Just thoughts.

Dec 2008
5:59 PM EDT


I havn't posted anything in a while.

Alot has changed.

1. I'm completly && totally in love.

2. I've known this guy for 4 years, so stfu about being to young to be in love. (i'll tell you more about him when i have more time to write.)

3. I'm still having the same weird feelings that i was having in my last posts.

4. I'm getting increasingly better at the piano.

5. I got a kick ass camera. <3

6. Writing has become a huge part of my life, i'll post some of my quotes/sayings/poems at the bottom of this entry...

7. There is way to much stuff on my mind to number it all.


i wish i would've died in your arms the
last time we were together. so i wouldn't
have to wake without you today


but the most important thing is,
even if we're apart,
i'll always be with you


You know you’ve read a good book
when you turn the last page
and feel as if you’ve lost a friend


You're in a car with a beautiful boy,
and he won't tell you that he loves you.
And you feel like you've done something terrible,
like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills,
or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt,
and you're tired.
You're in a car with a beautiful boy,
and you're trying not to tell him that you love him,
and you're trying to choke down the feeling,
and you're trembling,
but he reaches over and he touches you,
like a prayer for which no words exist,
and you feel your heart taking root in your body,
like you've discovered something
you don't even have a name for

^^my favorite^^


You have a choice. Live or die.
Every breath is a choice. Every minute
is a choice. Every time you don't throw
yourself down the stairs, that's a choice.
Every time you don't crash your car, you re-enlist


Most days from the moment i wake to when i go to sleep at night....im unhappy. When i met you, all that changed


And id rather be outside in the freezing rain with you
than to be warm in the arms of someone else.


I�guess what i like best about you is how you
can make me laugh even when nothing's funny.

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