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    charliemay  31, Female, United Kingdom - 32 entries
01
Apr 2007
12:06 AM EET
   

so,i am going to wales to climb snowdon(big mountain)with my dad.fun,fun,fun eh.mmm.we are leaving on wednesday at 6 IN THE MORNING!!!!!oh my,not sure il be able to get up that early.the only good that i get out of this is that maybe,just maybe il get rid of that flab on my legs.oh yeah and i got some new clothes and shoes into the bargain.sooooooooooo,to the interesting stuff.um,well i spent the night at tobys on wednesday night,with markiss,bex and ben.yeah and me an tobz were lying next to each other and we were talking and im not sure how exactly it happened but we started holdin hands and he leaned in to kiss me but i didnt know that that ws wat he was doin and i didnt do anything.i only found out from bex after that that was wat he was tryin to do.which is realy weird cos we are broken up but i still fancy him.confusing or wat.

    AcousticWinter  34, Female, Arizona, USA - 23 entries
31
Mar 2007
5:59 PM EDT
   

I really hate bringing things up or doing things that conjure up long, forgotten memories. For some reason, that's all I've been doing today. I've been thinking about happier times, better days... remembering what it was like to really live. I never realized how much I missed him... it. Being in a place that I loved with people that I- was friends with. Yeah... I've got friends here but it's not the same. I feel like I'm trapped here... like I'm trapped inside with all these people. I love these people but I don't want to be here with them. I don't understand. It's just one of those days that you really realize... you're family isn't a family anymore. Your friends aren't friends anymore......... you aren't you anymore. Who am I? I can't figure myself out sometimes. Where am I? Where do I want to be? I'm thinking too far into this. My mother's in California, brother's in Tucson, half of my family is in Northern Cali and the other half is all the way in Michigan. And here I am... Hell. I never see any of them... except my aunt and uncle who live out here... and my grandparents. I've got one sister in Missouri and another in Arkansas. I've got friends scattered around the country and I'm still here. It's almost like I'm homesick. Sick of being home. Maybe it's just because I'm used to having friends who would never let me down in any way, shape, or form. Or maybe I'm used to living somewhere where I can or do have someone who I can get close to. I don't have that here... I've lived here for nearly eight years and I don't have that... anymore. Or maybe I do have that. Maybe I'm just afraid of actually opening up to anyone. Have I really been hurt that much? I find that hard to believe. The only person who has hurt me too much is....... myself. I'm the only person stopping myself from being happy or opening up... or making friends. Why is it so fucking difficult to live right now? I can't even begin to describe what's going on in my head or measure how often I try to block it out. These thoughts keep racing and it's causing a mixture of depression and anger. I don't know what to think. I say something I don't mean. I do something I don't want to do. Better yet, I hold back and don't say what I want or do what I want to do. I'm ruining myself and all I can do is sit back and watch it happen. Everyone talks about those forks in the road. You take the right path and this could happen but you take the left path, and something else happens. I wandered off that road a long time ago. The road forked and I kept walking straight. I walked right between the two roads and made a path of my own. That's probably the worse decision I've ever made. Now, I'm cornered on the third story of a building aflame. There are no doors and no windows. No way in. No way out. Even worse, I started this fire. It only takes a spark.........

    madhousewife  68, Female, Michigan, USA - 48 entries
31
Mar 2007
5:20 PM EDT
   

I have been feeling a little down. It could be the extra hours I have been working the last week, and I am just so tired. I start missing my Dad and my dog, Oscar.
Dad dropped dead of a heart attack Sept 93. Aside from just being a super father, he was such a nice man. My dad taught me stuff just like he would have a son. I learned to drive a tractor, hammer a nail, fish, run a boat, ect. He always took me with him to run errands, and was fun to be with. I cry a lot even after all these years. I miss him so much and he's a daily thought.
Oscar had to be put to sleep Aug 06. He is also a daily thought. He was my puppy, even at his older age. It broke my heart to end his life, but the sad look, and loss of happiness in his life let me know it was time. To put it off would have been selfish.
I have been watching the ads, for a mutt puppy to give a home to. I'll probly try the humain society. It is so hard to understand all the unwanted pets out there. Everyone wants the "puppy", but the puppy stage is over so fast.

    leahstephens01  31, Female, United Kingdom - 10 entries
31
Mar 2007
9:55 AM BST
   

Hiia diary x

I love danny and i dont care who knows i hope im the only one who loveshim but he is soo dreamy evry one will like him .. Well i need to go and dream about danny promise ill write soon ..leah x


    Ashfone3  32, Female, Colorado, USA - 38 entries
31
Mar 2007
1:35 PM MST
   

Yester i seen the most exes ive ever seen at one time in the same spot...i swear i don't know if i will ever go to mall ever again.... and i decided there will be no more shit taking....lol that probably sounds stupid but yeah its so the truth....my best friend yesterday was a being a bitch so i wasn't takin it and i left...then she got all pissy....i came home and got dogged by my mom.....wow she just makes everything better huh.....and im newly in love with elvis and any oldies....maybe its a faze....cuz idk what brought this on....seriously....even though thats all i listen to now and everything yeah....lol gettin late.....goodnight!

    bl69  33, Female, Texas, USA - 32 entries
31
Mar 2007
2:12 PM CDT
   

I love weekends! They are great. Well last night wasnt tooo fun but its way better than school or staying at home. The important thing is I got to hang out with alot of my really cool friends that I dont mind at all. And I dont know what we are doing tonight..I know michelle and adrian are going to the movies together and I didnt wanna go because I want them to get to know each other! hah. but we will be at my stepsisters bbq drinking before she goes and I am going to stay there then I dont even know what we are going to do. I'm wayyy behind on my sleep. So I wouldnt mind just going home and drinking there and passing out hah. I dont know though. But i was a good girl last night. Some dude from Brazil was trying to hook up with me and I let him know that I wasnt into him. I just wanted to chill that night. You could tell because I went out in sweat pants and a sweatshirt so I didnt give a fuck. and thats what is great about these friends..is no one cares! i love it.

    BadBiitchNiqua  34, Female, New York, USA - 6 entries
31
Mar 2007
7:49 AM PDT
   

Dear,Journal

My life is extreme and I'm so inerested in learning it.I got some thoughts that only an adult can have.I wish that they went away

    cbutterfly  34, Female, North Carolina, USA - 24 entries
31
Mar 2007
10:42 AM AEST
   

To day was very good! School was good but to day something happend that had never happend b 4!! I was not sad about my dance to day!! But you blogger's do not know what i am talking about. My mom got me out of dance cuz my dance teacher made us do a bad move and it was not good at all. Yes i have had some crys cuz i was a dancer for mmm 8 years and my dance teacher was so good about being there for you and helping you and she allways new what to say when you where down about your day!! Mood Happpy!! Time 12:42 A.M.

    BadBiitchNiqua  34, Female, New York, USA - 6 entries
31
Mar 2007
6:58 AM PDT
   

All the time Boys say that us girls complain to much but wat do they do wine of stupid s*** and that don't make since boys also wine over sex Here's one I heard beore''We been together for 5 years I think Its time for Sex'' Thats wat they say but That s*** won't work for me I'm more of a That is to short for me there are 10 stages some pople have 4 stages.Me and my boyfriend are at the 4th stage 10th stage is sex but right now just leave it at that
1 comment(s) - 06:28 PM - 03/31/2007

    babe21  32, Female, Texas, USA - 9 entries
30
Mar 2007
8:42 AM EDT
   

hello every-one my day is amazzzing isn't that great i just got asked out by this guy that i really like 2-nite were gonna g2 the movies!!!!!!

2 comment(s) - 11:56 AM - 04/01/2007

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