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        99tracy99  40, Female, Hong Kong SAR - 33 entries
    23
    Mar 2007
    10:22 PM AWST
       

    for me this time is not a good time for me finding jobs...not sucess. having jobs....really not happy...just want to get out and take a breathe and have a good time to love myself or just go to bookshop the take a book to scan or just take a lookfor some interesting things.
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        bl69  33, Female, Texas, USA - 32 entries
    23
    Mar 2007
    8:49 AM CDT
       

    Dang! this spring break was great!! ( i have to say the AWESOME things first im optomistic! lol ) i NEVER hung out with derek..me and michelle kept close and said SCREW the boy..he's stupid! haha. And Laura & Betsy came into town YAY! We hit up some parties every night and had awesome times..but they left Saturday morning. Saturday me and Michelle went to the mall and we saw Dillan there. We went to go see 23, he payed (sweetie! lol) and after the movie Michelle couldn't go with us but Dillan and I went to this St. Patrick's Day party and it was funnnn! I made a mistake by making out with some random guy who was older than me but that's all we did so actually it wasn't much of a mistake. I gave him strep throat haha..because I got strep throat from Laura and it didnt start hurting till Tuesday and I havent been to school since. I had to get a shot uugh. So there's a party tonight but Michelle doesn't know if she can leave..plus it's way out in Hamby and i'm not supposed to drink on my antibiotics but I don't have to drink to have fun. Plus I can just take it slow. BUT last night (this is horrible) i had this horrible dream that my mom took my dad back and I haven't seen my dad since I found out that he used to beat everyone in my family..except for me. I already had problems with him because I knew he was an asshole and he did do ridiculous things..but I didnt know it was that serious till like in January when my sister told me the truth. My dad didnt want anyone to know. My parents have been split up for almost 3 years now. But anyways, in my dream they were back together and arguing again of course..and he went out of his room and beat my mom and my sister..I was in my room. then he came into my room..and I was just begging him nooo nooo nooo and he found this strawberry(is it cherry? i dont know..its the scrapes and scabs from sliding in softball) and he just started beating me on that spot!!!!!! It was horrible..I can't get over it. I don't understand why I have been having these nightmares. I also dreamed that i wrecked my mom's car. But I don't want to ever see my dad's face again..I feel like I have experienced what my mom and sister and brother have been through and ITS HORRIBLE. But anyways on the brighter side..I have a couple of good friends out there that care about me and thats all that matters. If I can tell them anything, then I should be able to maintain. Here's a picture of me and michelle :)
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        shirleyxu  54, Female, China - 301 entries
    24
    Mar 2007
    12:36 AM EST
       

    我的十四个香港老弟

    我有两个哥哥，两个姐姐，作为全家的老咯瘩，我从小倍受家人的宠爱，被爱的人十分渴望付出爱，我做梦也想尝尝当姐姐的滋味，我对凡是比我小的孩子从来都关爱有加。

    天随人愿，十五年前，在伦敦游学时，我足足地过了把当大姐的瘾，我有幸结交了十四个香港老弟，他们都跟我结下了很深的姐弟之情，如今所流行的姐弟恋，远不及我当年来的时尚。

    我们住在一个宿舍楼，他们每天‘大姐’，‘大姐’叫得我漂漂然。我后来才意识到，与我这崇高的‘称号’相伴随的是不可推卸的责任。半夜 12 点，有人敲门叫‘大姐’，我不得不爬起来解决他们的矛盾，原来有一个傻伙计把臭球鞋放进了公用的微波炉，想快点烤干，另一个勇者拿起盘子冲着那的伙计就摔了过去。宿舍大战一触即发，别人眼看劝不了，只有请大姐出山。不知为何，只要我过去，他俩一触到我关切的目光，都低头叫了声：‘大姐，你来了’，问题也就没了。

    有一次，X 跑来跟我说， W 闹失恋了，痛苦伴失眠，很难过，要考试了，大姐，帮帮忙吧。我看到这大男孩痛不欲生的样子，很心疼。我坐在他旁边，问他，想不想听听大姐的故事，他点点头，十五分钟后，他抬起头来，轻松地说，大姐，我没事了，跟您的经历比起来，我这点事根本就不值一提。

    中国年到了，老弟们很想家，我一来到他们中间，他们就把我团团地围住，你一言我一语，听不懂就用笔写，很晚了他们都不舍得让我走，我心里明白，他们不但把我当做了自己的姐姐，看到我，他们就想起他们的妈妈和妹妹，他们把我当做了家人。尽管我念书压力不小，但我还是用了整整一个下午，给我的老弟们包了五百多个东北水饺，老弟们个个高兴的像孩子一样，那个大年夜里老弟们可爱的笑脸至今都留在我的记忆中。

    异国他乡的留学生活，跟他们在一起，我从未感到孤单和苦恼，我根本不觉得读书很苦。我没有手提电脑，有回赶交作业时，香港老弟们轮流帮我打字，打印到凌晨 3 点。他们每到周末都请我吃饭，饭菜是他们亲手做的，汤很甜。

    一年很快就过去了，老弟们毕业要回香港找工作了，我住处的门前来了一溜小车，老弟们给我送来电视机和电脑还有很多他们认为我用得着的东西，我们一起到唐人街吃饭告别。他们每人都坚持单独跟我和影。4 年之后，我在香港结婚，我的老弟们，就是我的娘家人，精心装饰的喜车，专业摄影师，一切的一切全包了，看着跑前跑后的老弟们，我感到说不出的幸福，他们凑钱给我买了十分贵重的金项链做礼物，万分兴奋地把大姐嫁了。

    97年我到了香港中文大学工作，我可爱的老弟们一旦找到了自己心爱的姑娘，他们总是急着让他们的大姐来过目。天哪，他们的女友一个比一个漂亮，一个比一个能干，参加他们的婚礼，我感觉就像我弟弟娶到了好媳妇一样兴奋，转眼他们都当了1-2个孩子的爹地。我离开香港后，他们还会带着老婆孩子来新加坡看我。我觉得人世间的手足情不过如此，我心满意足了。

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        LB*13  32, Female, Texas, USA - 21 entries
    22
    Mar 2007
    8:37 AM EDT
       

    and i could tell you his favorite colors green he likes to argue oh i was 17, his sisters beautiful,he has his fathers eyes........if you asked me if i love him id lie..........................theres times when i wake up i think hes so beautiful...i put on my makeup and pray for a miracle.......he looks at me and walks away........my god if i could only say im holding every breathe for youuuuu
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        jodigirl25  58, Female, Ohio, USA - 40 entries
    22
    Mar 2007
    6:35 AM EDT
       

    Wow, long time! Finished Nursing Care of Adults I. 89.9%. That is only 1.1% from an A. Damn. I have been invited to join the Chi Alpha Epsilon. What an honor! 4 months to go!

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        daredevil8  33, Male, Illinois, USA - 22 entries
    22
    Mar 2007
    4:01 PM CDT
       

    that's how I do stuff well at leat imprtant suff
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        charlax  71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries
    22
    Mar 2007
    1:55 AM MST
       

    eye carry my things a little more added in
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        Tikasiamese  59, Male, New York, USA - 28 entries
    22
    Mar 2007
    4:45 PM EDT
       

    Today went ok. Work went fine except there was a van fire right out side of Roswell Park Cancer Institute and Buffalo General on High Street. There was so much smoke it was 7 ft high (my dept is on the 7th floor)and the van exploded and engulfed in flames. There was nothing left. Judy's office was right there and she screamed for me to call switchboard to report it but it was already reported. It was terrible. Don't know if there was a driver but nothingwas left of the van. It was right underneath the tunnel connecting the 2 hospitals together. Thank god nothing happened structurally to the tunnel and the van fire was on the Roswell Park side and not ours.
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        Journal4Jackson  49, Female, California, USA - 48 entries
    22
    Mar 2007
    11:57 AM PST
       

    3/22/07-Woke up at normal time. Followed routine (a bit of switching around) until time to leave for OT. Came home, rested for 45 minutes. Cranky after rest and didn't really follow directions well for the rest of the afternoon, did a modified routine and skippeda few things. Bedtime early (7:30 pm), fell asleep within 30 minutes. Total TV for day, 1 hr (in AM). Total TO's for day: none. Brushed every three hours. No going potty on own.
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        leahstephens01  31, Female, United Kingdom - 10 entries
    22
    Mar 2007
    8:12 PM BST
       

    Dear diary ,
    Im sat her in my chair in a black room thinking of the song left out side alone by anastasia . Because at the moment i do fell left out , Just locked in a box all by mself . I just want to scream and hide under arock . Sometimes i hate being a teenager . My best friend has annouced she is leaving and my other best friend i goin out with a boy who liked me 1 day before they started going out and my other best friend asked the boy ive loved for a year out when i finally confesed and told her :@ She can be a bitch sometimes. I want to really pretty i dont think im ugly but i dont think im like hilary duff pretty
    Got to go talk to you later leah x
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