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        mercedes06  32, Female, Texas, USA - First entry!
    27
    Mar 2007
    12:48 PM EDT
       

    my name is mercedes. my favorite sport is soccer i dont know what this site is my friend jessica made it for me. thank you jess.
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        bl69  33, Female, Texas, USA - 32 entries
    27
    Mar 2007
    11:41 AM CDT
       

    Day by day it only gets harder and harder after his death. And it has been 8 months almost 9! Its just that if he was here..everything could be so much better. I mean wayyyy better. And he would be here to keep everyone straight and in check because ever since he left everything is going down the drain with my mom and her soberity. Same with my sisters. And well me, I have just been doing bad things..just not like them. I dont't want to say or go into complete detail but yea. What I am saying is there is so many things that happen during the day and it reminds you of him..and I'm pretty sure myranda and my mom agree that its hard to go a day without crying still. And it's supposed to be getting better..but its not. And its gonna be hard when that one year anniversary comes around. So many things have revolved around his death and its pretty much all bad news. Oh heavens.
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        writer1chick  36, Female, New York, USA - 8 entries
    26
    Mar 2007
    11:26 PM EDT
       

    Saturday I felt a feeling that I had never felt before. I just was so in tuned with my feelings and soul as I felt. When I was holding my cousins hand I felt so much Love that I got a orgasm in my mind it was a great feeling. I never felt that feeling before. I was just looking at everything, and everything was so beautiful. I felt everything in the greatest way. I was alone in the living room when everyone left. I was listing too music and I was making love I have never mad love in this way before. I felt the beats of the music and It was tearing me apart cause I didn't know what side too stay in. There were three sides. 1. To be myself and confront the world of whom I really am. 2. To be what people want me too be and just be a shadow. 3. To clean up and fix myself and brush everything away. Just live what I normally live in the shadows of whom I really am. Then there was a time that I went so Crazy that I didn't know what side too choose and that's when I was shaking too choose my true self and that's when I had the best orgasms I had ever felt in my life. It felt When I was going too choose the side that always do too be a shadow I was having an affair with my true feelings and it tore me apart. I went crazy and That's when I F***ED my self for the first time and I felt so dirty. It's not a great feeling when Your***ING yourself. I was having an affair with my life and I was F****** my true feelings. Had you ever felt that before? To tell you the damn truth I didn't know what the Hell I felt before that day and Now I do know. I was and I am a show. I am a show for what people want too see and I don't know how too leave, that shadow life I want too be the figure that makes the shadow. There was a time on my little experience that I was caressing my self and just feeling my self the way that I always wanted too be felt. That's when I was making love with my self I was showing the world who I can really be. I loved that about myself. But I still had the half smile that I always had. It's something I always had since forever it tells something about me That I just realized. I'm a two faced person but come on everybody is in the own way. I'm two faced cause I don't want anyone too dislike me. That's why I hide in the shadows. That's why I F*** my feeling and have affairs with my true self cause I love too be loved and no one wants too love me in the way that I want too be loved. So that's why I have too hide and be a F***ING shadow. I went too the left and laughed at the people that I act like but then I cry at the people that I truly am. Then I just clean everything up. Why the hell am I like this. I can't choose what I want. I want myself too be happy and I don't know what side am I'm truly happy with. The truth was I'm so tired of being alone. I feel so alone and It's killing me inside that's why I am like this cause in all three side I have someone. But the all don't like the opposite side. LOL. I don't think most of you people understand but sooner or later you will. I didn't think I would of realized it until I was old and gray. But in a way it's great feeling too feel this and finally feel what you truly feel deep inside. Well There's a little Experiences I had and It was one of a kind BY JANINE C, BERD.....
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        writer1chick  36, Female, New York, USA - 8 entries
    26
    Mar 2007
    11:11 PM EDT
       

    A feeling that was and is so great. I can't even Imagine. This feeling I never felt so in tuned with my self/ mind/ body and soul. I know your like what is she saying. I'm saying I had a experience with myself that I had never had before and I loved it. In a way I felt so much love and anger. Choosing which way to go, but in the end I always choose my old way. Fixing myself and getting ready for the new day. Always brushing away my anger and true feeling for everyone else and not myself. How do I open the door got my own life? I just felt my life there I never knew that body language can tell you How a person really is. I was pushing away the good holding the bad but then, Letting them both in and letting one out. I don't know!
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        jjhope  47, Female, DC, Washington, USA - 58 entries
    27
    Mar 2007
    9:03 AM EDT
       

    today i am grateful that i talked to my aunt who was angry with me...i think that we are going to be ok...i love her and i miss her...i pray that she gets better too...
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        babe21  32, Female, Texas, USA - 9 entries
    26
    Mar 2007
    8:35 AM EDT
       

    I had a fun time dirty dancing wit my buddies at our skool dance on friday!!!! I made a knew friend she has one of these her user name is hott*13......love ya lots babe21

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        LB*13  32, Female, Texas, USA - 21 entries
    26
    Mar 2007
    8:25 AM EDT
       

    So i got my highlights done but i look blonde now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    1 comment(s) - 03:39 PM - 03/27/2007
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        luisescobar11  35, Male, Texas, USA - 32 entries
    26
    Mar 2007
    6:12 PM CDT
       

    Life's good.
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    1 comment(s) - 01:46 PM - 03/28/2007
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        daredevil8  33, Male, Illinois, USA - 22 entries
    26
    Mar 2007
    5:44 AM CDT
       

    says you I bet I can find a use for it he he he also it is possible you just have to know how
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        Angela Wang  46, Female, China - 73 entries
    26
    Mar 2007
    6:03 PM EDT
       

    In recent days, I am very busy with the activityproposed byGraduate Institute in our college. The theme of activity is to reflect the call from the World Metrological Organization. As a base to educate the advancedtalents for the wholenation, our university has the duty to do well the publicizing work in society. The topic of “World Metrological Day” this year is ‘Polar Metrology: to recognize the internal effect from the polar’. To prepare for the activity, all members of Graduate Institute worked very hard to make the preparation,somebought the necessarythingslike stationaries, others search for metrological knowledgein libraryin order to make the bullitin. On March 22nd, we had a very interesting commemorating activity in the front of refectory, with many students taking part in this activity. Although the work is veryhard, we could learn much knowledge from the personal experience. Yes, due to many human activities, the change from climate in recent 10 years has been threatened the production and lives of human beings. People must or should be aware ofdanger from this change like the decrease of O3, Greenhouse Gases, acid rain.
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