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jesssie 32, Female, Canada - 69 entries

Sep 2007
2:38 PM EST

Would you stop making me feel like you're the thing i need? You make me feel like YOU are the person i should be wasting all of my time on. And, i know you're wrong for me. Everyone tells me it, and in the back of mind, I know it's true. I know you're faking everything, but you make it so fucking believable. I need to quit you, and you need to let me. You make things so much harder than they have to be. What in the world gives you the right to say you love me, you like ME, when you have an amazing girlfriend right in front of you. You can acknowledge it all you want, tell her how much you love her, but at the end of the day, if you dont feel any guilt, what is wrong with you? What is wrong with you anyways, because clearly you like to make me sad and scared and nervous and shy and happy and all of these emotions at once. Like, I love you. I love who I want you to be and who you are to me and what i think of you. I love it all! But the one thing i can't bear myself to love is the way you treat me. Like, I'm not your back up. I never will be. So don't keep treating me like it.

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smb 49, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Sep 2007
12:06 PM MST

Friday we left for SD. Stayed with CN Friday night and then we went to Burke for the weekend. It was nice but I started getting sick on the way there.... Sore throat, swollen glands, and super bad sinus Heachache. I swear, as soon as I get better with one thing something else comes on. I have contiued to be sick the entire weekend.

Got to see CN's mom and sister, Sandy and her family and the new 3 month old baby. The baby didn't like us holding her so that was sad but oh well I guess she just isn't use to strangers!

I was VERY, VERY tired coming home, it is hard being off the caffeine. BUT, my heart hasn't really given me any problems. Slowly it has went away... I am starting to think it was all anxiety! I guess I better stay on the A-D

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vabronxboogie 45, Female, Virginia, USA - 13 entries

Sep 2007
8:43 PM EDT

well I'm back! where do I begin? I moved into a new place. my place is really coming together. i've been buying bar and stool set, water coolers,etc on craigslist.com Well I'm still with my boyfriend, but its not working out with us. He has other priorities and I aint one of them. I'm just waiting to meet the man of my dreams yet again, to cut him loose. He's so boring. I feel so neglected and I really need someoneone to talk to. My sister callin people her boo when I can't see how! they allowing her to continue sleepin on the floor. I mean who does that? What real man would allow his girl to continue sleeping on the floor? I tried to explain to her but I look like a naggin sista.

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satinlady 64, Female, Florida, USA - 46 entries

Sep 2007
6:52 AM CST

"Heart To Heart"

As we sit here on a blanket underneath

the brightly lit stars,

It is a warm night,you lay your arms around me,

and every thing else fades away.

you kiss me ever so sofly,your warm tender touch

it lets me know I'm protected.

Oh,on this sweet night,

This moment we share,there's no other place I

want to be,except sharing this memory with you.

You are ever so sweet,as the wind blows through

my hair.

You have completly swept me off my feet,on this

special night beneath the stars.

By:satinlady

ï¿½

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satinlady 64, Female, Florida, USA - 46 entries

Sep 2007
6:35 AM CST

"Marriage"

Marriage should be love,

all happy and free.

Our love grows stronger

day by day.

Marriage is sacrafice,

always giving of each other self,

with loving rewards.

Commitment is part of being married.

always being completly loyal of each other.

Marriage is forever,but yet still free.

Our lives makes love,sacrafices,and commitment

a promise forever and by doing it we are happy

in marriage.

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berries7cinnamon 38, Female, Singapore - 20 entries

Sep 2007
5:43 AM EDT

After so much had happened, I finally was able to smile a little and even feel excited.

My Takeru is here. Actually he arrived last Saturday and I received a call from the Post Office. I went to collect him on Wednesday and my heart pounded with excitment.

When I got home and opened the parcel, he's beautiful! I love his resin, his hands and every part of him. I haven't take pictures of him yet because he's naked (though still beautiful and sexy) and he doesn't has his face up done yet.

Even without his face painted, I don't feel afraid of him or even thought of him as creepy.

The wig that comes with him, well I think I might have to cut off some of it. Because the fringe covered half of his beautiful face! The eyes, they are blue. I was hoping that I would get green. I think blue is fine.

The only slight, small problem is the head cap. There's something wrong with the alignment, so the cap doesn't fit well on the opening. Other than that, I have no complains at all.

Sending him back would be my last solution because I don't think I would be able to part with him.

I thought I had to wait till end of September, and I had almost wanted to sing 'Wake me up when September ends'. It really was a pleasant surprise.