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    prissy  47, Female, Hawaii, USA - 75 entries
04
Sep 2007
2:46 PM HAST
   

In order to protect my femininity and be the passionate woman i've always admired I must journal, analyze and realize. This will help me understand what I put out. It's good to have an understanding of one's own self.
I must be honest with myself first. Before being honest with my "nearest" relative or my significant other.
So..

Steven needs to know the truth. Pronto!
This may or may not be something I want to deal with right now, but he needs to know my thoughts. I'm concerned that he won't take it too w... that shouldn't be my concern. Especially with what I've been through in my past, I should take care of my heart and mind first.
That makes sense.

I need to be with myself and center clarity, peace, serenity.

Sometimes you have to keep what's in your heart a secret, even to yourself. Just so that we can get a unanimous decision when the moment of truth arrives.

So I want to see Dean while he's here. And break it off with Steven.

    Heart Broke Teenage Girl  36, Male, Indiana, USA - 2 entries
04
Sep 2007
8:30 AM EDT
   

hey everyone how are we today god i havnt wrote in this thing is so long...so let's see it's senior year in high school! and i should really b doing homewrk and not this but yeah...um im 18 i live in indiana in the Greene County area...ummm i live with my aunt and uncle and little cousin...i love my friends even thought there bitchs when they don't get there way IM NOT A PREP or anything else i like emo music and it's style...i can be country sometimes...ummm got to go getting in trouble..!
Tags: WOW

    als  31, Female, New York, USA - 2 entries
04
Sep 2007
5:07 PM EDT
   

yay yay yay yay yay

i found my answer to my soccer thing it is 66666666 yay schoolstarts tommorw yay yes an no well i love this new coths yayyyy


    shadowlove  35, Female, New York, USA - 60 entries
04
Sep 2007
4:10 PM EDT
   

It's still surreal that school starts tomorrow and I'm gonna be a senior. I'm looking forward to so much : orchestra, chorus, foundations of music :) I think the only thing that I'm dreding in stage crew. But I'm not gonna think about that till the time comes.

    shirleyxu  54, Female, China - 301 entries
05
Sep 2007
5:31 AM EST
   

奖学'金'

2007 年9月3日

今天是新学期开学的第一天, 一转眼,敦敦已经小学五年级的'大'学生了。放学后,气宇轩昂的敦敦把开学典礼上刚得的学习优良奖状拿给我看,'老妈,我到现在还觉得有点不可思议,小学生居然还能有机会获得奖学金,我今天是迷迷糊糊地被叫上台领奖,有人给我拍照,搞得我很紧张,学校网站和校历上都会有我的照片,老师让您拿着这个奖状去学校领奖金。'

3,000元人民币对敦敦无疑是个超大的数目,孩子很激动,'妈妈我想把这3,000 元奖学金捐给贫困地区的小朋友。'我告诉敦敦,妈妈为他感到非常骄傲和自豪,不仅仅是因为他得了奖,更因为他能在得到奖励时,还能想到别人。

这是十岁的敦敦的第二笔捐助。第一笔是他去年花半年卖废品的五十元收入,全部捐给柬埔寨的吴哥儿童医院。今天,他能把一年努力得来的三千元奖金全部捐出来。敦'子'把他'圣人'的善举推向了极致。真让我和老公望尘莫及。

1 comment(s) - 09:55 PM - 09/07/2007

    meegaan  34, Female, Canada - 3 entries
04
Sep 2007
1:49 PM EDT
   

Blah. so today was the first day of schoool. Grade 10 yay! [not] it was so bunk we walked into the school and all we see are emos EVERYWHERE! its not that i hate emos. well i do i just think that "kind" are such fakes like they always complain about how their lifes suck when they usually dont. not even close to some other people. but i guess its what they like. but it was so different from last year. and i have no classes with like my actual really close friends but i guess i can get over it somehow. and i have science with my friends sister its pretty weird but what ever its just one class its not like we'll became the best of friends. so oh well.

but one of my really close friends changed schoools and her boyfriend goes to her new schoool but apperently shes breaking up with him soooon. and im actually happy cause shes such a bitch to him and everyone nows they just dont say anything to her. and i feeel bad for her boyfriend cause shes such a great guy and would do anything for her but she keeps treating him the same way. i just hate how she treats him some times. its like yo if you dont like him then dont keep going out with him like dont do that to someone. its stupid but she wont know what she had until its gone. so its her own fautl.

but i just cant wait till the end of the week to releize how much stupid drama people cause and how just plan stupid people are. and how all those stupid grade nines and so clueless to everyone and everything around them. well thats all for now.


Megan.

    tiahe  33, Female, Canada - 33 entries
04
Sep 2007
12:20 PM EST
   

Im not sure what to say, school feels different, home feels different too. Nothing feels the same, and everyone has seemed to change. It feels like i've drifted from my closest friends, and I have a feeling my new close friends are going to let me down too! I feel I've become shy once again, and I dunno. I'm scared for it all, every little thing. Im sorry, for all of me.


    MyTeenageFairytale  33, Female, United Kingdom - 11 entries
04
Sep 2007
6:09 PM BST
   

Well, this is my first entry!!
I don't know if anyone is actually reading this ... but I've had fun trying this new thing out .. so it doesn't bother me if noone does or not.
I suppose I'm just living the typical teenage life really! .. in my mind it goes abit like this ..
Boys
Exams
Boys
Friends
Boys
Appearance
Boys
chocolate!!
But then again .. doesn't every other teenagers!
I would say my teen years have been that tough, well not compared to other peoples! .. but last year I got myself in with the wrong crowd and had threatens to be beaten up and stuffs! .. that wasn't fun! .. and then I got aload more crap from other people because I cheated on 'Tom' (my present boyfriend at the time) .. i wasn't liked much after that! .. and I had all sorts of rumours going round about me. I lost alot of my friends through that.
But now .. its a new school year, and everything is back on track! .. well all my friends and school work is getting on alot better!! ... but the boys side of things ... well .. thats not too good!!!
You see last year, there was this boy I was absoulty crazy about!! .. head over heels about!! .. which was kind of bad as I had some other boyfriend at the time.. 'Jamie'.
Jamie could clearly see that I liked this guy ...'Ryan England' ... and decided he didn't want to be with me whilst I liked someone else .. which is fair enough really.
Anyway a year and another boyfriend later, I was single again! .. I still liked Ryan (alot) but what could I do? .. i knew for a fact that he didn't like me! We had always been friends though.
... until one day ... I went to a party (cesca's) .. and Ryan just happened to be there. We were sat on the trampoline outside together with every1 else just laughing and chattting, and I noticed the way he kept hugging me and smiling at me! .. which made me very happy!! .. at abut 9:30ish .. its started to get cold, and we all went in to sing happy birthday to Cesca. Ryan came up behind me and put his arms around my waist. I turned around to look at him ... and .. yeeh .. we had a loongg (lush) romantic kiss!!! .. reallyy wasn't expected at all! lol .. but I'm not complainning! .. and anyways after that we became an item .. and we were together a long time. I actually made myself think that he was the one! He was the one that I fancied the pants off, and I got him! .. who else could I possibly want more?! ...
Until one day, I realised I couldn't look him in the eye anymore and tell him that I Loved him, I felt like I was lying to him!! .. I got myself soo confused!! .. I didn't understand!!! I decided it would be best for both of us to go on a break whilst I got my head sorted out!! ... anyways .. later on that week I soon realised that was one BIIGGGG mistake!! .. and me being my foolish self, didn't even think about how this may have affected Ryan!! .. he thought I didn't love him anymore .. which wasn't totally true! .. I still reaally liked him!!! ..
Anyway, a week later he asked me to meet him down the park because there was something he needed to tell me..... and yes, you've guessed it. He wanted to break up with me. (for good) .. I didn't understand at first! .. and instead of crying, and just went speachless. I couldn't say anything!! .... it felt like someone had just shoved an iron pole down my throat!! .... I tried to make out that I felt the same way about the decision, and that i was totally fine with it all.. (which i really wasn't!!!!!)
I couldn't understand .. and 5 days on ... I still don't ... I know I still love him!! .. but I don't know how he feels back anymore!! .. hes still texting mee .... LOADS! .. which makes things even more confusing!!
AHHH I NEED TO MAKE UP MY MIND OF WHAT I'M GOING TO DOO!!!!
HEEELPPPP!!
x

    tiahe  33, Female, Canada - 33 entries
04
Sep 2007
10:27 AM EST
   

The first day of school oh goodness.
We walk to school everything is good, and then taylor starts it off being a bitch. I go into first period and I sit beside John and then I have Brock, Brandi, Erich, Taylor.W and then like Nicoles little group(who are sooo annoying)! Period two I have with Sam, and Sara. Third period is math, which was great but boring. I have Braeden in that class and he was being a dick. Then fourth was lunch and I was with the mountsfielders and then with Tori and Anne and them, and Braeden of course. Then fifth is the worst class ever its food and i only have Sachin it is and that is it. It was an okay day, kinda sucked though:( and after school i was with Braeden to, and all we do is like fight and hug. Its cute but i dont like him!

    keily  50, Male, Japan - 3 entries
04
Sep 2007
11:25 AM WST
   

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 98%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High

You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by.
And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day!


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