that it is okay not to get married. I am an extremely self conscience person, but I dont come across like that often. I will tell you what is on my mind most of the time. I want to see every part of this world--the beautiful and the ugly. I know that is unorginal but I still want to. I think that there is so much out there is discover about life and other cultures and all of this knowledge is out there for us to find if we are willing to find it. I dont understand how one could want to only stay in their own country, state, city, or town. I don't just want to travel the world but I want to live in all sorts of places. I want to learn a language, not from sitting in a classroom, but instead by living in a country. I think it is the second best way to learn a language (the first being taught it as you grow up). I have so many wants and desires but I am filled with just as much fear and often times that can keep me from doing and saying what I really want to say. I feel like I counld talk forever but I am going to end for tonight. I want to say first that I am horrible speller and I haven't reread this so please laugh where I have made mistakes but don't judge me for them. I am niave with all my goals in life but I think that is good sometimes because I think I can make a difference and change the world we live is just a little. The Girl Scout motto was always to leave the camping ground cleaner and better than when you got there. It is a good lesson to learn in life as well. Ignorance is bliss and there are many days I wish I could be another stupid ignorant college student. Someone who didnt care that there were starving children in Africa or that we were fighting in a war that has killed hundred of thousands of people and for no reason other than our president has a ridiculous notion that Americans are better than any other people. And finally, I want to tell you all, because this is one of the few things that I can't tell many of my friends who would understand. I have a crush--I know it is stupid--but I have a huge crush on a friend. He is one of the smartest people I have met but also one of the oddest people. He is caring and wants to do what is right but he wants to be different. He doesnt get caught up in the stupidity his peers but at the same time can be one of the biggest fools and weirdest people I have met. We are friends, not good friends, but friends. I know this is going to sound stupid, like I am a stupid girl, but I could see us being together in the future, I think that we would complement each other nicely. I know it is stupid. I hope that in talking about him I can move on. I don't want to like him anymore, but sometimes you don't choose. Anyway, good night and you will probably hear from my very soon.
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    Leilani  44, Female, Washington, USA - 18 entries
20
Jan 2007
3:33 PM PST
   

bored afternoon James went with his G.F. and Im left behind old pple and prego Terry pokey got groom already and no hair for me to comb was sad as well Ill be goin' home soon I wish I can stay, Went out watch Dream Girls last full show
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    WCIBJ10  85, Male, Wisconsin, USA - 44 entries
20
Jan 2007
4:56 AM CET
   

Hi-My first day with this Journal program.This seems like an easy way to record a few thoughts each day;will be interesting to see if I am able to keep up with my Journal writing every day? Reading other Member's Journal entries-is interesting,but also reminds me that I am far away the Senior Journaler-old enough to be most of the other member's Father or Granfather-but that 's Ok-perhaps we can learn something from each other. For the rest of you-I am retired,living in Germany with my new Wife of 15 months.We both went to Dorsey High School in Los Angeles,Ca.-graduating S'53. Next time-as another "older fella"says-"now for the rest of the Story." Friends-"keep tuned." :) (Anyone out there-old enought to know who I'm referring to ,with that "famous sayiing,on the radio?"If so,leave a comment for me-would be interesting to know if there is anyone out there,who knows who I'm referring to.-----Cheers.
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    cruelLittlemind  42, Female, Maine, USA - 6 entries
20
Jan 2007
4:53 PM EDT
   

Looking out into this cruel world we call life i see a certain light one that burns like the fire of night one that should not be how do i get it to vanish? Or should i let it stay and replenish my cruel life?????????
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    cruelLittlemind  42, Female, Maine, USA - 6 entries
20
Jan 2007
4:53 PM EDT
   

Losing myself into you not knowing what it is about you that makes me weak that makes me shiver with anticipation....losing myself giving you all i have to give waiting for the right moment to say what is on my cruel little mind can you handle what it is that makes me lose myself into you?
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    cruelLittlemind  42, Female, Maine, USA - 6 entries
20
Jan 2007
4:48 PM EDT
   

To be fading away from an illness that is beyond my control....waited to long to know what the pain was or to even believe it was there.....who's to say i wont make it or that i wont just fade away
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    cruelLittlemind  42, Female, Maine, USA - 6 entries
20
Jan 2007
4:46 PM EDT
   

Sitting here thinking about all the bad times and the mean things that were said....Not willing to let you go.....i'm not there so i can't hold you, i can't protect you.....i can't tell you that everything will be ok.....Not willing to let you go....just know you will be in my thoughts every second of every minute of every day....
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    cruelLittlemind  42, Female, Maine, USA - 6 entries
20
Jan 2007
4:45 PM EDT
   

You only had such a short time on this earth....Letting go so soon.....I wish i could have been there to say goodbye, to hold your hand, to tell you everything would be ok....Letting go so soon....Just know i love you with all my heart and never will forget...Letting go so soon....
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