I really hate it when life turns out to be sooo empty... I hate being here in Okinawa, Japan. I just broke up with my girlfriend and feeling like the world just ended today. Reason being is because I joined the USMC when I was 18. At least I'm almost to my 2 year mark in June. Meaning I'm half way done. I just can't wait to get the hell out of here. When I get the chance to get home, I'm gonna get sooo blitzed out of my damn mind I wouldn't even know where the hell I'm at. Go over to my friends and get drunk over there. Plus, save up enough money where I can go visit an old friend in Ireland that I haven't seen since HS....God, I miss those days. I really need to take this month off and go home and visit my family. They've been dying to see me ever since I left the states. They're always telling me that everything is alright back home. But I feel like that they're not tell the whole truth. My little brother is on the verge of droppin' out of HS, and I surely don't want to see that happen to him. I might be a prick to him most of the time, but I really care for him. He's my family for God sakes. Well...I'm gonna go smoke me a cigarette now. Later!!!
Do you believe that we all get a second chance in life like if we already missed our one chance in life for love, will it come around again?
So, I come home from work and the first thing my husband does is attack me. Here is why. He said he couldnt get online in the bedroom...thats where his computer is. He said the USB ports werent working at all. His computer said it was because someone was blocking them. My husband believes its the neighbors who have some kind of program that is blocking his computer so it cant get online. I said...I dont know if the neighbors have a computer and I dont think they are that computer savvy. He starts yelling at me about it. Saying he is trying to tell me what is wrong and all I keep doing is telling him what it can't be. Geez!